Part 2-7: Day 2 Lunchtime and serving master.

After finishing the drink.. I knew full well that I better observe protocol, especially when the pain from the punishment is still so fresh. I made sure I finished everything of that Yucky stuff..

While kneeling, I gently bowed down my head (as form of curtsy), and remained bowed, I stretched forward both hands with the pail, presenting to master

and said: Master, Cassandra enjoys the present master gives to his undeserving slave, Cassandra has finish the present Master gives.

And I waited for his response.

He simply took and pail and walked away..

I knew better to simply wait. still kneeling, I placed my hands back to the lap and positioned it as girly as possible and waited for Master's next bidding.



Head still remained bowed... Waiting.....

My nose suddenly caught fragrance of food.. Smell so heavenly!! Hungry, I just drooled.. My last proper meal, I guessed, was already 1 day ago...

Next, saw master brought out a packet containing food towards me.. Somehow in my fantasy I thought master was giving me food...Maybe I forgot my status..

He said: Slave... Take this packet and go prepare it on the coffee table beside the sofa for me. You can walk there... After that I want you to serve the food right to my mouth while kneeling of cause....

First thought: Disappointed.. Thats not my food... Oh ya... really forgot that as master's slave, I am not entitled to any proper food.. Only food meant for the lowbeings...

Submissively, and with protocol in mind, I stretched both hands, took the packet from master, bowed head lower,
and responded: 'Yes Master, Cassandra will prepare and serve master his food. May master enjoy his food.'

Then, carefully, bring back both hands holding the packet, while kneeling, I kneel-walked backwards few steps, bowed again, and slowly stood up and turned to walk towards the table.. Careful to walk as girly and servitude as possible...

At the table, to be safe, I prepared the packet kneeling down.. Removing the wrapped food from the packet, the smell really made me think more of food.. It smelled so enticing.. Temptation was great to just eat it myself.. But not this time... (The feeling of pain is reminding me not to do anything 'stupid')

The moment I opened up the packet, did not know that food would so good. It was rice with so many accompanying meats and vegetables.. My hunger is really working up... Once again, I forced the feeling down. (Seems like the ultimate punishment worked on me).....

Once the food was presented on the table, master was already ready sitting on the sofa waiting.

What seems like becoming a habit of behaving with protocol, I bowed and in the most gentle voice I said: Master, the food is ready, Cassandra request for permission to serve master..

Master simply answered: Proceed.

I bowed and turned to the coffee table, took the plastic spoons that comes with the package and scope the rice and turned back and bring the food to the master's mouth, careful not to drop any bit in the process. When the food comes close to Master's mouth, he simply opened his month and I gently placed the food in..

Felt really submitted here.. First time serving someone food this way and also looking at the food which I am not entitled to....

I continued this process of feeding master... of cause CAREFUL AND GENTLY...

Took quite awhile to feed him... He seems to be enjoying being served, while I feeling hungry... How I hope to at least have a taste of it...

Think my facial expression gave away to master... He said: You look like you want to eat ehh...???

My immediate reaction: Nodded my head.....

Master suddenly reacted: WHAT??!?!?!?! you are still not broken to become my slave is it???!!!

Oh no!! Why did I reacted to his trick!!

He continued: As my slave and maid, I want you to think like one, THAT MEANS..... YOU CANNOT EVEN THINK OF EATING HUMAN FOOD... YOUR MIND SHOULD ONLY THINK OF YOUR LOWLY FOOD!! And the very FACT YOU THINK of EATING WE HUMAN FOOD is WRONG!!!

Oh NO! Master's reasoning somehow made sense... I am supposed to be his slave and not even entitled to think of the far-reachable human food.. My mind should be conditioned to think only of my lowly status and the food associated with it...

I responded promptly and as girly as possible: Masterrrrr... Cassandra is sorry... Cassandra will think as master's slave... Please do not pumish Cassandra.....

Somewhat, I felt I was pleading as I do not want any punishment...

Master retorted: How dare you beg for no punishment!! Didnt you see drama of slaves before??? You are supposed to ask ME, YOUR MASTER TO PUNISH YOU FOR YOUR FAULT!!! For that! You will receive double after my lunch!!

Oh no! more punishment later... Not what I wanted.. But somehow, I know it is surely... I knew I better accept it before 'more evil befall on me'

I respond: Yes Master, Cassandra is wrong... Cassandra accept the double punishment Master will give, Cassandra thank Master for the punishment...

Master replied: You said it... Good... Now finish feeding me... And I can commence your punishement..

I replied: Yes Master, Cassandra continues feeding master....

And I proceeded to continue feeding him, hoping it will not end, cause not wanting the punishment to come so fast...

Somehow, murphy's law always work at the wrong time... feeding master felt so fast and it came to the last spoonful... and into his mouth...

Not anticipating punishment... but better submit.. So after the last mouth for master, I placed the spoon back to the packet and, still kneeling with head slightly bowed, waited for master...

Master said: Oh ya.... before your punishement, let you eat your lowly lunch first.. I want my MAID to fully enjoy her deserving punishment un-hungry... Go! to the back, take the green plastic bag! Your food is all there, bring to your corner and prepare it and eat finish the food! You have 15mins for all these... Don't make me wait long for the punishment!

I promptly replied: Yes Master, Cassendra will proceed to consume lunch.. Cassandra thank master for the lunch...

With that, I observed the protocol of bowing, slide backwards few steps before slowly rising to walk to the back...Starting to become conscious of this action esp from the word punishment...

I walked to the back and saw the bag master mentioned. I picked it up and see what was in it:
1 100ml bottle of castor oil
2 bunch of raw vegetables
2 raw carrots

and a dog bowl? Master just bought a dog bowl... Immediately guessed that it will be my bowl from now on..
and also a pair of scissors..

Not any comfort for food... Just more depressing... That is indeed lowly..

Knowing my limited time, I had not much chance to think, better bring it to my kneeling corner to prepare what I don't think I want to eat.. So I carried the bag and walked towards the kneeling corner..

Master, while still on his sofa, sitting, remarked as I walked: You should know how to prepare the food.... and better like your new bowl!! Remember to eat like a girl, you have enough PUNISHMENT...

Somehow.. the word PUNISHMENT... echoed in the ears with fear...

I stopped, observed protocol of curtsy and replied: Yes master, Cassandra will prepare the food. Cassandra like the new bowl master gives, Cassandra thank master for the new bowl..

Somehow felt like I was lying.. but I knew that was the safe answer..

Master simply replied: Make sure you pour all the castor oil.... Proceed...

I replied: Yes Master... Cassandra will pour all the castor oil..

Then I again protocol-ly curtsy and continued towards the corner... Kneeled down... Took out the bowl and scissors... Out the vegetable and cut it using the scissors into the bowl, then the carrot into slices.. After that poured the dreaded CASTOR OIL in...

The mix really look un-appetizing..

