Then master said: Now now now... mouth is clean enough for me... Time to lick clean my feet...
Lick feet?? Another new 'activity' I never tried before.. Definitely not in my regular life.. I viewed it as extremely dirty for such act... This is going to be tough.. Cannot imagine licking feet... But somehow, there is no choice... the regretful feeling comes again!! Regret to even suggest this.. Regret to even suggest no safewords....
Somehow, despite, I will still proceed... Regardless..
Have to go through it....
Master continued: Go kneel below me at the sofa and lick clean my feet...
With that, master just walked to the sofa and sat down there.. Too quick also for me to do any protocol...
Instinct to follow instructions become dominant by now instead of any reluctance or reasoning.. I am really getting into this role deeper and deeper.. Even to extent of just to follow instructions more than thinking of retaliation against what I do not want to do... Master's training is effective....
Lost as i was expecting to do protocol.. I hastily stood up and followed after master to the sofa area and kneeled before him...
By now, his feet is right in front of me... seemingly signaling me to do the job...
Careful not to commit any more mistake, I bowed and requested for permission: Master, Casssandra request for permission to lick clean master's feet..
Master simply replied: Proceed..
I simply bowed lower to the closest feet in front, for this case, the right feet. There was a SMELL! Master seems like he has worn his shoes and it was smelly.. I really wanted all this to end... Somehow, I froze right above his feet, scared to bring the tongue to touch the feet.
Only a few seconds later master's patience ran out: What are you waiting for?? Punishment??? LICK!
His voice, has become my instruction and instinct.... Somehow, without thinking, I just followed what this voice said and immediately licked...
It tasted really salty......
Surprising, it tasted good! maybe it is because it was salty, compared to castor oil raw vegetables, or the sour vinegar... Maybe, I am still hungry and the saltiness satisfy my hunger...
I began licking more profusely, covering every inch of the feet. Also, somehow, my saliva keeps flowing and covering the entire feet with a decent layer of saliva..
After covering the entire surface, master lifted up his feet and I continued to lick his sole... It felt different... Felt tough and hard, but still salty... I swiftly lick it... Somehow felt like an excited dog licking master...
Finishing the entire right feet, I excitedly moved over the left feet and continued the same...
It was not that bad afterall, and somehow I felt like a reprieve from all the torturous happenings thus far... It somehow felt like comfort 'foot' (food) and somehow tasty..
The licking ended quite fast to me... Maybe because of it felt good.. finally something good.. Finishing the left, I felt so tempted to repeat the right again..
However, right when I wanted to move my head back to the right, Master instructed already:
' Go to the kitchen and get the foot pail and fill with water and bring here with a cloth to rinse my feet'
Dissappointed... Ended so fast...
I obeyed instinctively.. I did the protocol and responded accordingly and proceed to get the pail, fill up with water and bring it back to master.. observed the protocol again before proceeding.
Back to the kneeling position, I gently used the water to wipe his feet with the cloth...
The thought came to me, felt like a slave in ancient time cleaning master's feet.. And felt really humiliating...
After cleaning his feet and dried it, I sounded: Master, Cassandra has finished cleaning master's feet, Cassandra awaits master's instruction..
And waited..
Master spoke: Don't forget you still owe alot of punishments..............
And he just stopped in that suspense... Somehow the regretful feeling came in again.. Punishment has become a very feared words to my ears.. Hearing this word alone is enough, powerful enough to being in a series of NEGATIVITY, THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES....
Master continued: Not now Cassandra... You still have your slave obligations to fulfill,.... it will come later... MY TIME!! not your choice.......
To be continued.....
For many years, my fantasy has developed to have a 24/7 session of being forced into a sissy school girl slave(maid).. for few days .. under the charge of the master/mistress.. The entire blog is a storyline
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Tuesday, 9 July 2019
Friday, 5 July 2019
Part 2-7: Day 2 Lunchtime and serving master.
After finishing the drink.. I knew full well that I better observe protocol, especially when the pain from the punishment is still so fresh. I made sure I finished everything of that Yucky stuff..
While kneeling, I gently bowed down my head (as form of curtsy), and remained bowed, I stretched forward both hands with the pail, presenting to master
and said: Master, Cassandra enjoys the present master gives to his undeserving slave, Cassandra has finish the present Master gives.
And I waited for his response.
He simply took and pail and walked away..
I knew better to simply wait. still kneeling, I placed my hands back to the lap and positioned it as girly as possible and waited for Master's next bidding.

Head still remained bowed... Waiting.....
My nose suddenly caught fragrance of food.. Smell so heavenly!! Hungry, I just drooled.. My last proper meal, I guessed, was already 1 day ago...
Next, saw master brought out a packet containing food towards me.. Somehow in my fantasy I thought master was giving me food...Maybe I forgot my status..
He said: Slave... Take this packet and go prepare it on the coffee table beside the sofa for me. You can walk there... After that I want you to serve the food right to my mouth while kneeling of cause....
First thought: Disappointed.. Thats not my food... Oh ya... really forgot that as master's slave, I am not entitled to any proper food.. Only food meant for the lowbeings...
Submissively, and with protocol in mind, I stretched both hands, took the packet from master, bowed head lower,
and responded: 'Yes Master, Cassandra will prepare and serve master his food. May master enjoy his food.'
Then, carefully, bring back both hands holding the packet, while kneeling, I kneel-walked backwards few steps, bowed again, and slowly stood up and turned to walk towards the table.. Careful to walk as girly and servitude as possible...
At the table, to be safe, I prepared the packet kneeling down.. Removing the wrapped food from the packet, the smell really made me think more of food.. It smelled so enticing.. Temptation was great to just eat it myself.. But not this time... (The feeling of pain is reminding me not to do anything 'stupid')
The moment I opened up the packet, did not know that food would so good. It was rice with so many accompanying meats and vegetables.. My hunger is really working up... Once again, I forced the feeling down. (Seems like the ultimate punishment worked on me).....
Once the food was presented on the table, master was already ready sitting on the sofa waiting.
What seems like becoming a habit of behaving with protocol, I bowed and in the most gentle voice I said: Master, the food is ready, Cassandra request for permission to serve master..
Master simply answered: Proceed.
I bowed and turned to the coffee table, took the plastic spoons that comes with the package and scope the rice and turned back and bring the food to the master's mouth, careful not to drop any bit in the process. When the food comes close to Master's mouth, he simply opened his month and I gently placed the food in..
Felt really submitted here.. First time serving someone food this way and also looking at the food which I am not entitled to....
I continued this process of feeding master... of cause CAREFUL AND GENTLY...
Took quite awhile to feed him... He seems to be enjoying being served, while I feeling hungry... How I hope to at least have a taste of it...
Think my facial expression gave away to master... He said: You look like you want to eat ehh...???
My immediate reaction: Nodded my head.....
Master suddenly reacted: WHAT??!?!?!?! you are still not broken to become my slave is it???!!!
Oh no!! Why did I reacted to his trick!!
He continued: As my slave and maid, I want you to think like one, THAT MEANS..... YOU CANNOT EVEN THINK OF EATING HUMAN FOOD... YOUR MIND SHOULD ONLY THINK OF YOUR LOWLY FOOD!! And the very FACT YOU THINK of EATING WE HUMAN FOOD is WRONG!!!
Oh NO! Master's reasoning somehow made sense... I am supposed to be his slave and not even entitled to think of the far-reachable human food.. My mind should be conditioned to think only of my lowly status and the food associated with it...
I responded promptly and as girly as possible: Masterrrrr... Cassandra is sorry... Cassandra will think as master's slave... Please do not pumish Cassandra.....
Somewhat, I felt I was pleading as I do not want any punishment...
Master retorted: How dare you beg for no punishment!! Didnt you see drama of slaves before??? You are supposed to ask ME, YOUR MASTER TO PUNISH YOU FOR YOUR FAULT!!! For that! You will receive double after my lunch!!
