Part 2-10: Day 2 Finally get to sleep

It is indeed an eventfully long and tiring day, especially more so from the lack of sleep the night before.

The experience is not what I fantasized about. It is only the 2nd day and I am already wanting out! It was not as what i truly imagine. 

But then again, there is no safe word for this session as agreed. I could only endure until the end of the session. Did not expect it to be so much worst. My inside does not feel fun or excited like how i felt when I was discussing about the session with master before we started. I just want to escape kind of feeling. 

However, Master is doing 'his stuff' extremely well. He did have firm control over me. I really made sure I am well chained up such that I cannot have any chance of escape. 

So finally after all the seemingly unending punishments and activities master did with me on this 2nd day. He finally allowed me to sleep. Pheew... A relief. .... He provided a mattress for me to sleep. 

But as discussed, there is also a specific manner which i am allowed to sleep- I am to adopt and remain in the particular posture throughout the night. 

This posture is designed by master to constantly remind me that I have to be gentle and girly even when sleeping. Hands touching the pubic area (where my penis and balls are well tucked and pulled in) to first remind me of the flat pubic region that i am a 'girl', and also to make sure that i am well tucked. 

Yes, indeed, when my hands are touching the pubic area, I could only feel the flatness at the area.. It felt so awkward as if I really lost my penis. Master really makes sure even at sleeping i am reminded of my status. 

During the sleep, if I move or change posture, I will be punished as well. Master placed a camera over the bed to monitor my behavior. 

Staying still throughout is indeed a difficult, especially I am so used to free-moving when sleeping. Starting of sleep, I was conscious of staying still. But when I really fell into deeper sleep, my body reacted naturally....:

And as I sleep deeper.. My body instinctively shifted to a more comfortable position! 

 

Until I ended up in this position.. Unaware of myself before I was deep deep in sleep.

My next conscious moment..... A loud shout was heard: WAKE UP YOU SLUT! WHO GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO SLEEP LIKE THIS!! 

I WAS SHOCKINGLY AWAKEN! 

It is morning.. Master just woke up and caught me not sleeping in his prescribed position.. I immediately sit up and kneel submissively before him,  

Awaiting my fate.........................................