Master immediated ordered once I finished preparing: Eat with only the fingers.. And you have 10 mins left.. Remember your chewing rule...

The chew will definitely be terrible with the CASTOR OIL!

I knew very well to obey.. and replied: Yes Master, Cassandra thank master for the reminder...

Then I proceeded as instructed using my fingers to pick some of that mix up... (Mind reluctantly), yet outside behave like I enjoyed... And in the first mouthful! YUCK!!!

DEFINITELY THE OPPOSITE OF MASTER'S FOOD!!

Again, the press down effect (fresh punishment syndrome) and force chew in as girly manner... Really like eternity... And finally swallow...

More to come... Struggled the 2nd mouthful.... then 3rd.... really terrible food... Can I really finish this?? Really a struggle......

Finally, last mouthful.... by now, my fingers are soaked with the castor oil. Smells terrible... Finished up the last mouthful... Meals has never been so torturous before..

Somehow, master knew I just finished the meal and he came with a small 45cl glass of transparent liquid.. As he closes in, could smell it! It was vinegar!

Then he instructed: take it, pour in the mouth to gargle it until i say stop, DO NOT SWALLOW, and pour back the content to the glass.. if the content is less then orginal, you will GET IT!!

I did the required protocol of bowing and submissively replied: Yes master, Cassandra receive the glass. Cassandra will gargle as instructed by Master..

Thereafter, I meekly stretched out both hands and received the glass, gently bring it back to the mouth.. The sour smell was really strong!! Bearing it and trying hard to hide, I quickly emptied the content in the mouth!

Master saw the reaction... He commented: YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT MASTER GIVE??

With the sour vinegar in my mouth, I couldn't speak... fearing the wrath of master, i hastily shake my head...

Master continued: Don't worry, you will learn to like it... This VINEGAR MOUTHWASH will be your ROUTINE... To clean that slutty mouth.... Of cause not for you.. you lowly being who don't deserve hygiene... Clean it so you can be serve your master with clean mouth!

With the vinegar still in my mouth.. and somehow conditioned... I responded nodding my head... submitting to his words... Keep gargling the sour substance in the mouth, and carefully not to swallow..

Master promplty said: STOP..

I held the glass before the mouth and carefully spit back the content.. It looked frothy and gross after it mixed with my saliva..

Master then instruct: Put the back in and gargle again!

Yuck!!! YUCK YUCK!!! DRINK BACK THIS GROSS MIXTURE??

Conditioned from pain, I obeyed... This time pouring the content in felt really grossed and somehow with reluctance, although I still did it...

Master continued: Get used to it girl! and you just forgot your protocol!

Oh no! I forgot to respond to master's instruction with the protocol and response!!

Master continued saying: Nevermind... you have too much punishment waiting for you already... I give you chance,.... Keep this content longer.... and you will do this over 5 more times... Instead of my intention of only 3 times...

Somehow, I felt grateful for the reduced punishment.. Think I am wearing into slavery already... I eagerly nodded, still gargling...

Until master said stop... I poured it out... This time looking milky.. more gross.. Master then instructed: Ok! Again!

This time, I followed protocol, bowed, responded and acted only after that..

The feel of re-'drinking' it was really terrible... Though in my mind, I somehow was more focused on submission to instructions.. Though the feeling was still prevalent enough...

As promised by master.. this process was repeated up to 5 times.. Each time, the liquid content looked worst.. until the final mouth rinse... Finally could end..

With the content still in my mouth... eagerly anticipating the 'STOP' word.... I waited...

But instead master instructed: Swallow now!

What?? swallow this gross thing in??

No choice!! Scared, fearful... I obeyed.. forced swallow it... Yuck YUCK YUCK!!!

Then master said: Now now now... mouth is clean enough for me... Time to lick clean my feet...

Oh no!! more yucks...

To be continued...

Part 2-?: Day 2 Card picking game..

Note: Decided to fast forward to Day 2, parts in between will be filled in over time.. By now, master has punished me quite severely in few forms, even to the extend that I was punished to sleep on the floor kneeling, which resulted in long-sleepless night.. Managed to sleep a little though.. By now, I have also been through substantial TAMING process, as well as beginning to behave more of a GENTLE SUBMISSIVE SCHOOL GIRL..

Master decided to play another game on me... He called it the dice game..

After master gave permission for me to use the 'pail potty' to discharge my pee, as usual, I kneeled beside the potty for him to inspect the content.

As I am not allowed any toilet paper, could feel residual drips of urine wetting the panties when I put back it back on. The panties, by not is already as stinky as I could imagine, now with few more drops of urine, definitely adding up to it..

This panties, has been placed into my mouth for say, maybe 4-5 times since yesterday.. Each time, it tasted more bitter and sour.. Probably from the mixture of sweat, leaked semen, leaked urine etc..

Also, the wet feeling, from saliva and other, when wearing, can really be uncomfortable, especially feeling it around the lower area.

Sidenote: I was not allowed to use the toilet as my lowly being is not entitled to it.. I am only allowed to use a pail to discharge all my waste (pee and shit) and accordingly to the timing set by master. This timing is not fixed and in accordances to master's pleasure. Even if there is desperation, I am not allowed to request, requesting to release (pee or shit) is not permissible for such lowly being which may render worst punishment for the request. So during urgency, I am only allowed to hold on until master's next instruction to discharge. If i wet my panties or soil it with urine or shit, I will be terribly dealt with (Soiled panties in mouth applicable).

After master inspected the contents, he did not require me to drink it back this time as he has deemed that it is yellowish enough. (If the urine is not yellowish enough, I will be punished by being forced to drink it up).

Master: Only slight yellow... pass you this time... Now... Another game with you...

I remained silent, still in kneeling position and head bowed. Another game of bias, which I will definitely lose?

Master took out a deck of poker card, and gave the instructions.

Master: You are to pick 3 cards from this deck. And what you have on the cards will mean how much canning you will receive later at the end of the game.
For example:
If all the cards are numbers, the numbers added up will be the number of strokes you get.
If there is a picture card, it will mean number of strokes will be multiply of the both number cards
And if there is 2 picture cards, the number cards will be to the power of 2 (means if the number is 4, will be 4x4=16)
And if all the cards are pictures, it is automatic 100 strokes
And if you draw an Aces, also automatic 50 stokes
Only when you draw 2 Aces together, you can end the game.
Oh yes, it will not be easy...

Then, master took the deck, digged through the deck and removed 2 of the Aces away... So the entire deck of cards only have 2 Aces left..

I felt extremely helpless... unfair.... but could only accept.. No other choice..

Master: Will this be fun?

I forced reply (sound as happy as possible): Yes master, Cassandra will enjoy it..
(I have learned that if I sounded sad or the like, I will be punished as well, and I have also learned that all the answers to master must be positive)

Somewhat, my reply sort of deceived me that I am going to enjoy it, probably due to the forced emotions which psychologically made me think positive of it.. But I know, this is not true..