Oh no! more punishment later... Not what I wanted.. But somehow, I know it is surely... I knew I better accept it before 'more evil befall on me'
I respond: Yes Master, Cassandra is wrong... Cassandra accept the double punishment Master will give, Cassandra thank Master for the punishment...
Master replied: You said it... Good... Now finish feeding me... And I can commence your punishement..
I replied: Yes Master, Cassandra continues feeding master....
And I proceeded to continue feeding him, hoping it will not end, cause not wanting the punishment to come so fast...
Somehow, murphy's law always work at the wrong time... feeding master felt so fast and it came to the last spoonful... and into his mouth...
Not anticipating punishment... but better submit.. So after the last mouth for master, I placed the spoon back to the packet and, still kneeling with head slightly bowed, waited for master...
Master said: Oh ya.... before your punishement, let you eat your lowly lunch first.. I want my MAID to fully enjoy her deserving punishment un-hungry... Go! to the back, take the green plastic bag! Your food is all there, bring to your corner and prepare it and eat finish the food! You have 15mins for all these... Don't make me wait long for the punishment!
I promptly replied: Yes Master, Cassendra will proceed to consume lunch.. Cassandra thank master for the lunch...
With that, I observed the protocol of bowing, slide backwards few steps before slowly rising to walk to the back...Starting to become conscious of this action esp from the word punishment...
I walked to the back and saw the bag master mentioned. I picked it up and see what was in it:
1 100ml bottle of castor oil
2 bunch of raw vegetables
2 raw carrots
and a dog bowl? Master just bought a dog bowl... Immediately guessed that it will be my bowl from now on..
and also a pair of scissors..
Not any comfort for food... Just more depressing... That is indeed lowly..
Knowing my limited time, I had not much chance to think, better bring it to my kneeling corner to prepare what I don't think I want to eat.. So I carried the bag and walked towards the kneeling corner..
Master, while still on his sofa, sitting, remarked as I walked: You should know how to prepare the food.... and better like your new bowl!! Remember to eat like a girl, you have enough PUNISHMENT...
Somehow.. the word PUNISHMENT... echoed in the ears with fear...
I stopped, observed protocol of curtsy and replied: Yes master, Cassandra will prepare the food. Cassandra like the new bowl master gives, Cassandra thank master for the new bowl..
Somehow felt like I was lying.. but I knew that was the safe answer..
Master simply replied: Make sure you pour all the castor oil.... Proceed...
I replied: Yes Master... Cassandra will pour all the castor oil..
Then I again protocol-ly curtsy and continued towards the corner... Kneeled down... Took out the bowl and scissors... Out the vegetable and cut it using the scissors into the bowl, then the carrot into slices.. After that poured the dreaded CASTOR OIL in...
The mix really look un-appetizing..
Master immediated ordered once I finished preparing: Eat with only the fingers.. And you have 10 mins left.. Remember your chewing rule...
The chew will definitely be terrible with the CASTOR OIL!
I knew very well to obey.. and replied: Yes Master, Cassandra thank master for the reminder...
Then I proceeded as instructed using my fingers to pick some of that mix up... (Mind reluctantly), yet outside behave like I enjoyed... And in the first mouthful! YUCK!!!
DEFINITELY THE OPPOSITE OF MASTER'S FOOD!!
Again, the press down effect (fresh punishment syndrome) and force chew in as girly manner... Really like eternity... And finally swallow...
More to come... Struggled the 2nd mouthful.... then 3rd.... really terrible food... Can I really finish this?? Really a struggle......
Finally, last mouthful.... by now, my fingers are soaked with the castor oil. Smells terrible... Finished up the last mouthful... Meals has never been so torturous before..
Somehow, master knew I just finished the meal and he came with a small 45cl glass of transparent liquid.. As he closes in, could smell it! It was vinegar!
Then he instructed: take it, pour in the mouth to gargle it until i say stop, DO NOT SWALLOW, and pour back the content to the glass.. if the content is less then orginal, you will GET IT!!
I did the required protocol of bowing and submissively replied: Yes master, Cassandra receive the glass. Cassandra will gargle as instructed by Master..
Thereafter, I meekly stretched out both hands and received the glass, gently bring it back to the mouth.. The sour smell was really strong!! Bearing it and trying hard to hide, I quickly emptied the content in the mouth!
Master saw the reaction... He commented: YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT MASTER GIVE??
With the sour vinegar in my mouth, I couldn't speak... fearing the wrath of master, i hastily shake my head...
Master continued: Don't worry, you will learn to like it... This VINEGAR MOUTHWASH will be your ROUTINE... To clean that slutty mouth.... Of cause not for you.. you lowly being who don't deserve hygiene... Clean it so you can be serve your master with clean mouth!
With the vinegar still in my mouth.. and somehow conditioned... I responded nodding my head... submitting to his words... Keep gargling the sour substance in the mouth, and carefully not to swallow..
Master promplty said: STOP..
I held the glass before the mouth and carefully spit back the content.. It looked frothy and gross after it mixed with my saliva..
Master then instruct: Put the back in and gargle again!
Yuck!!! YUCK YUCK!!! DRINK BACK THIS GROSS MIXTURE??
Conditioned from pain, I obeyed... This time pouring the content in felt really grossed and somehow with reluctance, although I still did it...
Master continued: Get used to it girl! and you just forgot your protocol!
Oh no! I forgot to respond to master's instruction with the protocol and response!!
Master continued saying: Nevermind... you have too much punishment waiting for you already... I give you chance,.... Keep this content longer.... and you will do this over 5 more times... Instead of my intention of only 3 times...
Somehow, I felt grateful for the reduced punishment.. Think I am wearing into slavery already... I eagerly nodded, still gargling...
Until master said stop... I poured it out... This time looking milky.. more gross.. Master then instructed: Ok! Again!
This time, I followed protocol, bowed, responded and acted only after that..
The feel of re-'drinking' it was really terrible... Though in my mind, I somehow was more focused on submission to instructions.. Though the feeling was still prevalent enough...
As promised by master.. this process was repeated up to 5 times.. Each time, the liquid content looked worst.. until the final mouth rinse... Finally could end..
With the content still in my mouth... eagerly anticipating the 'STOP' word.... I waited...
But instead master instructed: Swallow now!
What?? swallow this gross thing in??
No choice!! Scared, fearful... I obeyed.. forced swallow it... Yuck YUCK YUCK!!!
Then master said: Now now now... mouth is clean enough for me... Time to lick clean my feet...
Oh no!! more yucks...
To be continued...
While kneeling, I gently bowed down my head (as form of curtsy), and remained bowed, I stretched forward both hands with the pail, presenting to master
and said: Master, Cassandra enjoys the present master gives to his undeserving slave, Cassandra has finish the present Master gives.
And I waited for his response.
He simply took and pail and walked away..
I knew better to simply wait. still kneeling, I placed my hands back to the lap and positioned it as girly as possible and waited for Master's next bidding.

Head still remained bowed... Waiting.....
My nose suddenly caught fragrance of food.. Smell so heavenly!! Hungry, I just drooled.. My last proper meal, I guessed, was already 1 day ago...
Next, saw master brought out a packet containing food towards me.. Somehow in my fantasy I thought master was giving me food...Maybe I forgot my status..
He said: Slave... Take this packet and go prepare it on the coffee table beside the sofa for me. You can walk there... After that I want you to serve the food right to my mouth while kneeling of cause....
First thought: Disappointed.. Thats not my food... Oh ya... really forgot that as master's slave, I am not entitled to any proper food.. Only food meant for the lowbeings...
Submissively, and with protocol in mind, I stretched both hands, took the packet from master, bowed head lower,
and responded: 'Yes Master, Cassandra will prepare and serve master his food. May master enjoy his food.'
Then, carefully, bring back both hands holding the packet, while kneeling, I kneel-walked backwards few steps, bowed again, and slowly stood up and turned to walk towards the table.. Careful to walk as girly and servitude as possible...
