Part 1-9: Day 1 Caning punishment and waiting on master

In my mind.. I know.. I am in trouble!.....

How will master punish me this time! Shivers... Head looking down as if nothing happens... Locally termed act blur..

Master standing at the door: You never learn right?!?

(my mind just merely blank, waiting for the worst)

Master: FINE!! Tonight you will be sleeping in this position! This will surely make sure you remember your obedience! Stand up now!

I stood up..

Master: Dumb issit? Where is your respect!

I mustered my voice: Sorry master, yes master..

Master: Complete Sentence!

Forcing to speak (feeling of fear and depressive): sorry... ma.. ster.. Cassandra is sorry... yes ma... ster.. Cassandra obey...

Master: Fine! where is your curtsey! Where is your respect!

I immediately curtsey..

Master: You lowly slut! BETTER REMEMBER YOUR PLACE! look at the uniform, why is it so messy! and why so wet!

Immediately, the uncomfort feel of the sweaty and sticky uniform is felt... momentary reminded of the uniform..

I simply bowed my head and kept quiet.. felt so wrongfully accused..

Master continued: this uniform don't belong to you.. and you dirty it! This uniform is a reminder of your place and status! and it belong to me your master! You are really asking for it!

Master grabbed the tail end of the chain and pulled.. I felt the tug and followed him to the chair... He simply guided me to the back of the chair, pulled the chain down towards the front, guiding me to bend over the backrest, till I couldn't go further..

Then master instructed: place hands beside legs!

I obeyed..

Master: Dumb issit!

I struggled to speak: Yes master.. Cassandra obey

Master took the cable ties and tie each of the 'wrist bracelets' to the chair.. He double cable tie to ensure I cannot break free.. Next, he walked to retrieve the 'goggle blandfold' and place it on me..

Sudden DARKNESS again.. suddenly feel disoriented again!

Then, he lifted up the skirt, pulled down the panties, instructed me to lift each legs for him to remove the panties..

Then he spoke again: This clean panties...

Then he threw it to the floor. (This pair of panties was only changed awhile ago).. Then he walked to the kneeling corner, took the panties which was gagged in my mouth, the soiled panties which was, by then, well soaked in saliva.. stuffed it into my mouth.. YUCKS!!!

Master: you don't deserve cleanliness.. slut! enjoy your lowliness!

I couldn't respond..

Then, I cable tied each legs wide open to the back legs of each chair.. As my legs split opened, immediately my penis bounced forward as it was ungripped...



Opps! I remembered during our discussion before the session that re-exposing the penis or untucked penis is considered MORTAL SIN!

Immediately, master noticed it!!

Master: YOU ARE DEAD! Bonus points! 1000 punishment point! (forever to pay back already! HOW!)

In seconds, a sudden tap is felt on the bare butt with a sound: Plak!

Somehow, don't seems to feel anything.. .

Then another: Plak!

This time a slight stinging pain

PLAK!! ............. PLAK...... PLAK..... Ouch!! Felt more ttinging pain!

PLAK... PLAK..... PLAK.... PLAK...

CANING! Master was indeed caning me!

Master continued to CANE, with few seconds interval.. PLAK!! PLAK!!! PLAK!!

Feeling SORE...

My mind: When finish??

More PLAKssssssssssssssssssssssss.....

Seems not ending... By now... really painful...

Still continues... felt tears coming out..

And continues.. feels never-ending..

Until it finally stopped.. estimate maybe after 50 strokes...

Then I felt some cool sensation over the butt.. Master was applying vinegar over the butt (We during the discussion about that as vinegar naturally sterilize the canning wound if any) No pain, maybe I have not sustained any canning wounds yet, just mild cooling effect of the vinegar.

Then master applied the ointment, Zam buk, which is supposed to help in the recovery of wounds fast.. (This was done so that the butt remained cane-able..by minimizing the injury or for faster recovery. Hence, it was not so much for my comfort, but for me to be potentially punished more!) 

After that, master walked away.. Leaving me alone in that position.. 

Again, being alone, first thing feeling the uncomfort of the school uniform, moreover in this bended position, the uniform felt more sticky and tight and restrictive... Wiggled a little, hopefully to loosen the uniform touching my skin.. it worked but sticked back.. still uncomfortable.. 