Master shuffled the card, fan in front of me and said: Take your 3 cards!

I replied: Yes master, Cassandra take 3 cards...

And I slowly, with both hands stretched and took 3 random cards. I opened it and saw the results: 1 Queen, 6 of spades and 5 of hearts..

Master looked at it and remarked: Not bad.. you earned 30 strokes.. Put the card back..

Thats not good news, 30 strokes, I seems to have not recovered from the last caning. Still feeling the sore and burning sensation... Immediately, the phobia of 30 more strokes griped me.. But nothing I could do... just submitting to potential fate and replied:

Yes master... Cassandra thank master for the 30 strokes.. (That feels stupid... who in sound mind would say such things... but again, I have to accept my position as master's slave girl)

Master reshuffled the cards again and allowed me to take 3 cards again.

This time, a Jack, Queen and 4 (16 more strokes, phew)

This means the game still not ending, and only 2 rounds and I earned 46 strokes already! If this goes on, the cane will surely tear my butt!

Subsequent rounds as follows:
Round 3: 4, 7, 2 (Round strokes: 13, Accumulation: 59!)

Round 4: K, K, 8 (Round strokes: 64, Accumulation: 123!)

Round 5: A, 5, 2 (Oh no! Automatic 50, Accumulation: 173!)

Round 6: K, 7, 8 (Round strokes: 56, Accumulation: 229!)

Somehow.. could feel a huge sense of panic.. feeling like it will suddenly explode within me.. Thought of so many potential strokes can be quite overwhelming!

Round 7: 4, 2, 4 ((Round strokes: 10, Accumulation: 239)

Slight relieve felt.. Really like praying for the double Aces.

Round 8: Shocked when cards opened: Aces, Jack and K.. Where is the double Aces

Master remarked: Wow! This is really mega! Aces and pictures only! Special case.. 150 stokes! Total strokes 389!

Somewhat, the spur of that moment, I couldn't control myself anymore... Tears suddenly erupted and and suddenly let out a desperation plead.. Still in kneeling position....

I desperately pleaded in tears, grabbing on his hand: Please master......... please don't cane me.... please... pleaseeee..... please..... (Words just flowed out)

Master instinctively brushed my hands off... and replied: Watch your words... BAD MANNERS!

Somewhat, his words was not registering.. words just flow: Please don't cane me... I plead you...

Master raised his voice: STOP IT!

I suddenly silence, but seconds later words flowed again: I stop... master, please have mercy... pleaseee... pleaseeee....

Master angrily: Losing all your manners! You are never allowed to use I word! Add on PUNISHMENT!!

I reacted: Sorry. sorry ... sorry master.... Cassandra is really sorry... sorry soorryyy.. .. Master... Please give Cassandra mer......

Master cut in: Silence! Go to your caning position now!

I replied: Cassandra will go, but pleassssssseeeeee master, please don't cane so much..

Master warned: ANOTHER WORD.... GO!

Fear stopped me from continuing... I quickly stood up, and walked to the already designated chair meant for canning.. bend over in position and waited for my painful fate.

Master, as usual, secured my hands and legs to the chairs with cable ties.. This time he used more cable tie per limps and secured it tighter... Then he just pulled down the back of the panties slightly just to expose the butt region...

Master remarked: This time, no gagging... and if you scream.. I reset to ZERO! and each stroke! Count!

SNAP! The first stroke touched my butt almost immediately after he spoke............... Ouch!

Master: Where is the count!

SNAP! ... Ouch!

I sounded: One...

Master: One what! Forget to address me issit?

SNAP!...........

I sounded: One Master!

SNAP!....

' 2 Master'

It continues..... until.... 23 Master....

SNAP! .......

Instinctive reacted: Ouch!

Master: Restart!

I reacted without thinking again: Please master.... I am sorry... I am sorrrryryy... Please... I will do anything... for you.... I am..

Master interrupted: What I again!

SNAP!

I pleaded: Master... Cassandra is sorry... please give Cassandra. (Halfway... SNAP!!! ... OUCH!!) chance to pay back other....... (SNAP!! )

Master: Count still ZERO....

SNAP!!! Could really feel the super burning sensation now...

I replied: One Master! Please Master... Cassandra let you penetrate the hole!

SNAP!!!

Master spoke: I already have the intention to do that... you are my property, I don't need you to let me....

Somewhat, more fear hearing that..

SNAP!

I sounded tearfully: 2 master! ... Cassandra beg... other punishment..

Master: Reset! Focus on counting only! No more other words!

SNAP!

I sounded, chokingly: 1 master!

SNAP!

Chokingly: 2 master....

and continues.... by 30 counts... the pain was really unbearable... was tearing... feeling extremely shitty! and extremely painful and helpless!

40 counts... suddenly the stroke stopped...

Master: Red and swollen enough.. with some cuts... good! Since you plead just now... Fine.. .

Master moved to my front, already not wearing anything below, pushed his penis into my mouth.

Master: suck it until it harden... Faster!

I panickingly did as I was told until could feel his penis suddenly harden.. He pulled it out of my mouth... walked to my back, in one motion, pulled out the tampons in my ass..

A pop sound created..

Then! felt a sudden huge JAB into my asshole! Master just anal me! It felt like a big rock in! Somewhat felt a choking effect on me... Ouch!

Then within moments... he did the thrusting movement at my asshole... Felt the jerk! and each jerk, felt the choke and like blood gushed up my brain feeling...

Jerk.... jerk..... on for few minutes until master ejaculated...............

Felt some liquid flowed within me... and his penis vibrated pressing within my ass hole...

At that point... I felt extremely depressed... As if the world ended kind of feeling... like a a bad dream.. So helpless... So degraded... just a mixture of negative emotions...  

Master commanded: Thank me now!

Master commanded again: Thank me now! You slut!

I forced it out tearing: Thank you Masssterr....

Master: Sound HAPPY! and For WHAT!!

I forced happy: Thank you Master... For your discharge in Cassandra ass...

Master: Ass what ass! Useless hole!

I forced happy again : Thank you Master... For your discharge in Cassandra useless hole ..

Words definitely could not describe such terrible feeling when saying that...

Master: Good!

He remained in that way for awhile before finally pulling his penis out.. Another POP sound..

Just when I thought it was over, he appeared in front with his penis forcing towards my mouth.. This time stained with brownish stains (likely from my anal wall) and some milky residue near its tip.. Seeing it before licking is really GROSSED...

But even before it could registered, the penis was already forced into my mouth! YUCK!!! YUCK!!! YUCK!!! It tasted extremely out of the WORLD! TASTED like mixture of all the worst tasted combined..

Master ORDERED: CLEAN IT FAST!!

His order, with the fierce voice, got me immediately into action... I used the tongue to keep licking it and round it until it is visually clean.. Somewhat, not being able to think of the grossness, because of the instinct of following his COMMANDING ORDERS.. .

It took few minutes before it was completely cleaned...