At the table, to be safe, I prepared the packet kneeling down.. Removing the wrapped food from the packet, the smell really made me think more of food.. It smelled so enticing.. Temptation was great to just eat it myself.. But not this time... (The feeling of pain is reminding me not to do anything 'stupid')
The moment I opened up the packet, did not know that food would so good. It was rice with so many accompanying meats and vegetables.. My hunger is really working up... Once again, I forced the feeling down. (Seems like the ultimate punishment worked on me).....
Once the food was presented on the table, master was already ready sitting on the sofa waiting.
What seems like becoming a habit of behaving with protocol, I bowed and in the most gentle voice I said: Master, the food is ready, Cassandra request for permission to serve master..
Master simply answered: Proceed.
I bowed and turned to the coffee table, took the plastic spoons that comes with the package and scope the rice and turned back and bring the food to the master's mouth, careful not to drop any bit in the process. When the food comes close to Master's mouth, he simply opened his month and I gently placed the food in..
Felt really submitted here.. First time serving someone food this way and also looking at the food which I am not entitled to....
I continued this process of feeding master... of cause CAREFUL AND GENTLY...
Took quite awhile to feed him... He seems to be enjoying being served, while I feeling hungry... How I hope to at least have a taste of it...
Think my facial expression gave away to master... He said: You look like you want to eat ehh...???
My immediate reaction: Nodded my head.....
Master suddenly reacted: WHAT??!?!?!?! you are still not broken to become my slave is it???!!!
Oh no!! Why did I reacted to his trick!!
He continued: As my slave and maid, I want you to think like one, THAT MEANS..... YOU CANNOT EVEN THINK OF EATING HUMAN FOOD... YOUR MIND SHOULD ONLY THINK OF YOUR LOWLY FOOD!! And the very FACT YOU THINK of EATING WE HUMAN FOOD is WRONG!!!
Oh NO! Master's reasoning somehow made sense... I am supposed to be his slave and not even entitled to think of the far-reachable human food.. My mind should be conditioned to think only of my lowly status and the food associated with it...
I responded promptly and as girly as possible: Masterrrrr... Cassandra is sorry... Cassandra will think as master's slave... Please do not pumish Cassandra.....
Somewhat, I felt I was pleading as I do not want any punishment...
Master retorted: How dare you beg for no punishment!! Didnt you see drama of slaves before??? You are supposed to ask ME, YOUR MASTER TO PUNISH YOU FOR YOUR FAULT!!! For that! You will receive double after my lunch!!
Oh no! more punishment later... Not what I wanted.. But somehow, I know it is surely... I knew I better accept it before 'more evil befall on me'
I respond: Yes Master, Cassandra is wrong... Cassandra accept the double punishment Master will give, Cassandra thank Master for the punishment...
Master replied: You said it... Good... Now finish feeding me... And I can commence your punishement..
I replied: Yes Master, Cassandra continues feeding master....
And I proceeded to continue feeding him, hoping it will not end, cause not wanting the punishment to come so fast...
Somehow, murphy's law always work at the wrong time... feeding master felt so fast and it came to the last spoonful... and into his mouth...
Not anticipating punishment... but better submit.. So after the last mouth for master, I placed the spoon back to the packet and, still kneeling with head slightly bowed, waited for master...
Master said: Oh ya.... before your punishement, let you eat your lowly lunch first.. I want my MAID to fully enjoy her deserving punishment un-hungry... Go! to the back, take the green plastic bag! Your food is all there, bring to your corner and prepare it and eat finish the food! You have 15mins for all these... Don't make me wait long for the punishment!
I promptly replied: Yes Master, Cassendra will proceed to consume lunch.. Cassandra thank master for the lunch...
With that, I observed the protocol of bowing, slide backwards few steps before slowly rising to walk to the back...Starting to become conscious of this action esp from the word punishment...
I walked to the back and saw the bag master mentioned. I picked it up and see what was in it:
1 100ml bottle of castor oil
2 bunch of raw vegetables
2 raw carrots
and a dog bowl? Master just bought a dog bowl... Immediately guessed that it will be my bowl from now on..
and also a pair of scissors..
Not any comfort for food... Just more depressing... That is indeed lowly..
Knowing my limited time, I had not much chance to think, better bring it to my kneeling corner to prepare what I don't think I want to eat.. So I carried the bag and walked towards the kneeling corner..
Master, while still on his sofa, sitting, remarked as I walked: You should know how to prepare the food.... and better like your new bowl!! Remember to eat like a girl, you have enough PUNISHMENT...
Somehow.. the word PUNISHMENT... echoed in the ears with fear...
I stopped, observed protocol of curtsy and replied: Yes master, Cassandra will prepare the food. Cassandra like the new bowl master gives, Cassandra thank master for the new bowl..
Somehow felt like I was lying.. but I knew that was the safe answer..
Master simply replied: Make sure you pour all the castor oil.... Proceed...
I replied: Yes Master... Cassandra will pour all the castor oil..
Then I again protocol-ly curtsy and continued towards the corner... Kneeled down... Took out the bowl and scissors... Out the vegetable and cut it using the scissors into the bowl, then the carrot into slices.. After that poured the dreaded CASTOR OIL in...
The mix really look un-appetizing..
Master immediated ordered once I finished preparing: Eat with only the fingers.. And you have 10 mins left.. Remember your chewing rule...
The chew will definitely be terrible with the CASTOR OIL!
I knew very well to obey.. and replied: Yes Master, Cassandra thank master for the reminder...
Then I proceeded as instructed using my fingers to pick some of that mix up... (Mind reluctantly), yet outside behave like I enjoyed... And in the first mouthful! YUCK!!!
DEFINITELY THE OPPOSITE OF MASTER'S FOOD!!
Again, the press down effect (fresh punishment syndrome) and force chew in as girly manner... Really like eternity... And finally swallow...
More to come... Struggled the 2nd mouthful.... then 3rd.... really terrible food... Can I really finish this?? Really a struggle......
Finally, last mouthful.... by now, my fingers are soaked with the castor oil. Smells terrible... Finished up the last mouthful... Meals has never been so torturous before..
Somehow, master knew I just finished the meal and he came with a small 45cl glass of transparent liquid.. As he closes in, could smell it! It was vinegar!
Then he instructed: take it, pour in the mouth to gargle it until i say stop, DO NOT SWALLOW, and pour back the content to the glass.. if the content is less then orginal, you will GET IT!!
I did the required protocol of bowing and submissively replied: Yes master, Cassandra receive the glass. Cassandra will gargle as instructed by Master..
Thereafter, I meekly stretched out both hands and received the glass, gently bring it back to the mouth.. The sour smell was really strong!! Bearing it and trying hard to hide, I quickly emptied the content in the mouth!
Master saw the reaction... He commented: YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT MASTER GIVE??
With the sour vinegar in my mouth, I couldn't speak... fearing the wrath of master, i hastily shake my head...
Master continued: Don't worry, you will learn to like it... This VINEGAR MOUTHWASH will be your ROUTINE... To clean that slutty mouth.... Of cause not for you.. you lowly being who don't deserve hygiene... Clean it so you can be serve your master with clean mouth!
With the vinegar still in my mouth.. and somehow conditioned... I responded nodding my head... submitting to his words... Keep gargling the sour substance in the mouth, and carefully not to swallow..
Master promplty said: STOP..
I held the glass before the mouth and carefully spit back the content.. It looked frothy and gross after it mixed with my saliva..
Master then instruct: Put the back in and gargle again!
Yuck!!! YUCK YUCK!!! DRINK BACK THIS GROSS MIXTURE??
Conditioned from pain, I obeyed... This time pouring the content in felt really grossed and somehow with reluctance, although I still did it...
Master continued: Get used to it girl! and you just forgot your protocol!
Oh no! I forgot to respond to master's instruction with the protocol and response!!
Master continued saying: Nevermind... you have too much punishment waiting for you already... I give you chance,.... Keep this content longer.... and you will do this over 5 more times... Instead of my intention of only 3 times...
Somehow, I felt grateful for the reduced punishment.. Think I am wearing into slavery already... I eagerly nodded, still gargling...