So, I helplessly waited to be released.. 

Master was in fact airing the butt for awhile.. 

Could hear TV switched on in the background.. Then I suddenly felt the ear plugs inserted back in.. 

Faint voice of master: No rights to entertainment and to hear... 

His words could really give a depressive feeling... and a very intimidating feeling.. 

Then, I felt the release of the cable ties... I dared not move though.. Guess really have began to learn the submissive way of acting on instructions.. 

Master spoke: Stand up and put back on the panties from your mouth! 

I did accordingly.. Pulled out the YUCKY panties from my mouth.. and.... 

Master: CURTSY!!! 

I realised and remembered... I immediately curtsy.. felt unbalanced cause of the blindfold.. 

Master: Gagged does not excuse you from cutsy! More points! Put on the panties quickly! 

I responded: Yes master, Cassandra obey.. (and curtsy) 

I swiftly put back on the panties and pulled it up. Though careful not to behave too rough... And instinctively, tucked and pulled the penis back in place, painful stretch of the penis, but somehow, maybe because of the focus on the task that did not really bother with the pain.. 
Think I am really learning to just obey and act as a real submissive girl to master and to solely follow what he wants me to do that any pain and inconvenience is no longer matter.. 

The panties felt really WET! and STICKY!!! Really uncomfortable on me! In my normal life, I would never have worn such GROSSED item! I would have remove it straight if it is so wet.. 

Instead, I just stood still and waited for master's next instruction,.. 

Felt the tug on the chain again, and he pulled the chain, signalling me to follow.. I followed, no choice because of the tug of the chain round my neck.. 

I followed until he instructed: Stop! Kneel down! 

I responded: Yes master, Cassandra obey.. (and curtsy... then slowly kneel) 

Master: Good! you finally got it into your lowly behaviour! Make sure you continue to behave as a slave... which you are now! And to reward, I minus 1 point from your punishment point..

Only one point? So unfair.. get points so easily, remove points so little.. Unfairness..

Feeling of unfairness... but had to mustered the respond: Thank you master.. Cassandra is grateful..

Master: Sound happy!

I forced repeat in more lively tone: Thank you master.. Cassandra is grateful..

(Really doing well in conditioning me into this lowly state and to condition my mind!)

Master: Thats better.. now, move that head forward and suck while i watch TV and eat..

By now, master was sitting right infront of me with legs opened.. As I move forward, his hand pushed me from the back and somehow guided me to his penis.. PUNGENT as before! No time to think too much... Within seconds, mouth was well cupped into his penis and scrotums... GROSS!

I began to suck.. With the faint noise from TV heard..

Continued for minutes... breathless... and stopped sucking.. next felt a hit at the back the head!
Master: Who ask you stop! Continue..

I began sucking again...

And sucking.. and sucking..

Then, I smelled a fragrant smell of the famous local chicken rice.. Master just opened the dinner which he went out to pack to eat as dinner.. The smell was extremely heavenly... Felt my stomach immediately growled.. And instinctively stopped what I was supposed to do.. Felt lots of saliva in my mouth..

Master: Smell nice? Too bad.. Proper food is meant for normal people.. Slave is not allowed... and who say stop! Continue!

I somehow obeyed and proceed.. Trying hard not to think of the food.. and the only way was to think of the sucking.. (Really a good way to condition my mind into slavery!)

So it continues, master finished his food... placed it away, simply wiped his slightly oily hands (from the food) at the sleeves of the uniform.. so convenient.. While adding a little food oil on it.. It will surely stink!

I simply continued sucking... and he continued watching... could feel my mouth really tired.. And feels like eternity!

Finally master commanded: Stop... Time for your dinner.. wait.. you are not entitled to dinner! Time to put food in you..

Master removed the blindfold.. Sudden GLARE!

First thing I saw after the glare! His groin region and the hairs! yucks.. Mouth still engulfing master's penis and scrotums! Felt really grossed..

To be continued..
Next Part: Dinner? or is it?

Preview:
Consume RAW vegetable.. BLEND! RAW! Not very energy-giving! It really felt grossed seeing the food.. much more when thinking of eating it!