Master finally pulled out his penis from my mouth... Walked and apply the necessary solutions (vinegar and oilment) on my butt. It stinged really pain when the vinegar was applied!

As usual, master allowed the butt to air and walked away to wash himself.. While I was still in the bended position well secured and bounded waiting for him to release.

Could hear the sound of water in the toilet.. What a privilege that as master's slave I would no longer have assess to- toilet facilities...

Master walked out after about 10 minutes...

Pushed a new tampons into the asshole..Sudden painful jerk again!....  He pulled back up the panties... and real up until the wedgie feeling was felt....

Then he remarked: You still have many more strokes to pay back! Some will be in installment and interest.. some i will convert to more SEVERE PUNISHMENT....

Then he finally released me...

I am definitely not looking forward to what lies ahead...

To be continued...

Part 1-6: Day 1 First service to master....

I pushed myself up slowly with my hands.. Reached under the skirt and pull down the panties.. Removing it, I could see that it was extremely sticky..

Sidenote: during our pre-session discussion, we talked about stuffing soiled panties into my mouth as gag as well as a form of washing the panties with my saliva.. Never tried this before..

Now thoughts of being asked to stuff this sticky thing into my mouth is not that much of the fantasy anymore.. I seems about to happen.. And oddly.. I feel scared putting it into my mouth when holding it on my hand and seeing this gluey thing...

Waiting for that expected instruction,
instead, he said: 'Give this to me... Change into a new panties (handing me a fresh one) and make sure that useless penis remain pulled and tucked!'

Relief that it is not entering my mouth YET... I just put on the new panties obediently, with hands pulling the penis back to make sure I don't commit another mistakes..

Master said: 'I will remove the clips off those slutty nipples, not because I spared you.. but because I want you to focus on your NEW PUNISHMENT!..'

Thought of the relief from clamp really made me immediately pulled up my pinafore and the blouse and the bra up quickly for the master to put back the binder's handle..

Master shouted: Who give you permission to remove your UNIFORM! How many SERIOUS CRIME YOU WANT TO COMMIT BEFORE YOU LEARN!!

I FROZE AGAIN! This time I remained fearfully silent.. knowing I am under the mercy of master..

Master continued: I remove this clips first... you will have it back later.. dun worry....

I stood there allowing him to apply the handle back and unclip it off both nipples.. The moment the clip was removed.. a sudden blood rush feeling to my nipples with another sting of pain hit the nipple, not knowing where it comes from..

Master instructed: 'Put back on the uniform.. You useless slut..'

I did as instructed..

Master walked and sit at the edge of the bed.. pulled down his pants..

(I guessed master want me to do a blowjob on him. We discussed briefly before the session... but this reality and me facing this activity in front of me is FAR from anticipation.. I felt I do not want to blowjob him.... )

But then again.. No way out..

Master just said: 'kneel in front of me..'

Cassandra: 'Yes master..'

And reluctantly walked and kneel in front of him. I could see master pulling down his brief and can see his hairy penis right in front. It smelled terrible.. mixture of musky and pungent smell.. It immediately created a deterrence! (Master have not bathed since morning, maybe probably the night before)

How come the feeling is not as I fantasized before the session, it really feels so opposite!

Suddenly, I could feel his hand force my hand towards his penis..

He instructed: 'LICK'

I did.. it tasted bitter!

He commanded: 'Keep licking until it becomes hard! and no BITING! I WARN YOU!'

I just keep licking.. Closing my eyes doing it.. Now I could feel tears coming..

I heard: 'Behave as if you enjoy it! Lick more intense..!!!'

I quickly wiped the tears off and lick faster.. until finally his penis harden..

Master suddenly push forward... I felt his penis pushed right into my throat!

Master said: 'I am teaching you to service me, you understand?'
(while saying, my head was continuously pulled up and down by his hand)

I couldn't response as I was gagged by his penis..

After few minutes of master's guiding hand.. He let go HIS HAND and instructed me to keep doing it and faster.. I obeyed and continued to push my HEAD to and froth his penis... Faster and faster.. I feel a little from that but dared not stop.. .

Few more minutes have past and suddenly felt master starting to tense, and suddenly felt an explosion of CUM into my mouth! It tasted HORRIBLE!! First time!!

Master remained his penis in my mouth for few more seconds as few more bursts of cum exploded into my mouth.. Its so yucky!

Finally, master pulled out his penis..

and instructed: 'LICK THE TIP CLEAN!'

I meekly obeyed, though in my mind.......... reluctantly.

Master continued: 'make sure you swallow everything I give you..AND SWALLOW AS IF YOU ENJOY IT!! You will have alot of these the next few days.. since you don't seems to appreciate human food.. And this is not a punishment! It is a small service for your master to pleasure him.. Clear?!!!?'

I replied meekly and sadly: 'Yes master..'

Master: 'Seems like you need alot of taming.. Yes master what?'

I replied: 'Yes Master, Cassandra understand..'

Master: 'You are really naughty.. will add on to your punishment points! Thank me for the cum you bitch.. and refer yourself as what I refer you from now on! clear?!!'

Bitch: 'Yes Master, bitch thank master for the cum you gave bitch..'

Master: 'And does my bitch enjoy it.....?? Better say it next time before i ask you!'

Bitch: 'Yes Master, your bitch enjoys it.. (Holding back tears)'

Master: 'Complete THE WHOLE THING!, You useless BITCH!'

Bitch: 'Yes Master, bitch thank master for the cum you gave bitch.. (slight stuttering, close to tear).. your bitch enjoy it....'

Master: 'Good! You seems hard to tame hur... Don't worry... I will make sure you learn... Learn the hard way...'

Could feel mouth nervously contracted when he said this. Deep sense of regret was all over me. It was barely half a day into the session and all the FEELINGS of WANTING OUT is all over my body..

There I am kneeling in-between master's legs, with his penis in front of me... trying hard not to cry... but clearly showing a very sad expression.. Taste of his cum seems to get stuck in my tongue.. Felt so utterly grossed.. Was simply trying hard to swallow as much saliva as possible to 'rinse' off the taste. But somehow, my body don't seems to be producing the saliva, especially at such times where I need it..

I looked up, seeing master still in his euphoric state after his discharge. Somewhat, words just came out of my mouth: 'I am thirsty.'

SLAP!!!

I could feel a hand suddenly hit onto my left cheek, so sudden! Felt my head turned.. Took me awhile to registered that I was slapped!

MASTER: 'WHO GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO SPEAK? WHO GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO LOOK UP? AND WHAT COURAGE YOU HAVE TO USE " I"!'

SLAP!
Head suddenly swings to the other side.. Master just used the other hand to slap! The shock really made me lose control! Tears just flowed...

MASTER: 'CRY! Who give you permission to cry! My slave must appear happy at all times.. You want more punishment is it?'