Until master said stop... I poured it out... This time looking milky.. more gross.. Master then instructed: Ok! Again!
This time, I followed protocol, bowed, responded and acted only after that..
The feel of re-'drinking' it was really terrible... Though in my mind, I somehow was more focused on submission to instructions.. Though the feeling was still prevalent enough...
As promised by master.. this process was repeated up to 5 times.. Each time, the liquid content looked worst.. until the final mouth rinse... Finally could end..
With the content still in my mouth... eagerly anticipating the 'STOP' word.... I waited...
But instead master instructed: Swallow now!
What?? swallow this gross thing in??
No choice!! Scared, fearful... I obeyed.. forced swallow it... Yuck YUCK YUCK!!!
Then master said: Now now now... mouth is clean enough for me... Time to lick clean my feet...
Oh no!! more yucks...
To be continued...
Part 2-6: Day 2 Master's present to enjoy?
Master stretched to released the secure to the ceiling.. The chain immediately loosen and on the spot felt the relieve at my neck.. I simply collapsed onto the ground...
There, I waited for master to release me of all the other tools he placed over me... Nothing..
Next i heard master: Who give you permission to lay down??!! Kneel!!
I immediately obeyed and adopted my position.. Still anticipating the potential relieve..
Nothing happened..
I waited...
Nothing happened...
I sounded (in as politely and gently as possible): Masterrrr, Cassandra ask when you can remove the things you put on me??
Master: What ME!! You are not entitled to this vocabulary!!
He continued sadistically: I freed you already.. From the chain.... You are still being punished... punishment is punishment! no slag... Stay there until i am happy!
At this moment, the sore at both nipples, penis, the hole feels increasing... I could only kneel and wait obediently... with my hands still bounded together..
Waited.. seconds seems like minutes... minutes like hours...
Enduring pain..
Then could feel master's hand pulling the skirt from the back and instructed: Kneel up!
I simply obeyed by lifting up my thigh allowing him to easily assess to the back..
He lifted up the skirt and partially pulled down the panty..
Oh no! Canning again?? I was so scared at this moment..
Felt him touching on the penis from the back.. He removed the rubberbands! While removing, felt a final pain from the stretch and finally relieved..
Is it over?
Master then proceed to remove the clips from the ear.. Though the pain not significant from there... and lifted up the pinafore, blouse and bra combination to free the ULTIMATE PAIN-INDUCING Binder nipple clip..
Master next instructed me to adopted the squatting position and placed a SMALL pail beneath.. he pulled out the tampon... could feel the roughness on my internals.. and felt as if I just defalcated..
Next, instinctive, I just flushed out everything... The liquid injected just now with the ginger.. All flushed out into the pail in just barely a minute...
Master instructed me to put back on the panty, with warning to ensure 'THAT USELESS SAUSAGE' remain will pulled and tucked.. And to kneel back down..
I simply obeyed immediately after I did the protocol of reply: Yes Master, Cassandra obey..
When back to kneeling, master handed me the pail.. I could see the content! Brownish liquid.... Mixture of the spice mixed with the SHIT!
Then he said: This is the present for the slave.. and slave MUST TREASURE AND APPRECIATE every bit of PRESENT the master give! Make sure this slave finish up every drop of it! And make sure you drink as if you enjoy it! if not I created another batch for you!
Yuck!! That liquid! its totally undrinkable! I was petrified!
But not wanting to endure more pain, or anything associated with it, I knew I had to follow exactly!
Careful to follow protocol, forcing a gentle and respectful reply: Yes Master, Cassandra thank Master for the present, Cassandra like all the present master gives Cassandra and will enjoy it!
After that, inside forcing, outside trying to act as willing and gentle as possible, used both hands to bring the pail to my lips and force myself to, as girly way of sipping a drink to sip the contents in..
The moment it touches my tongue, I almost wanted to puke! but after what I just experienced, my instinct told me to just BEHAVE... Inside, I had to press down the puke, outside to force myself to slowly sip the liquid in as girly fashion as possible.
(How I hope I can quickly swallow the whole thing fast and end it)
Somehow, after some sips, my body seems to be used to it, I could do finish the rest more easily..
Seems like master is doing quite well in BREAKING ME TO SLAVERY AND SUBMISSION, TAMING ME TO BE GIRLY, CONDITIONING ME TO THE LOWEST FORM OF LIFESTYLE..
To be continued.
Saturday, 5 August 2017
Part 2-2: Day 2 Post mummification and more caning
Master was constantly watching out.. for what seems like hours.. Although he went about doing stuffs like his morning baths, watching TV and breakfast etc.. Oh yes.. I have sort of lost tracked of time, not sure if morning or afternoon, only know day or night..
In my mind... I was really just simply longing and desperately waiting master to finally free me... When????
Lots of fidgeting movement in the HEAT, Fidgeting to get comfortable from the restrictive WRAP... I really want out of it soon.. Nothing enjoyable about it.. Could feel myself being soaked with sweat...
As I was not blindfolded, I could barely see blurry across the layer of cling wrap, everything appeared distorted..
Until what seemed like eternity, a sudden pressure was felt at my lower abdomen area, right on the spot of the bladder! Then released and pressed on again.. It was master's hand, intermittently applying pressure on the bladder area.. Felt a sudden leak of urine whenever he did that! He had intentionally made me leaked and soil myself..
Master: When I release you.. if you smell of urine... you will be DEAD!
Then I felt a pair of scissors started snipping the wrap from my leg region upwards.. The effect was immediately felt.. suddenly sense of coolness.. Right when master cut until the pubic region, my legs immediately opened up sideways, simply instinctively to cool off...
Master remarked: Improper behaviour of girl.. who let you open up your legs? You want sex issit? Only time you open up your legs is for penetration!
I couldn't talk with the tube still on my mouth... I immediately close up my legs
Master stopped his cutting... and instead horizontally around me.. There, my upper body remained in the cling wrap while the legs were freed. Master used his hand to guide me to stand up..
Master: Walk..
I moved as per instructions. With his hand at my back guiding me. Could roughly see through the cling wrapping... I seemed to be walking towards the chair..
Felt the knock on the chair when I reached it.. There, master pushed my back forward, signalling me to bend forward.. I followed his guidance accordingly..
Think I would have registered by now this is a canning chair.. Master spread opened my legs and cable tied each legs to the chair as before.. My well wrapped head is now resting on the chair bended over.. Still immobilized by the wraps.
Then he just pulled down the back of the panties slightly just to expose the butt region...
My mind mentally bracing for another caning session from him...
PLAK!!... IMMEDIATE SHARP PAIN!
Maybe because of the tender nature of the butt after the wrap, or that my mind is still half-awake.. The stroke was immediately painful..
PLAK!!! ... Bite hard on the breathing tube!
PLAK!!... PLAK!!...
The pain was really intense! Mind was not even bothered to count.. just only about dealing with the pain!
PLAK...... PLAK...... until master decided to stop... Really felt relief when it stopped...
Then, master did the expected after-caning treatment on the butt...
Next, felt a sudden tug in my asshole.. and out came the tampons.. Think he wanted to change the tampons again..
Expecting the usual push of tampons back in, AND OVERSIZED ITEM JABBED into my ASSHOLE! I let out a SCREAM! Sound released was buffered because of the wraps I was in,.
Instantly, felt my own penis jerked.. Probably from the push of what just penetrated me.. Then I felt some liquid leaked out of my penis..
Has master just anal me? I could only guess...
My mind was flooded was all thoughts of his penis inside of me.. It was the first time! Felt so defiled!! Thoughts of him performing sex on me created a feeling of YUCKYNESS..
What was inserted into me remained merely inside.. it was not moving..
Then I heard the faint master's voice over the wraps: Hows the feeling of a BANANA inside of you? That will be your lunch later... (Soundly sarcastic)
Somehow, it gave certain relief it was not master's cock in me.. But the grossness of eating what was once inserted in my anus, did not bring any good vibes though...