Part 1-6: Day 1 First service to master....

I pushed myself up slowly with my hands.. Reached under the skirt and pull down the panties.. Removing it, I could see that it was extremely sticky..

Sidenote: during our pre-session discussion, we talked about stuffing soiled panties into my mouth as gag as well as a form of washing the panties with my saliva.. Never tried this before..

Now thoughts of being asked to stuff this sticky thing into my mouth is not that much of the fantasy anymore.. I seems about to happen.. And oddly.. I feel scared putting it into my mouth when holding it on my hand and seeing this gluey thing...

Waiting for that expected instruction,
instead, he said: 'Give this to me... Change into a new panties (handing me a fresh one) and make sure that useless penis remain pulled and tucked!'

Relief that it is not entering my mouth YET... I just put on the new panties obediently, with hands pulling the penis back to make sure I don't commit another mistakes..

Master said: 'I will remove the clips off those slutty nipples, not because I spared you.. but because I want you to focus on your NEW PUNISHMENT!..'

Thought of the relief from clamp really made me immediately pulled up my pinafore and the blouse and the bra up quickly for the master to put back the binder's handle..

Master shouted: Who give you permission to remove your UNIFORM! How many SERIOUS CRIME YOU WANT TO COMMIT BEFORE YOU LEARN!!

I FROZE AGAIN! This time I remained fearfully silent.. knowing I am under the mercy of master..

Master continued: I remove this clips first... you will have it back later.. dun worry....

I stood there allowing him to apply the handle back and unclip it off both nipples.. The moment the clip was removed.. a sudden blood rush feeling to my nipples with another sting of pain hit the nipple, not knowing where it comes from..

Master instructed: 'Put back on the uniform.. You useless slut..'

I did as instructed..

Master walked and sit at the edge of the bed.. pulled down his pants..

(I guessed master want me to do a blowjob on him. We discussed briefly before the session... but this reality and me facing this activity in front of me is FAR from anticipation.. I felt I do not want to blowjob him.... )

But then again.. No way out..

Master just said: 'kneel in front of me..'

Cassandra: 'Yes master..'

And reluctantly walked and kneel in front of him. I could see master pulling down his brief and can see his hairy penis right in front. It smelled terrible.. mixture of musky and pungent smell.. It immediately created a deterrence! (Master have not bathed since morning, maybe probably the night before)

How come the feeling is not as I fantasized before the session, it really feels so opposite!

Suddenly, I could feel his hand force my hand towards his penis..

He instructed: 'LICK'

I did.. it tasted bitter!

He commanded: 'Keep licking until it becomes hard! and no BITING! I WARN YOU!'

I just keep licking.. Closing my eyes doing it.. Now I could feel tears coming..

I heard: 'Behave as if you enjoy it! Lick more intense..!!!'

I quickly wiped the tears off and lick faster.. until finally his penis harden..

Master suddenly push forward... I felt his penis pushed right into my throat!

Master said: 'I am teaching you to service me, you understand?'
(while saying, my head was continuously pulled up and down by his hand)

I couldn't response as I was gagged by his penis..

After few minutes of master's guiding hand.. He let go HIS HAND and instructed me to keep doing it and faster.. I obeyed and continued to push my HEAD to and froth his penis... Faster and faster.. I feel a little from that but dared not stop.. .

Few more minutes have past and suddenly felt master starting to tense, and suddenly felt an explosion of CUM into my mouth! It tasted HORRIBLE!! First time!!

Master remained his penis in my mouth for few more seconds as few more bursts of cum exploded into my mouth.. Its so yucky!

Finally, master pulled out his penis..

and instructed: 'LICK THE TIP CLEAN!'

I meekly obeyed, though in my mind.......... reluctantly.

Master continued: 'make sure you swallow everything I give you..AND SWALLOW AS IF YOU ENJOY IT!! You will have alot of these the next few days.. since you don't seems to appreciate human food.. And this is not a punishment! It is a small service for your master to pleasure him.. Clear?!!!?'

I replied meekly and sadly: 'Yes master..'

Master: 'Seems like you need alot of taming.. Yes master what?'

I replied: 'Yes Master, Cassandra understand..'