(Sidenote: during the pre-session discussion, we did talk about in event that I cry, master will not show compassion, and he will not pull back... and instead he will force me to smile and look happy, that was also a way to make my mind be brainwashed to be 'enjoying' such INHUMANE TREATMENT.. Think such suggestion will only feel nice in a fantasy world, and now I regret it)

MASTER: 'SMILE! BE HAPPY! SMILE!'

I counldn't, still trying to stop my tears..

SLAP! SLAP! 2 slaps hit my face!

MASTER: 'Stop crying before more slap comes!'

All my energy to pull back the tears.. so hard to be controlling this emotions...

SLAP! SLAP!!! More slaps!

Mustered all I could to stop... a sudden silence I produce.. I the emotions still within me.. outside sudden silence... Felt as if I am 2 person, 1 on the outside and 1 inside..

Master seems to be making progress in taming me, from a carefree man, to a submissive girl who looses all her rights..

Really felt that I am becoming another person now.. No more MY RIGHTS anymore..

Master continues: 'KNEEL PROPERLY! Your hands!'

I quickly kneeled lower, both hands placed on the lap, heads bowed..

Master: 'Stay!'

I just simply kept still.. Well submitted..

He stood up and walk away.. While I just simply remained in position. Dared not move.. From my side, could hear him entering the toilet.. Knowing full well that he is off sight, I dared not move the slightest bit... Seems like his training really worked!!

Think this was finally a moment I was left alone... "Activities" suddenly silenced down.. Left only me meekly kneeled down in the most girly and submitted manner possible..

Now, without anything happening, I finally could take notice of myself....

I could feel a rough sensation inside my anus.. Oh yes! The tampon was still inside! Felt as if a rough sandpaper was rubbing from inside.. It really felt like a foreign object un-welcomed in the body..

Tried constricting the muscles in the anus, hoping to alleviate the discomfort, but the sensation of pain increased.. maybe because it cause a rubbing of tampons within the wall of the intestines.

I dared not move much in case I get punished again.. Nothing seems to be easing the discomfort I was experiencing.. Remained as still as possible though.. And forcing myself to stay still..

To be continued:
Next Part... Drinking it up!
Preview:
I knew instantly it was urine... Yes that we agreed that I will drink master's urine during the session as long as it was not to yellow.. But this liquid just looked naturally deterrence to me..

Part 1-5: Day 1 Accidental ejaculation..... A very SERIOUS CRIME of a slave....

Accidental ejaculation..... A very SERIOUS CRIME of a slave....

He tugged the chain and I was dragged to follow. Could see bits of food on the floor.

Master ordered: Lay flat on the floor on the front and lick up all the spilled food, you will wiggle around to make sure all spills are licked up! Then go finish the rest and eat like a dog.. If you drop food on the floor, I will make sure you get more from me!

Oh no! nipple is still clamped, and when I lay flat, the nipple clamp WILL literally rubbed on the nipple more and cause more pain. Worst, when wiggle, I know the pain will even much more! 

So I shiveringly replied: "Yes master.."

Reluctantly and slowly bend down... slowly, and with some hope that master will retract his last instructions... Slowly bending... bended... Then slowlyyyyyy bend body forward.... (Seems master not showing signs of retracting)... I still bend slowlyyyy, more so scared of the potential pain when my nipple touches the floor...

When my body was so close to the floor.. somewhat, an instinct stopped me from going down further.. Suddenly, I felt a push at the back! Master pushed me down! 

OUCHHHHHHHH!... The pain on both my nipples were extremely sharp!! OUCHHHHHHH!!!.. I SCREAM!!! 

Master instructed sternly: "Stop screaming! You want more issit? "

I immediately FORCED myself quiet.. I don't want more! 

He bounded both by hand to my back. 

Master remarked: "Now lick!"

I sticked up my tongue.. approached the first bit of food on the floor.. Yucks... yuck... licking the floor feels so dirty, once a awhile felt as if I just licked up some dust.. Felt extremely grossed...

Master continues: If you finish licking your food fast and I may consider removing the bind. 

A ray of hope was felt... to be free from the painful bind!!.. I started to wiggle quickly to the next bit and lick... Pain! Pain!!.. But this time don't seems to matter anymore! There is a hope to fulfill!!

Somewhat, all this wiggling and struggling on the floor, coupled with the excruciating pain on the nipple..And the tampons rubbing in my anus..  Halfway through wiggling, I suddenly feels my penis getting hard.. Within split seconds, it started to ejaculate..

I suddenly froze... Everything around me feels like a standstill, as my penis keeps shooting out... Momentary, felt like I was transferred to paradise during the ejaculation- a sudden ZEN feeling...  But all these lasted barely few seconds... Reality have to come back....

My very reaction to the sudden uncalled-for ejaculation was definitely identified by master.. What else can it be when I appeared to suddenly stop and be so blissfully silent... He knew what happened!

Oh no! I think I am domed for sure!!

I remained where I was, fearfully silent, awaiting my fate.. Master was eerily silent as well..

After what seemed like eternity.. Master finally spoke:
" Fineee... Give you food to eat, and you choose to ejaculate.. EJACULATE as my slave GIRL is a very very serious CRIME!
Firstly......  Girl cannot have a penis..  and you show me you ejaculate with a penis..
Secondly....Sexual pleasures is FORBIDDEN FOR A SLAVE!
Thirdly........You soiled confirm has SOILED THE PANTIES. Meaning you soiled your attire! Wait! Not yours, cause you cannot own anything....  So another crime..
Forth............ You DIRTIED MASTER'S PROPERTY!!! TIMES 2 for this! one is you dirtied yourself, and the attire!!
ALL 4 ARE SERIOUS SERIOUS CRIME.. You know that slut?!!!?!!"

Holding back all my emotions, I reluctantly replied: "Yes Master..'

Master: 'YES MASTER WHAT!!'

I: 'Yes Master, Cassandra know that..'

Master: 'What Cassandra! SLUT!'

I: 'Yes Master, slut understand..'

Master: 'Thats better! Now, no more proper food for you from now on.. You will clean up the mess later.. And throw away the rest of the food.. you seems to like sperm right??? I give it to you then.. Stand up! change your panties! TAKE OFF THE PANTIES NOW!' (He then came to release by hands at the back).'

To be continued.....
Next: First service to master....

Part 1-4: Day 1 First major punishment

First major punishment

"Look what have you done.. didnt I told you that you will receive something BIG for this!! Fine you little naughty sissy girl! Brush the food away from your uniform! AND BE PUNISHED!!"

Chill flowed down me.. Never felt so bad before.. Never have I been shouted at so much ever before.. On hand, I wanted to talked back or retaliate back.. To fight back my rights. But my conscious mind reminded me that this was WHAT I AGREED TO BE IN.. So I decided to bite the bullet and and obeyed the master and be punish..

Quickly, I brushed the pinafore until all the food bits dropped on the floor..