Master left the banana in there.. and instructed me to straighten up.. with his hand guiding my body up from the bended posture. (I could not have done it on my own in that wrapped up condition)
When straightening up, felt the pressure of the banana in my anus more... ouch.. which somehow triggered somemore leak from my penis!
Master proceed to cut the wrap upwards again, this time from the back.. until up till my head.. and like a shell, removed the wrap out towards my front... Immediate cooling effect! Finally off the mummification! The surroundings air really felt heavenly... Never appreciated it before until now...
Master proceed to remove the breathing tube off me... and unbound my hands.. I remained in position despite the unbounding... In case I get scolded for moving it..
Master: Now! Squat and remove your LUNCH FROM THIS USELESS ASS
I spoke: Yes Master, Cassandra obey..
Master: Obey what! repeat my instructions!
(Master seems to be upgrading his requirement of how I should speak..)
I spoke: Yes Master, Cassandra obey to remove lunch from this useless ass.. (Then i curtsy)
Squat down, used my right hand to reach for the hole, the panties was still partly exposed at the back..
Then used my anus muscle to try squeeze out the banana with my hands ready to catch it up.. Out it came! and accidentally out came my SHIT as well!! I accidentally SHIT on the FLOOR!
Master: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!! You dirty little girl!
I just stayed speechless! Lost! FROZEN!
Master: Kneel! Bend Forward!
I immediately did exactly!
Master: DUMB ASS! Where's your slave manners!
I immediately spoke while already in position as instructed: Yes master, Cassandra obey to kneel and bend forward.
Felt the skirt lifted up, a piece of toilet paper wiped up my ass once when i was in position, then a sudden JAB into my ass! Master had just inserted a new tampon back in..
Toilet paper--- though that is something I do not deserve to use? --- Indeed..
Master took the toilet paper in front and guided into my mouth, signaled me that it should enter my mouth! Soiled toilet paper in my mouth!?! It will be broken up by the saliva and break up!
I opened my mouth nevetheless and allow master to push the toilet paper in... I feel grossed.. YUCK! it tasted worst!!!
Master: Let it stay that! when it is soak enough, swallow it!
Swallow it?? How???
PLAK!! Felt the cane again on my bare butt! I have not yet got over the last caning!
OUCH!
PLAK!! PLAK.!! and more...
This time it ended I estimated after 10 strokes.. phew...
Then Master instructed: Swallow the paper now! pull back the panties and eat the banana now..
I took alot of effort to force swallow the toilet paper.. Fortunately it was a small piece.. and could finally squeezed down my throat.
Pulled back up the panties, felt the stinging pain of the fresh caning wound when the panties touches it..
I took the banana, it was stained with the contents from my ass! Looked so inedible.. Fortunately it was only the skin... I had to use my hand to peel it... carefully trying not to touch the skin too much.. (Especially I am not allowed to wash hands)..
Fortunately, The internal did not look that bad, and made sure I ate the banana in the most girly manner possible, small bites, chewed long enough and gently swallow... With hands close together..
The banana tasted good, contents was well protected by the skin.... Felt like a break from this misery! Ended up it was only psychological fear of the dirtied skin!
The banana felt so little! it did not seems to feel my stomach.. But that was all, no more!
After eating, master instructed: You have your lunch! Drink up this bottle (He handed a 500ml bottle of water) and then you have to do your chores! You have alot to do! and also to clean up this mess you created! So move!
I replied: Yes master, Casandra obey to drink up and ready to do the chores
Felt that I was lying... I am not ready to do the chores... clean the floors (not with mops, with only cloth)... Make master's bed... etc....
Really going to be a tough day ahead...
To be continued
Lots of fidgeting movement in the HEAT, Fidgeting to get comfortable from the restrictive WRAP... I really want out of it soon.. Nothing enjoyable about it.. Could feel myself being soaked with sweat...
As I was not blindfolded, I could barely see blurry across the layer of cling wrap, everything appeared distorted..
Until what seemed like eternity, a sudden pressure was felt at my lower abdomen area, right on the spot of the bladder! Then released and pressed on again.. It was master's hand, intermittently applying pressure on the bladder area.. Felt a sudden leak of urine whenever he did that! He had intentionally made me leaked and soil myself..
Master: When I release you.. if you smell of urine... you will be DEAD!
Then I felt a pair of scissors started snipping the wrap from my leg region upwards.. The effect was immediately felt.. suddenly sense of coolness.. Right when master cut until the pubic region, my legs immediately opened up sideways, simply instinctively to cool off...
Master remarked: Improper behaviour of girl.. who let you open up your legs? You want sex issit? Only time you open up your legs is for penetration!
I couldn't talk with the tube still on my mouth... I immediately close up my legs
Master stopped his cutting... and instead horizontally around me.. There, my upper body remained in the cling wrap while the legs were freed. Master used his hand to guide me to stand up..
Master: Walk..
I moved as per instructions. With his hand at my back guiding me. Could roughly see through the cling wrapping... I seemed to be walking towards the chair..
Felt the knock on the chair when I reached it.. There, master pushed my back forward, signalling me to bend forward.. I followed his guidance accordingly..
Think I would have registered by now this is a canning chair.. Master spread opened my legs and cable tied each legs to the chair as before.. My well wrapped head is now resting on the chair bended over.. Still immobilized by the wraps.
Then he just pulled down the back of the panties slightly just to expose the butt region...
My mind mentally bracing for another caning session from him...
PLAK!!... IMMEDIATE SHARP PAIN!
Maybe because of the tender nature of the butt after the wrap, or that my mind is still half-awake.. The stroke was immediately painful..
PLAK!!! ... Bite hard on the breathing tube!
PLAK!!... PLAK!!...
The pain was really intense! Mind was not even bothered to count.. just only about dealing with the pain!
PLAK...... PLAK...... until master decided to stop... Really felt relief when it stopped...
Then, master did the expected after-caning treatment on the butt...
Next, felt a sudden tug in my asshole.. and out came the tampons.. Think he wanted to change the tampons again..
Expecting the usual push of tampons back in, AND OVERSIZED ITEM JABBED into my ASSHOLE! I let out a SCREAM! Sound released was buffered because of the wraps I was in,.
Instantly, felt my own penis jerked.. Probably from the push of what just penetrated me.. Then I felt some liquid leaked out of my penis..
Has master just anal me? I could only guess...
My mind was flooded was all thoughts of his penis inside of me.. It was the first time! Felt so defiled!! Thoughts of him performing sex on me created a feeling of YUCKYNESS..
What was inserted into me remained merely inside.. it was not moving..
Then I heard the faint master's voice over the wraps: Hows the feeling of a BANANA inside of you? That will be your lunch later... (Soundly sarcastic)
Somehow, it gave certain relief it was not master's cock in me.. But the grossness of eating what was once inserted in my anus, did not bring any good vibes though...
Master left the banana in there.. and instructed me to straighten up.. with his hand guiding my body up from the bended posture. (I could not have done it on my own in that wrapped up condition)
When straightening up, felt the pressure of the banana in my anus more... ouch.. which somehow triggered somemore leak from my penis!
Master proceed to cut the wrap upwards again, this time from the back.. until up till my head.. and like a shell, removed the wrap out towards my front... Immediate cooling effect! Finally off the mummification! The surroundings air really felt heavenly... Never appreciated it before until now...
Master proceed to remove the breathing tube off me... and unbound my hands.. I remained in position despite the unbounding... In case I get scolded for moving it..
Master: Now! Squat and remove your LUNCH FROM THIS USELESS ASS
I spoke: Yes Master, Cassandra obey..
Master: Obey what! repeat my instructions!
(Master seems to be upgrading his requirement of how I should speak..)
I spoke: Yes Master, Cassandra obey to remove lunch from this useless ass.. (Then i curtsy)
Squat down, used my right hand to reach for the hole, the panties was still partly exposed at the back..
Then used my anus muscle to try squeeze out the banana with my hands ready to catch it up.. Out it came! and accidentally out came my SHIT as well!! I accidentally SHIT on the FLOOR!
Master: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!! You dirty little girl!
I just stayed speechless! Lost! FROZEN!