Master: 'You are really naughty.. will add on to your punishment points! Thank me for the cum you bitch.. and refer yourself as what I refer you from now on! clear?!!'

Bitch: 'Yes Master, bitch thank master for the cum you gave bitch..'

Master: 'And does my bitch enjoy it.....?? Better say it next time before i ask you!'

Bitch: 'Yes Master, your bitch enjoys it.. (Holding back tears)'

Master: 'Complete THE WHOLE THING!, You useless BITCH!'

Bitch: 'Yes Master, bitch thank master for the cum you gave bitch.. (slight stuttering, close to tear).. your bitch enjoy it....'

Master: 'Good! You seems hard to tame hur... Don't worry... I will make sure you learn... Learn the hard way...'

Could feel mouth nervously contracted when he said this. Deep sense of regret was all over me. It was barely half a day into the session and all the FEELINGS of WANTING OUT is all over my body..

There I am kneeling in-between master's legs, with his penis in front of me... trying hard not to cry... but clearly showing a very sad expression.. Taste of his cum seems to get stuck in my tongue.. Felt so utterly grossed.. Was simply trying hard to swallow as much saliva as possible to 'rinse' off the taste. But somehow, my body don't seems to be producing the saliva, especially at such times where I need it..

I looked up, seeing master still in his euphoric state after his discharge. Somewhat, words just came out of my mouth: 'I am thirsty.'

SLAP!!!

I could feel a hand suddenly hit onto my left cheek, so sudden! Felt my head turned.. Took me awhile to registered that I was slapped!

MASTER: 'WHO GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO SPEAK? WHO GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO LOOK UP? AND WHAT COURAGE YOU HAVE TO USE " I"!'

SLAP!
Head suddenly swings to the other side.. Master just used the other hand to slap! The shock really made me lose control! Tears just flowed...

MASTER: 'CRY! Who give you permission to cry! My slave must appear happy at all times.. You want more punishment is it?'

(Sidenote: during the pre-session discussion, we did talk about in event that I cry, master will not show compassion, and he will not pull back... and instead he will force me to smile and look happy, that was also a way to make my mind be brainwashed to be 'enjoying' such INHUMANE TREATMENT.. Think such suggestion will only feel nice in a fantasy world, and now I regret it)

MASTER: 'SMILE! BE HAPPY! SMILE!'

I counldn't, still trying to stop my tears..

SLAP! SLAP! 2 slaps hit my face!

MASTER: 'Stop crying before more slap comes!'

All my energy to pull back the tears.. so hard to be controlling this emotions...

SLAP! SLAP!!! More slaps!

Mustered all I could to stop... a sudden silence I produce.. I the emotions still within me.. outside sudden silence... Felt as if I am 2 person, 1 on the outside and 1 inside..

Master seems to be making progress in taming me, from a carefree man, to a submissive girl who looses all her rights..

Really felt that I am becoming another person now.. No more MY RIGHTS anymore..

Master continues: 'KNEEL PROPERLY! Your hands!'

I quickly kneeled lower, both hands placed on the lap, heads bowed..

Master: 'Stay!'

I just simply kept still.. Well submitted..

He stood up and walk away.. While I just simply remained in position. Dared not move.. From my side, could hear him entering the toilet.. Knowing full well that he is off sight, I dared not move the slightest bit... Seems like his training really worked!!

Think this was finally a moment I was left alone... "Activities" suddenly silenced down.. Left only me meekly kneeled down in the most girly and submitted manner possible..

Now, without anything happening, I finally could take notice of myself....

I could feel a rough sensation inside my anus.. Oh yes! The tampon was still inside! Felt as if a rough sandpaper was rubbing from inside.. It really felt like a foreign object un-welcomed in the body..

Tried constricting the muscles in the anus, hoping to alleviate the discomfort, but the sensation of pain increased.. maybe because it cause a rubbing of tampons within the wall of the intestines.

I dared not move much in case I get punished again.. Nothing seems to be easing the discomfort I was experiencing.. Remained as still as possible though.. And forcing myself to stay still..

To be continued:
Next Part... Drinking it up!
Preview:
I knew instantly it was urine... Yes that we agreed that I will drink master's urine during the session as long as it was not to yellow.. But this liquid just looked naturally deterrence to me..