He brought the chain with the PVC hose, collared me up.. AND TUG THE COLLAR

I followed the tug .. He secured the tail end to some overhanging support, just nice such that i can only stand still and cannot bend lower, if not, the chain may choke me my neck..
WITH THAT, I was forced to stand up straight (remembering that now I am wearing heels, feels little unbalanced).
Again, he bound both the 'bracklet' together and secure my hand up the chain so my hands again is SECURED UP.

Because i am in upright positions, the master can easily pull up the pinafore and the blouse, and pull up till it covers over my face., then the bra is pulled up.. there, the master fondle with the nipples..

(Oh no! I could guess what he is about to do, binder clip clamp, i have tried on myself before and I almost teared, removed it in less than a minute, but this time, I cannot choose the timing.. HE FONDLED ON THE NIPPLE TO ERECT THEM SO THAT IT IS EASILY CLAMPED) 

True enough, when both nipples were erected, he took the binder clip to clamp onto my nipple! A SHARP SHOCKING pain immediately! WANTED TO SCREAM, BUT SOMEHOW COULDN'T. Couldn't struggle much too because of the position i was in- Hand bounded up and standing upright on heals and held on on chains by the neck! 

Master promptly removed the both the handles of the binder clip so there is no way to take out the binder clip unless he placed back the handle..

Then, he put the the bra back in position and the uniforms pulled back in place.. the pain keeps increasing that I struggled and squeezed my legs tight! AND HE JUST STOOD THERE WATCHING ME ENDURE THE PAIN FROM THE CLAMP...

I COULD ONLY BITE HARD TO ENDURE THE PAIN... FOR 1 MIN...... 2 MIN.... MASTER JUST WATCHED AND MONITOR ME....

After what seems like 10 min, I struggled to speak: "Master, can please remove the clamp? "

Master replied: "MORE MAJOR MISTAKE! You have no rights to speak without permission! NO RIGHTS to ask such question! AND BARELY 5 MINS HAS PASSED!

(seems like when in pain time perception is really wrong) 

This time master did not mention more punishment. Maybe because he was having pleasure seeing my current painful stand and how i struggle.. So he just looked at me with such smile- as if he is watching a movie.. 

After what seems like eternity, he finally walked towards me, unsecure the chain from the overhanging support and said
"you slave, for all your insolence, you will perpetually be collared, and never be uncollared.. all times I will lock the end of the collar to some object to make sure your movement, if you are even allowed to move freely, is within certain radius.. clear???!!!?" 

I croak: "Yes Master. (slight lips shivering) Cassandra is clear. "

Master: "Good, go finish your food, this time on the floor, come!"

He tugged the chain and I was dragged to follow. Could see bits of food on the floor.

Master ordered: "Lay flat on the floor on the front and lick up all the spilled food, you will wiggle around to make sure all spills are licked up! Then go finish the rest and eat like a dog.. If you drop food on the floor, I will make sure you get more from me!"

THE CLAMP IS STILL NOT REMOVED and THE SHARP PAIN IS STILL THERE!!!

To be continued......
Next: Accidental ejaculation..... A very SERIOUS CRIME of a slave....
Preview:
...... Somewhat, all this wiggling and struggling on the floor, coupled with the excruciating pain on the nipple..And the tampons rubbing in my anus..  Halfway through wiggling, I suddenly feels my penis getting hard.. Within split seconds, it started to ejaculate....... 

Part 1-2: Day 1 The initiation

So it begins....

From now on- he is my master..

First he ordered me to surrender all my personal belonging to him. I slowly took out my wallet, unbuckle my watch, took out my hp and emptied all the contents in my pockets and pass it to him. As I am still 'untrained', I just simply and casually passed all this items to him one by one.

I noticed that master is displeased on his facial expression. He remarked: 'Thats not the way for a girl to present things to her master; never mind, you will later be punished for his once your tranfromation is completed. And I will trained you to be a well-behaved submissive gal.. '

I kept quiet, felt scared and feeling blood flushed away from my face.. I did not know how to answer him.

Actually, in fact, he did not give time for me to answer. He started on his next order: Strip down everything and surrender everything you wear folded nicely and place it on the bed.

I did what he told. Took off my t-shirt and shorts, pull down my briefs.. The moment I pull down my brief, I feel so embarrassed, never felt so naked before like nothing on me.. Its so uncomfortable...

I quickly folded my clothes and place it on the bed.

Master remarked again: Now, stand straight, close your eyes and let me inspect you..

I remembered during our discussion that this inspection is on hair.. So having this expectation and knowing what he is doing, I just obeyed..

But what is unexpected is: I hear the sound of duct tape pulling. Sudden shock to me! We did not plan that!... (Yes yes.. the agreement is that he has all rights to deviate the plan because he is the master, but not so fast right). I dare not open my eyes though..

Next, I felt the duct tape sticking to my mouth.. Didn't know duct tape is so sticky. He pressed the duct tape over my mouth, felt suddenly I FELT GAGGED... AND MOUTH SEALED

Then, I could feel some cloth wrapping over my eyes. Oh that I know.. blindfolding..

Next, on each wrist, he cable-tied 3 cable tie like a bracelet. This is what we termed as "bracelet" which will be used to secure me to any objects or even be bounded together.. That way, this 'bracelet is reusable..

After all these were placed on me, I was ordered to place both hands together in front of me. I did as instructed.. I could feel his hand used 2 cable ties tying the 2 wrist bracelet together.

Next, I could hear the sound of chain. That sounds scary especially in blindfolding..

Suddenly, I feel something over my neck.. it don't feel like chain.. What he did was that master has already measured my neck circumference and cut a portion of the PVC rubber hose to that length, then he slipped that chain in through the PVC hose and collared me with it.. This way, the collar will feel stiffer and the PVC hose, being plastic will make me feel more uncomfortable. The chain will keep the neck securely bounded and means no escape once I am chained.

After the PVC hose chain is circled round my neck, I could hear the sound of the lock clipped. I am not officially necked chained. with a tail of chain hanging down. feels the coldness of the chain on my naked body...

that way, there will be no escape..

Next, I could feel master tugging on the neck chain. I COULD FEEL THE JERK on the neck. like signalling me to move.. I instinctively followed where the chain pull. Can't believe how a chain can control me.. I have no idea where I am going, but i could feel master securing the tail end of the chain on something above... (GUESSED HE IS SECURING ME TO SOME HIGH HOOKS SO THAT I CANNOT ADOPT ANY OTHER POSITION OTHER THAN STANDING, bending a little will not be possible as the chain, being secured to top, will not allow)

Next, my hands, already bounded together, he lifted up and cabled tie to the chain right above me.. now I know I cannot bend down or squat down, if not the chain will choke my neck.. In that position, my armpit were exposed as well...

I knew what he was about to do, shave me.. till clean.. First, he used scissors to cut short my armpit and pubic hair.. Then he shaved the armpit, followed by the pubic and my leg hairs as well.. (I shaved my facial hair in the morning before coming to the session, so he need not process me there).. He inspected me all over, found few lose hairs like one near my nipple, which he just simply shaved off as well..