Master: Kneel! Bend Forward!
I immediately did exactly!
Master: DUMB ASS! Where's your slave manners!
I immediately spoke while already in position as instructed: Yes master, Cassandra obey to kneel and bend forward.
Felt the skirt lifted up, a piece of toilet paper wiped up my ass once when i was in position, then a sudden JAB into my ass! Master had just inserted a new tampon back in..
Toilet paper--- though that is something I do not deserve to use? --- Indeed..
Master took the toilet paper in front and guided into my mouth, signaled me that it should enter my mouth! Soiled toilet paper in my mouth!?! It will be broken up by the saliva and break up!
I opened my mouth nevetheless and allow master to push the toilet paper in... I feel grossed.. YUCK! it tasted worst!!!
Master: Let it stay that! when it is soak enough, swallow it!
Swallow it?? How???
PLAK!! Felt the cane again on my bare butt! I have not yet got over the last caning!
OUCH!
PLAK!! PLAK.!! and more...
This time it ended I estimated after 10 strokes.. phew...
Then Master instructed: Swallow the paper now! pull back the panties and eat the banana now..
I took alot of effort to force swallow the toilet paper.. Fortunately it was a small piece.. and could finally squeezed down my throat.
Pulled back up the panties, felt the stinging pain of the fresh caning wound when the panties touches it..
I took the banana, it was stained with the contents from my ass! Looked so inedible.. Fortunately it was only the skin... I had to use my hand to peel it... carefully trying not to touch the skin too much.. (Especially I am not allowed to wash hands)..
Fortunately, The internal did not look that bad, and made sure I ate the banana in the most girly manner possible, small bites, chewed long enough and gently swallow... With hands close together..
The banana tasted good, contents was well protected by the skin.... Felt like a break from this misery! Ended up it was only psychological fear of the dirtied skin!
The banana felt so little! it did not seems to feel my stomach.. But that was all, no more!
After eating, master instructed: You have your lunch! Drink up this bottle (He handed a 500ml bottle of water) and then you have to do your chores! You have alot to do! and also to clean up this mess you created! So move!
I replied: Yes master, Casandra obey to drink up and ready to do the chores
Felt that I was lying... I am not ready to do the chores... clean the floors (not with mops, with only cloth)... Make master's bed... etc....
Really going to be a tough day ahead...
To be continued
Monday, 31 July 2017
Part 1-10: Day 1 Dinner? or is it?
Finally master commanded: Stop... Time for your dinner.. wait.. you are not entitled to dinner! Time to put food in you..
Master removed the blindfold.. Sudden GLARE!
First thing I saw after the glare! His groin region and the hairs! yucks.. Mouth still engulfing master's penis and scrotums! Felt really grossed..
Master then push my head away from his body.. Somehow, I adopted the kneeling position and waited on him.
Master then reached for a plastic bag and too out 2 raw carrots and a ball of cabbage.. Then he took a plastic bowl.. peeled about 10 leaves off the cabbage.. Then took a vegetable shredder, handed it to me with the carrots,
and instructed: Shred it!
I replied: Yes master, Cassandra obey (bowed head slightly as substitution to curtsy)
Then I did as told. Shredding strips of carrots into the bowl until complete.. And there, a bowl of raw vegetable!
Master took away the shredder, and instruct: Take this bowl to your kneeling corner and eat! use your hands! make sure you EAT LIKE A GENTLE GIRL!!
I replied: Yes master, Cassandra obey
slowly stood up with the bowl in hand and curtsy, walked few steps back with head bowed, and gently walked to the kneeling corner.. Again, slowly and as gently as possible, kneel down, placed the bowl infront of me.. and started to CONSUME..
Consume RAW vegetable.. BLEND! RAW! Not very energy-giving! It really felt grossed seeing the food.. much more when thinking of eating it!
I knew I had to.. I gently took some of the content with my bare hands and placed into my mouth.. almost spit it back out.. I had to force not to spit out.. In the mouth, had to really force myself to gently bite it for 30 seconds.. Yuck! The juice of the raw vegetable when I bite was bitter! Enduring was the word.. And finally forced gently swallow...
Again.. one more time.. another time of agony... and another time.. Felt like it was merely a bad dream kind of feeling going through this DREADED eating session!
It was so dreaded and felt so slow and how I hope to finish it fast!
At last finished the food...
I sounded out: Master, Cassandra has finished eating.
Master: Lick the bowl clean! like a dog!
I looked at the bowl, there were still some leftovers.. sticking on the bowl.. yucks...
I forced to say: Yes master, Cassandra obey (bowed head slightly)
I leaned forward with hands resting on floor and licked the bowl like a dog.. until every shred is gone.. really so HUMILIATED !
Master: Good! Give me back the bowl! This will be your diet from now on!
(I swallowed some saliva)
Master: And the hands don't ever let me see you wiping the juicy hand on the uniform!
Thats impossible! cannot clean hands.. and nothing to wipe on.. except on the uniform.. Ridiculous instruction!
But I could only find myself responded submissively: Yes master, Cassandra obey (head bowed slightly)
Master: Good! Now go to sleep!
To be continued:
Next part: First night
Preview:
On now, back in isolated position: In a sweat drenched stuffy uniform, without air con or fan, kneeling blind-folded, with ear-plugs stuck and pacified (at least this time no panties), rough tampons on.. and chained by the neck to keep me in position.. TO SLEEP?
Master removed the blindfold.. Sudden GLARE!
First thing I saw after the glare! His groin region and the hairs! yucks.. Mouth still engulfing master's penis and scrotums! Felt really grossed..
Master then push my head away from his body.. Somehow, I adopted the kneeling position and waited on him.
Master then reached for a plastic bag and too out 2 raw carrots and a ball of cabbage.. Then he took a plastic bowl.. peeled about 10 leaves off the cabbage.. Then took a vegetable shredder, handed it to me with the carrots,
and instructed: Shred it!
I replied: Yes master, Cassandra obey (bowed head slightly as substitution to curtsy)
Then I did as told. Shredding strips of carrots into the bowl until complete.. And there, a bowl of raw vegetable!
Master took away the shredder, and instruct: Take this bowl to your kneeling corner and eat! use your hands! make sure you EAT LIKE A GENTLE GIRL!!
I replied: Yes master, Cassandra obey
slowly stood up with the bowl in hand and curtsy, walked few steps back with head bowed, and gently walked to the kneeling corner.. Again, slowly and as gently as possible, kneel down, placed the bowl infront of me.. and started to CONSUME..
Consume RAW vegetable.. BLEND! RAW! Not very energy-giving! It really felt grossed seeing the food.. much more when thinking of eating it!
I knew I had to.. I gently took some of the content with my bare hands and placed into my mouth.. almost spit it back out.. I had to force not to spit out.. In the mouth, had to really force myself to gently bite it for 30 seconds.. Yuck! The juice of the raw vegetable when I bite was bitter! Enduring was the word.. And finally forced gently swallow...
Again.. one more time.. another time of agony... and another time.. Felt like it was merely a bad dream kind of feeling going through this DREADED eating session!
It was so dreaded and felt so slow and how I hope to finish it fast!
At last finished the food...
I sounded out: Master, Cassandra has finished eating.
Master: Lick the bowl clean! like a dog!
I looked at the bowl, there were still some leftovers.. sticking on the bowl.. yucks...
I forced to say: Yes master, Cassandra obey (bowed head slightly)
I leaned forward with hands resting on floor and licked the bowl like a dog.. until every shred is gone.. really so HUMILIATED !
Master: Good! Give me back the bowl! This will be your diet from now on!
(I swallowed some saliva)
Master: And the hands don't ever let me see you wiping the juicy hand on the uniform!
Thats impossible! cannot clean hands.. and nothing to wipe on.. except on the uniform.. Ridiculous instruction!
But I could only find myself responded submissively: Yes master, Cassandra obey (head bowed slightly)
Master: Good! Now go to sleep!
