There was this season, master decides that I needed more mental conditioning as a slave.
He finds that there are times I still have minds of a vanilla person and suggested ideas of how I should be a slave to him. Usually, these made master fuming mad and was punished severely for me to reflect on myself. However, he finds that it does not seems to have long term effect. He needs to do more to make me know my REAL POSITION.
So he buys a cage!
The moment the cage arrive, master immediately showed it before me. The look of the cage looked intimidating to me. Chills immediately flowed down me.
He firmly told me that he got this cage because I misbehaved as a slave by having too much opinion. And slaves are not allowed any opinion or view! He continued to say that he is NOW using the cage to tame me for all my past infringes on this matter..
My face grew weak. But still remained submissive, head bowed and continued listening to him.
Next he commanded me to kneel into the cage!
With reluctance, I stood up and crawled into the new CONFINED SPACE... Kneeling down there submissively.
He applied chains around my neck and secure it to the ceiling of the cage so that I may remain in position for as long as possible. My movement in there is surely restricted from the chain- unable to sit lower, the allowable moving space is restricted by the chain length. Helpless, I could only accept this punishment quietly.
Then comes the most scary part. He slams the cage door shut! BANG!! .. I reacted a little shock- though still meekly remained in position. Felt that I am now contained!.. Fearful, but resorted to my fate.
Master then continued to instruct that he will place me in this cage for AS LONG AS POSSIBLE until he deems that I have LEARNT MY PLACE!. Then he walked away and remained me for as long as he deemed fit.
And I was released only 2 days later... a long and reflective 2 days...... I have mentally reconciled that I should not have any more opinions from henceforth..
However, thereafter, there are still pockets of such mistakes. And sometimes, he used more chain than usual to restrict the movement more!
But with his cage, the instances gets progressively less over time.
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