Thereafter, he remarked: Girl, you are shaved, I will give you your last shower.... Enjoy it while you can... (Oh yes, we agreed that shower meant for luxury and a slave is not entitled to use the toilet or shower) He just simply sprayed water over me, mainly to wash away the hairs instead of making me clean..

Now, i figured out where I am, in the toilet!

While splashing water on me with the shower hose, he remarked: "this is also to wash any manhood off you.."

After the wash, could feel he used the towel to wipe my body all over.. to dry me up.. I know that all these act of service by him, I have to later eventually pay him back at least 10-fold.. So deep in my mind, I felt how is this going to be effect on me.. Worried I felt......

After drying, I felt him applying some sweet scented moisturizer all over my body so I may smell girly,... Think he bought it in the supermarket we went.. I FEELS STICKY THOUGH.. FIRST discomfort...

After this cleansing phrase, he removed my blindfold, then released the chain from the HOOK and instruct me to follow him.. I obediently followed him out of the toilet.. There, I could see the whole set of uniform laid on the table with his chosen choice of panty and bra.. The pair of heels...

He temporary removed my chain, cut the bound between the "bracelet".. Now i can move freely again.

HE instruct me to put on the uniform.. I obediently obeyed.

Wearing the uniform...
First, I took the panties and while halfway up my legs, master stopped me. He instructed me to open my legs slightly, standing by the side, push both my testes into the inguinal canal, and pull my penis through my legs to as far back as I could imagine! Oouch!! I could feel the stretch. It felt painful, but i dared not scream.. He managed to stretch to the extend my penis almost touches my anus.. he locked squeezed in in between my butt and instructed me to: close up my legs and pull up the panties.. then after pulling up, did he let go of his hands..

Then he REMARKED: THIS IS THE POSITION OF THIS BODY PART AT ALL TIME! if the position goes off, YOU WILL BE SERVERELY DEALT WITH!

I could only sallow some saliva in.

Sidenote: I had tried the tug and pulling before on my own before.. and with the panties to secure the penis in place. It did not feel as painful as someone does it for me.. The only pain I felt before is eventually some sore pain if it leave it pulled and tucked overnight.. surprisingly, the panties could keep it in position the whole night.. and with mirror, there was no signs of my penis though although there is a sore pain.. Maybe only after awhile, need to re-tuck and pull... which I will find out during this session.. by how many times I will be SEVERELY PUNISHED for having a budge at the front, or the penis is exposed, which a girl should not have in the first place..

Back to dressing up, Next I put the bra on, then the blouse, slowly buttoning it...Lastly the pinafore, I slipped it over my head, when it was in place, I zipped the side up.. immediately I could feel the heat!. Stuffy....

Next I put on the heels, suddenly feel super elevated. but sort of unbalanced and UNCOMFORTABLE.
(We both agreed that this will be the formal version of the uniform, like in formal schools event where heels are worn instead of school shoes)

Then the master passed me a hair band which I instinctively put it on..

Now, I have transformed into a school girl,... But wait, there is a second part, TO BE MASTER's SLAVE...

Immediately, once I am in uniform, new instructions were given: kneel down and bow head slightly, and never to look up..

I obeyed. NEXT HE GIVES A STINGS OF INITIATION INSTRUCTIONS ON BEHAVIOUR

First, he gave me new girly name. He named me Cassandra.. He also gave me a chinese name: Xiao Hui.. As I am now his slave, I have to follow his surname, Lim. So my full name will be: Cassandra Lim Xiao Hui. He instructed that whenever he calls me by my name, I have to respond in a certain way and if have to curtsy..

I was also told not to speak unless given instruction, and even when instruction is given, I can only speak in a gentle and girly manner. And I can never use 1st person pronun.. I can only say: your girl, your slave or the name given to me (and if i have accumulated punishment points, I cannot even use name.)

He said I may eventually have to refer myself as "this slut" or "this sissy"..

My only allowable sitting position is kneeling, and he pointed to be a kneeling spot, that whenever I am not doing anything, I have to be kneeling there. I was also instructed how I should kneel, of cause the girly way will hand neatly placed on the lap..

He also briefed of the punishment points system which he will mentally keep track which I will earn throughout the session. Master will have the final decisions on how many points I have.

The briefing only covers the essentials and he mentioned that I will learn more of his expectations allow the way through punishments. Although I breifed that I may not be immediately punished but may be accumulated in the punishment point.

IN SHORT, I will no longer have rights and never right, I will be regarded as the most lowly being and have to serve and please my master... and behave in the most girly and slave-like manner.

After he briefed me.. I was told to go to the kneeling corner and have my last proper meal, which he packet from me. Instinctively, I just stood up and walked toward the packet food..

There, I was immediately stopped! Master shouted: STOP!!!!!

He shouted: you misBEhaved girl, why didnt you say"yes master" before standing up.. you have also got to say: Thank you Master for allowing Cassandra to eat" and when you stand up, you did not curtsy! Next you walk like a man, with head up, you are not supposed to lift up your head. And you are not supposed to turn your back to me! In such short time, you commited 7 mistakes, MOST OF IT ARE BIG MISTAKES!

I stood facing him frozen, not knowing what to response.. Think I am in deep trouble! I just stood there staring down..

He continued: You will surely be punished for this little girl...... SEVERELY PUNISHED! Is that cleared!

I replied: Yes Master, I am sorry

Oh not!

He raised his voice again: Another mistake, NOTED..

Seems like I have to pay alot of punishment to learn.. I am starting to regret to have this session..

I chokingly replied: Cassasandra is sorry, Master, I will not do it again..

Oh no! another blunder!

This time, Master is not happy any more..

He stood up and ordered: walk to that chair, bend over on the chair!

I turned to walk.. Oh no! another mistake! I did not acknowledge! I did not curtsy after that! I turned my back again!

GUESSED SUCH PROTOCOL IS NOT A 2ND NATURE TO ME..

Master remarked instantly, this time in a singing manner: More mistakes.. Noted..

When I bend over the chair, my mind thought, going to be caned so soon.. feel little scared..

Master pulled up my skirt at the back, pull down my panties.. (Oh no, must remember, not my panties, because I cannot own anything) Should learn to say, pull down the panties, suddenly, felt a sudden JAB into my anus.. He just jabbed a tampons into my anus! Ouch! the suddenness of it really is painful.

Then he pulled back up the panties and said: now, go eat, remember to thank me for the small small punishment..Your main punishment will come later!  you will have this tampon remain in you throughout, if you remove it yourself, more severe punishment will come! Only time it can come out is when I give permission. IS THAT CLEAR!!????!!!

I slowly and carefully replied (words now seems hard to speak, maybe because of the fear struck on me now): Yes Master......... Cassandra is clear.... Cassandra thank master for the punishment.... Permission for Cassandra to go eat?"

Master: Thats better, but can be improved, talk in higher pitch next time! Now go!