To be continued:
Next part: First night
Preview:
On now, back in isolated position: In a sweat drenched stuffy uniform, without air con or fan, kneeling blind-folded, with ear-plugs stuck and pacified (at least this time no panties), rough tampons on.. and chained by the neck to keep me in position.. TO SLEEP?
Tuesday, 25 July 2017
Part 1-7: Day 1 Drinking it up....
Not sure what was master doing inside the toilet, but what I remembered was the sound of running tap before the sound of opening door. .. Could hear his footstep towards me...
Master: Good! Thirsty right? Drink this.. (and he placed a fully filled 500 ml bottle containing a slight yellowish liquid in it in front of me)
I knew instantly it was urine... Yes that we agreed that I will drink master's urine during the session as long as it was not to yellow.. But this liquid just looked naturally deterrence to me..
But by now.. I knew better to obey.. I forced myself to reach for the bottle, closed my eyes tightly shut.. quickly placed the tip in my mouth and drink it as if it was some bitter medicine.. Drinking it as fast as i could... while closing my eyes..
Master: Drink slowly girl! Open your eyes!
Immediately I slowed down and forced open my eyes.. His taming is beginning to take effect..
Master continues: Remember to behave as if you enjoy it and no spillage! And drink like a girl!
I forced myself to slowly drink this agonizing bitter drink... forcing each sip in through the throat .. and forcing myself to look like i enjoyed it. Drinking this bottle feels so long.. Finally I finished it, and without committing another mistakes..
After finishing, I simply lifted up the empty bottle up to the master with head bowed down.
Master seems clearly pleased because of his comment: Good! Now for that, I give you 2 bottles of water to drink.. (Placing in front another 2 bottle of 500ml, this time mineral water) But remember, you still have many many more punishment points you have to pay back... Don't every think I forget or let you off..
Finally something decent into my mouth.. The sight of the bottled water looked really as if it was gold to me then.. I excitedly reached out and swiftly turned open the bottle cap, can't wait to rinse down all the YUCKS that just went through my mouth...
When the water entered my mouth, it tasted so sweet that my body reaction kicked in- I swallowed huge gulps in.. That I seems to forget that I have to BEHAVE DEMURE.. until..........
Master: Behaving ungirly.. Major mistake... Noted...
I immediately behaved...
Master: Too late... noted already.. but make sure you continue to behave... if not will score more points..
I nodded my head while slowly and gently drinking this time..
Despite the thirst.. Could feel quite bloated in the stomach towards finishing the first bottle.. And what seems like the REFRESHING DRINK quickly becoming a chore...
Sidenote: it was -pre-discussed that Master will make sure I drink alot of water to keep me hydrated and keep me healthy for the session.. He mentioned he will professionally weave the HYDRATION regime as much as possible to make sure I drink alot of water.. Especially when I will potentially sweat alot...
Oh yes! Sweat! Thats also a serious crime in session because the sweating is equivalent to soiling the uniform.. And the it is the school girl's responsible to remain 'clean' and keep the attire clean, not for 'herself' but for master's pleasure.. Interesting master did not seems to fault on this till now..
I knew I have to completely finish drinking what was presented to me.. After the 1st bottle, it seems as if my stomach has closed its entry gate.. It is like telling me.. Cannot drink anymore.. But I know it full well I have to forced it in, if not, trouble..
The 2nd bottle was literally a force on myself down throat.. Really felt like pushing it in.. and inevitably, the drink rate was much slower.. and feel as if it was years before finally completing the task... Stomach was officially bloated..
And like previously, I simply took both bottles lifted them up with head bowed down. But this time master don't seems to response.. 5 seconds, 10 seconds..... countless seconds.... Nothing happened.. About 1 mins... Nothing happened... Few more minutes... nothing happened...
So I carefully said: Masterrrrr... Ca..san... dra.. has finished drinking...
Replied: Good.... Speak without permission....
Is that a trick??? which I fell into?
Master: Good, time to train your mouth too!...
And I saw this hand with that soiled panties, in ball-like shaped moved towards my mouth.. Maybe it was just basic reaction, I automatically opened my mouth for him to stuff the panties in..
Next, in similar actions, he push a pacifier into the mouth as well...
Now, I had the panties in my mouth and a pacifier on the mouth.. So humiliating!
Then he said: Drink alot of water will means you can produce enough saliva to WASH the panties.. And this pacifier will train you to keep you mouth silent..
I just simply hold back my tears... Nothing much I could do...
To be continued..
Next Part: ISOLATION treatment
Preview:
Now, I cannot see, apparently cannot hear.. mouth pacified, with semen soiled panties stuck in my mouth.. Kneeled in the most girly position (awkward and uncomfortable) at a corner!
Master: Good! Thirsty right? Drink this.. (and he placed a fully filled 500 ml bottle containing a slight yellowish liquid in it in front of me)
I knew instantly it was urine... Yes that we agreed that I will drink master's urine during the session as long as it was not to yellow.. But this liquid just looked naturally deterrence to me..
But by now.. I knew better to obey.. I forced myself to reach for the bottle, closed my eyes tightly shut.. quickly placed the tip in my mouth and drink it as if it was some bitter medicine.. Drinking it as fast as i could... while closing my eyes..
Master: Drink slowly girl! Open your eyes!
Immediately I slowed down and forced open my eyes.. His taming is beginning to take effect..
Master continues: Remember to behave as if you enjoy it and no spillage! And drink like a girl!
I forced myself to slowly drink this agonizing bitter drink... forcing each sip in through the throat .. and forcing myself to look like i enjoyed it. Drinking this bottle feels so long.. Finally I finished it, and without committing another mistakes..
After finishing, I simply lifted up the empty bottle up to the master with head bowed down.
Master seems clearly pleased because of his comment: Good! Now for that, I give you 2 bottles of water to drink.. (Placing in front another 2 bottle of 500ml, this time mineral water) But remember, you still have many many more punishment points you have to pay back... Don't every think I forget or let you off..
Finally something decent into my mouth.. The sight of the bottled water looked really as if it was gold to me then.. I excitedly reached out and swiftly turned open the bottle cap, can't wait to rinse down all the YUCKS that just went through my mouth...
When the water entered my mouth, it tasted so sweet that my body reaction kicked in- I swallowed huge gulps in.. That I seems to forget that I have to BEHAVE DEMURE.. until..........
Master: Behaving ungirly.. Major mistake... Noted...
I immediately behaved...
Master: Too late... noted already.. but make sure you continue to behave... if not will score more points..
I nodded my head while slowly and gently drinking this time..
Despite the thirst.. Could feel quite bloated in the stomach towards finishing the first bottle.. And what seems like the REFRESHING DRINK quickly becoming a chore...
Sidenote: it was -pre-discussed that Master will make sure I drink alot of water to keep me hydrated and keep me healthy for the session.. He mentioned he will professionally weave the HYDRATION regime as much as possible to make sure I drink alot of water.. Especially when I will potentially sweat alot...
Oh yes! Sweat! Thats also a serious crime in session because the sweating is equivalent to soiling the uniform.. And the it is the school girl's responsible to remain 'clean' and keep the attire clean, not for 'herself' but for master's pleasure.. Interesting master did not seems to fault on this till now..
I knew I have to completely finish drinking what was presented to me.. After the 1st bottle, it seems as if my stomach has closed its entry gate.. It is like telling me.. Cannot drink anymore.. But I know it full well I have to forced it in, if not, trouble..
The 2nd bottle was literally a force on myself down throat.. Really felt like pushing it in.. and inevitably, the drink rate was much slower.. and feel as if it was years before finally completing the task... Stomach was officially bloated..
And like previously, I simply took both bottles lifted them up with head bowed down. But this time master don't seems to response.. 5 seconds, 10 seconds..... countless seconds.... Nothing happened.. About 1 mins... Nothing happened... Few more minutes... nothing happened...
So I carefully said: Masterrrrr... Ca..san... dra.. has finished drinking...
Replied: Good.... Speak without permission....
Is that a trick??? which I fell into?
Master: Good, time to train your mouth too!...