Cassandra: Yes Master (This time I remembered to curtsy and walk few steps back before gently taking the packet from the table to the kneeling corner)

To be continued......

Next: Last proper meal..
Preview

Usually, my normal routine, I would eat fast and scope food and briefly bite and swallow, so I just merely brought this habit into this session, not know I have to pay a high price just with regard to food alone....

Part 1-1: 4 days 3 nights of being a forced school girl in uniform

Part 1-1

Day 1: Pre-session

Woke up by 8am this morning. Today is going to be the 1st day of our long awaited session that my potential master and I has planned for months. Finally, I am going to live up my fantasy of being a slave school girl in full school uniform to be trained and serve my beloved master.

The master managed to book a chalet for our 4 days 3 nights session, where I will be forced-transform into a lowly sissy school girl and remain as it until the end of the session.

We agreed there will be no safe words involved. It will be as realistic as it gets. Only way out is when the time reaches the end of session.

Once the session starts, I can only be out when the session reaches the end. Crying, regret, or even pity from master will not be any EXCUSES to end the session. It is a one-way ticket- and I was the advocate of that during our month long discussion.

Our meeting is at 10am near one of the heartlands central in Singapore. After linking up, we will both go around to places to purchase the items required for the session before booking into the chalet. That includes sets of school uniforms from uniform shop, girly underwears and all the items required for the session.

We have to get everything from scratch because I purged all the school uniforms I collected many years ago in fear that some of my family members would find out about my hidden fantasy.

Now, I have reached the meet-up point, half hour early because I am not prepare to risk punishment. My heart has been skipping beats, maybe because of the partial anxious of the potential physical, emotional and mental pain I have to endure, or the excitement of finally being able to experience the fantasy. Many thoughts keep going through my mind, like how am I going to feel being caned, or always having to kneel down as sitting positions etc. Although my potential master and I spent countless late nights the past few months discussing on what will happen during the session, they are only just imaginations. Today will be the REAL THING!

We all know REAL thing will usually deviate from the FANTASY.... Thoughts like what if it is not as 'enjoyable' as what I have fantasy about? How? Thoughts of running away from the sessions started creeping in..

But no! This fantasy has been dwelling on my mind for a long time..... Not just weeks or months.. But years!!! I started developing this fantasy ever the age of 12.. I am already in my early 30s! There were times when I flushed it away.. But it always REVISITED me and got me up late at nights fantasizing about it! Ran away from it long enough! I do not want to regret in my old age that I have gone through this experience. WE ONLY LIVE LIFE ONCE!!!

My potential master arrived on time. He saw me sitting at Macs and approached me. We greeted each other and talked briefly before setting off to buy the stuffs.

Note our cordial meetup instead of and D/S greetings. We both agreed that the roles will kink in at the point of the INITIATION PROCESS. Before the session, I am still a normal human being and he will be my friend.

First stop, we drop by the uniform shop. Measurement for my size was done prior to today. So we know the size of the uniforms to purchase. And we have agreed on the type of school uniforms I will be wearing for the session.

We will be having 2 sets of different uniforms:

Set 1 - School uniform consist of white blouse and pinafore with zipper at the side
This uniform looks STUFFY to be worn the whole day. I once owned one of it and I sort of agreed, especially once I zipped up the pinafore, it will tighten the whole uniform. It will definitely feel stuffy and start sweating. Needless to say, This set of uniforms will be worn for most parts of the session.. That includes to sleep in -if I am even given a proper sleep in the first place.

We got 2 pairs of school socks there as well

We have to go a different uniform shop to purchase the other set of uniform:
We had few choices, we may even purchase both so got more choice for my potential master:

Set 2- preferably a 1 piece dress uniform that can be worn over the Set 1 or be easily changed into. This is what we nicknamed as 'service (additional) uniform'. The name itself explains alot.
During the session, I am expected to soil the set 1 uniforms until become very sweaty and smelly, which is definitely not acceptable and will render SERIOUS punishment for soiling the uniform, but we do not want to ignore the possibility. So as the name suggest, when I comes a time when I gets too smelly or dirty for my master and when I need to perform services (eg. being a chair for master, service him in close proximity etc) I can be ordered to either change to 'service uniform' or wear it over the set 1 to cover the dirt and smell so that I will not offend or discomfort my master.

Afterall, I do not deserve any comfort in the session, likewise, the master deserves full comfort!

Panties and bra buying-
Enroute to the second shop, we dropped by the heartland corridor stalls which sells cheap underwear, like 3 for $10 kind. Potential master and I each picked 3 piece of panties each. We both decided that that I will be wearing the bikini types of panty, material not important. What more can we expect from such stalls. Anyway. I choose mostly the mild coloured panties and my potential choose the more colourful types.

The stall also sells bra. We both agreed that we will choose the simple looking bra because thats what school girls would have worn to school. Since the cheap price, we got 2 sets of T-shirt bra and 2 sets of sports bra.

In total, we bought 6 panties and 4 bras.

After paying, while walking away, my potential master cheekily whispered to my ear: 'you will not have a chance to wear all theses' and smiled.

He is true. Because most probably I will be permanently wearing one set of bra the whole session, not allowed to remove it. And 1 panties the whole time until it gets extremely soiled, then the master will stuff that panty into my mouth as gag and make me wear a fresh pair. I may be forced to wear back the dirty panty after the gagging.

His comment, though true, set shivers down me. Its the first sign of his domination over me for the day.

Thereafter, we go various other shops around singapore to buy different items.
Got a pair of school shoes
pair of plain black 4 inches stiletto court shoes.

Oh yes! did I mention, the attire for the whole session is full school uniforms including footwear and hair accessories..
So means at all time, I will either be in school shoes or high heels..

Generally as s guide: sleeping time and admin time will be school shoes, and day time or 'party' evening in heels.

So further list of items includes:
many bags of cable tie of different sizes
cane
Cling wraps from plastic shops
2 small pail (one for me to shit and pee, one for washing thing in if there is need)
3 m long chains
small pad locks
rubber hose
Tampons
and many more items to be used for the session... We managed to rushed all these'errands' by 2pm, potential master drives, makes it easier... We agreed that any other items we missed out, he will go out again during the session to purchase.

We went to a nearby eatery for lunch. We agreed that I will not have lunch, but instead packet the food for me to consume during the session as my 'last proper meal'.. He ordered his food and ate while I sat opposite him watching. He ate quite fast though. Then he went to the economic rice stall to packet rice with few dishes for me... His choice not mine...

We then proceed to check in to the chalet..

The chalet is quite a spacious landed dwelling with floor tiles and ample space to have our session. It is also 2 storey with only a room at the top which gives the master much space to exploit on his creativity on his subject.

After checking in, we both unloaded all our items we bought into the chalet. After the last items were laid on the floor. My soon to be master just asked: Ready?

I sighed and replied: Yes..

It begins...... The initiation process