And I saw this hand with that soiled panties, in ball-like shaped moved towards my mouth.. Maybe it was just basic reaction, I automatically opened my mouth for him to stuff the panties in..
Next, in similar actions, he push a pacifier into the mouth as well...
Now, I had the panties in my mouth and a pacifier on the mouth.. So humiliating!
Then he said: Drink alot of water will means you can produce enough saliva to WASH the panties.. And this pacifier will train you to keep you mouth silent..
I just simply hold back my tears... Nothing much I could do...
To be continued..
Next Part: ISOLATION treatment
Preview:
Now, I cannot see, apparently cannot hear.. mouth pacified, with semen soiled panties stuck in my mouth.. Kneeled in the most girly position (awkward and uncomfortable) at a corner!
Monday, 17 July 2017
Part 1-3: Day 1 Last proper meal
Last proper meal
Usually, my normal routine, I would eat fast and scope food and briefly bite and swallow, so I just merely brought this habit into this session, not know I have to pay a high price just with regard to food alone....
So I kneel down at the corner, opened the packet of food. I notice that the dish that master choose to match the rice are boneless and can easily be scoped by the plastic spoon provided.
So with my left hand holding the packet, and my right hand simply just scoped a generous scope of rice, opened my mouth wide and simply push the food in, briefly bite and swallow..
Suddenly, an angry voice of master: "IS THIS HOW YOU BEHAVE LIKE A GIRL?? A girl does not open your arms so wide! Girls put their hands close together! Note. not behaving as a girl. another punishment point!!."
Immediately, I pull both my hands close in.. Feels a tight squeeze on my armpits, immediately feeling the sweat coming out! So uncomfortable.
Master continued: "And you eat like a man! A girl only scope small portion per time and slowly bring the food to the mouth.. and a girl only open the mouth partially.. And chew the food for about 30 seconds before gently swallowing it! And you violate all of it! just by eating this simple meal you already committed 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 mistakes!! I will surely make you pay for this! Little girl, you really love punishments issit?"
When master was doing his count ON MISTAKES, somewhat, my mind was counting the number as well.. I thought I counted 6 mistakes.
I instinctively reacted: "Master, think you counted wrongly.. think is 6..."
Master raised his voice: "You really want to be punished right?!!! Who are you to correct your master? Master is always right! You really don't know where you stand! Another BIG MISTAKES! And since when did I give you permission to speak! BIG MISTAKE AGAIN!! You will surely be severely punished tonight!"
Suddenly fear entered me..
Master continue: "Since you are so act smart.. Put the packet on the floor and eat from it.... AS A GIRL... and if you EVER DROP EVEN A GRAIN OF RICE ON THE UNIFORM, I WILL MAKE SURE YOU GET SOMETHING BIG FROM ME!! Is that CLEAR?!?!?"
I swallowed some saliva and replied: "Yes Master."
So with the packet of rice on the floor, I carefully and slowly took the spoon reached forward with my hands to scope a small portion, carefully deliver it to my partially opened mouth, consciously biting the food for like eternity and gently swallow.. All with my hands tucked closely..
This felt so unnatural to me... and difficult!
Carefully, I did it for the 2nd scope.. the 3rd..
And on the 4th scope, a grain of rice, suck below the spoon dropped onto the skirt enroute to my mouth!
I panicked a little..QUICKLY USED MY LEFT HAND TO TO PICK UP THE GRAIN INTO MY MOUTH
Fortunately master did not notice the drop.. I pretended nothing happen and continued the troublesome way of eating..
But think I do not have the chance...
After about 7 scopes, noticing my master was somewhat not noticing me and thinking wanting to finish this troublesome meal up fast, I thought I of harmless "cheating" by scoping a huge portion and quickly bring it to my mouth before he sees me again..
But as the spoon was moving in to my mouth, suddenly, few grains drop onto the skirt again. This time, my master SAW the rice dropped...
I froze! Fearful what will happen.. With the spoonful of the remaining rice on my hands..
He walked towards me, reached his hand GRABBING THE blouse collar and pulled me up... This drastic pull made me spilled the rest of the rice all over the pinafore.. I almost lost by balance AS I STOOD UP ON THE high heels...
He is definitely going to PUNISH ME BIG TIME!, moreover, not A GRAIN.. but multiple GRAIN..
I stood extremely still looking down... Fearfully waiting for him to speak..
To be continued......
Next: First major punishment..
Preview:
"Look what have you done.. didnt I told you that you will receive something BIG for this!! Fine you little naughty sissy girl! Brush the food away from your uniform! AND BE PUNISHED!!"
So I kneel down at the corner, opened the packet of food. I notice that the dish that master choose to match the rice are boneless and can easily be scoped by the plastic spoon provided.
So with my left hand holding the packet, and my right hand simply just scoped a generous scope of rice, opened my mouth wide and simply push the food in, briefly bite and swallow..
Suddenly, an angry voice of master: "IS THIS HOW YOU BEHAVE LIKE A GIRL?? A girl does not open your arms so wide! Girls put their hands close together! Note. not behaving as a girl. another punishment point!!."
Immediately, I pull both my hands close in.. Feels a tight squeeze on my armpits, immediately feeling the sweat coming out! So uncomfortable.
Master continued: "And you eat like a man! A girl only scope small portion per time and slowly bring the food to the mouth.. and a girl only open the mouth partially.. And chew the food for about 30 seconds before gently swallowing it! And you violate all of it! just by eating this simple meal you already committed 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 mistakes!! I will surely make you pay for this! Little girl, you really love punishments issit?"
When master was doing his count ON MISTAKES, somewhat, my mind was counting the number as well.. I thought I counted 6 mistakes.
I instinctively reacted: "Master, think you counted wrongly.. think is 6..."
Master raised his voice: "You really want to be punished right?!!! Who are you to correct your master? Master is always right! You really don't know where you stand! Another BIG MISTAKES! And since when did I give you permission to speak! BIG MISTAKE AGAIN!! You will surely be severely punished tonight!"
Suddenly fear entered me..
Master continue: "Since you are so act smart.. Put the packet on the floor and eat from it.... AS A GIRL... and if you EVER DROP EVEN A GRAIN OF RICE ON THE UNIFORM, I WILL MAKE SURE YOU GET SOMETHING BIG FROM ME!! Is that CLEAR?!?!?"
I swallowed some saliva and replied: "Yes Master."
So with the packet of rice on the floor, I carefully and slowly took the spoon reached forward with my hands to scope a small portion, carefully deliver it to my partially opened mouth, consciously biting the food for like eternity and gently swallow.. All with my hands tucked closely..
This felt so unnatural to me... and difficult!
Carefully, I did it for the 2nd scope.. the 3rd..
And on the 4th scope, a grain of rice, suck below the spoon dropped onto the skirt enroute to my mouth!
I panicked a little..QUICKLY USED MY LEFT HAND TO TO PICK UP THE GRAIN INTO MY MOUTH
Fortunately master did not notice the drop.. I pretended nothing happen and continued the troublesome way of eating..
But think I do not have the chance...
After about 7 scopes, noticing my master was somewhat not noticing me and thinking wanting to finish this troublesome meal up fast, I thought I of harmless "cheating" by scoping a huge portion and quickly bring it to my mouth before he sees me again..
But as the spoon was moving in to my mouth, suddenly, few grains drop onto the skirt again. This time, my master SAW the rice dropped...
I froze! Fearful what will happen.. With the spoonful of the remaining rice on my hands..
He walked towards me, reached his hand GRABBING THE blouse collar and pulled me up... This drastic pull made me spilled the rest of the rice all over the pinafore.. I almost lost by balance AS I STOOD UP ON THE high heels...
He is definitely going to PUNISH ME BIG TIME!, moreover, not A GRAIN.. but multiple GRAIN..
I stood extremely still looking down... Fearfully waiting for him to speak..
To be continued......
Next: First major punishment..
Preview:
"Look what have you done.. didnt I told you that you will receive something BIG for this!! Fine you little naughty sissy girl! Brush the food away from your uniform! AND BE PUNISHED!!"
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