Day 4 Night
Before stepping toward the pail, Master said: “Put the face mask back on,” he said.
I slipped it back—elastic snapped tight, fog rising fast.
The mask smelled terrible: all-day breath, couch-like sweat, plus the underwear
gag’s musk, salt, faint urine—thick, sour, trapped inside now. Every inhale
pulled it deeper.
And I was already wearing double layer of white cotton panty
underneath—one day old, previously second and third layer, now the base. Tight,
crotch slightly warm and damp from body heat, still perfumed, soft but
clinging.
The neckchain brushed my back — thin, PVC-sleeved,
padlocked, one meter dangling loose — giving a soft, steady pressure as I
stepped toward the pail. The padlock clicked faintly, like a heartbeat I didn’t
want. Kitchen light buzzed. My hands—still trapped in cotton maid’s gloves
under rubber—shook as I knelt beside it.
And I was already wearing double layer of white cotton panty
underneath—tight, crotch heavy, perfumed but sour. The neckchain brushed my
back — thin, PVC-sleeved, padlocked, one meter dangling loose — giving a soft,
steady pressure as I stepped toward the pail. The padlock clicked faintly, like
a heartbeat I didn’t want. Kitchen light buzzed. My hands—still trapped in
cotton maid’s gloves under rubber—shook as I knelt beside it. …
The padlock clicked faintly, like a heartbeat I didn’t want.
Kitchen light buzzed. My hands—still trapped in cotton maid’s gloves under
rubber—shook as I knelt beside it. The uniform lay crumpled on the floor:
blouse, pinafore — still crisp, barely a day old—already marked by a stupid,
careless stain. The whole thing carried that faint feminine perfume — the
master’s pick, not mine — still sweet, still floral, like nothing had happened.
I should’ve been home by now. Couch, tea, Netflix. Not here.
Not this. Why did was I even convinced to extend to 2 months? I was supposed to
be only 4 days! And now is day 4!
I turned the tap. Cold water hit the fabric, and the smell
rose—sour, thick, like shame made solid. The master’s voice still echoed: “You
let it show.” Like I’d betrayed him by sweating, by existing, that’s unreasonable,
and now I have to leave with it for the next 2 months! The pinafore was still
crisp, the whole uniform carrying that faint feminine perfume — the master’s
pick, not mine — still sweet, still floral, like nothing had happened. And yet
here I was, scrubbing. Because I had accidentally wiped the uniform, accidentally
stained it a little. I didn’t expect him to be so particular about that.
The apron clung to my stomach, headdress itching my scalp.
The raincoat—like a second skin—made every breath feel borrowed. I dropped to
my knees on the tile — hard, cold — the neckchain swaying at my back, one meter
loose, padlock brushing my spine with every lean. I filled the pail. Water
slapped against plastic, sharp and hollow, echoing off the walls like it was
mocking me.
I started with the blouse. Cotton maid’s gloves underneath,
rubber ones over — double-layered, slippery from soap, fingers numb — I fumbled
the collar, tried to wring it, but the raincoat bunched at my elbows, pinching
skin, slowing every twist. Detergent foam bubbled up, white and useless. I
scrubbed. Piece by piece. First the blouse from one set — heavy, stubborn,
water splashing onto my lap, soaking through. Then the blouse from the other
set. Then the pinafore from the first, then the second.
Kneeling hurt. Raincoat creaked with every shift. My knees
burned after minutes, so I lifted them a little — thighs angling back, heels
creeping closer — straightening just enough to ease the fire. Still on the
tile, still “kneeling,” but really just a practical cheat- guessed this is
allowable, master did not seems to react when I was doing it. I wanted to stand
— just once — stretch my back, shake the water off. But no. Kneeling’s the
rule. The chain’s slack let me move, but only so far — a reminder: you’re not
free. Not even to wash.
By the last pinafore, my arms were jelly. Foam dripped down
my wrists. I squeezed, rinsed, squeezed again — and finally, it was clean.
Done. That tiny rush: “It’s over.” But the raincoat still trapped the stink —
he couldn’t smell it, but I could. Every inhale pulled it back in. Then he
handed me the hair dryer. “Finish it,” he said. He wanted me to complete the
whole process without waiting aimlessly for them to dry normally. Like it was
normal. Like drying my own prison was just another chore.
I plugged it in. Hot air blasted, loud and mean. Sweat
beaded on my forehead, dripped into my eyes. The pinafore steamed under my
hands, fabric stiffening as it dried slowly. My fingers burned. My back
screamed. And still, I stood there—neckchain swaying at my back, padlock
clinking—thinking of my mother’s kitchen, how she’d laugh if she saw me now. It
is the first time I ever encountered someone needing to laboriously dry any clothing with a hair dryer! And that
person was me! That feels stupid! It feels stupid to be standing there on heels
with all this equially stupid accessories and spend a long time trying to dry
the uniform! 4 pieces- 2 blouse and 2 pinafore!
I could’ve been free. I should’ve been free.
The dryer droned on. The uniform smelled faintly of soap
now, but the weight was still there. Not the cloth—the shame. The realization.
This wasn’t about cleaning. It was about keeping me here- for the next 2
months! The thought bring about more regret.
It took forever. The hot air kept blasting, minutes
stretching into what felt like eternity—every second a reminder that time
wasn't mine anymore. My arms ached, heels dug deeper into the tile, sweat
trickled down my spine under the raincoat. I kept going because stopping meant
I risked more violation. I had already clocked up astronomical points, and only
in these short 2 days. Apparently he seems to have reset the points after the
2-month contract extension. Yes, maybe so—it feels like it. I remembered before
that it was about 30 over thousand already, and now it's still hovering around
there. He did not mention it, but likely so. Maybe. But of course, I am smart
enough not to ask. Who wants more punishment? And even now, how am I going to
pay back so many points? The thought of the value of punishment associated with
them is really bone-deep dread—a cold, twisting knot in the stomach, the kind
that makes every breath feel borrowed and every future hour heavier than the
last.
Finally—after what must've been twenty, thirty minutes—the
fabric stopped steaming. Stiff. Dry. Done.
He glanced at my hands. "Remove the rubber
gloves," he said, voice sharp.
He looked at the cotton maid's gloves underneath—now soaked
through, dark with sweat. "Disgusting," he snapped. "That's
another 5,000 points."
Of course I'd sweated—the double layer, the rubber gloves
trapping everything. It was logical. Why was he angry? Why was he angry?
Unreasonable.
He handed me a fresh pair—cotton maid's, dry, soft.
"Put these on. Hang the wet ones to dry. Next time, this is part of your
washing regime."
I hesitated. But I forced myself to reply: “Yes, Master,” I
said——soft, flat, muffled through the mask, words slurred, breath fogging the
fabric, sound trapped and thick like underwater. Not because I wanted to. Just
because I didn't want more problems. More points. More debt.
And I forced myself—gently, submissively— to peel them off. No jerking. No sigh. Just
slow, careful, like I was handling glass. I laid them on the stool as he
pointed. And also not because I wanted to. Just because I didn't want more
problems. More points. More debt.
Then ironing. He handed me the iron—old, heavy, cord
dangling like another chain. I set it up on the table, heat humming. First
blouse: I pressed, but the pleat crumpled. Again. Again. I fumbled. Flashback:
in my old life, I'd barely iron. Once a month, maybe. And even then, I'd call
the helper. "Make sure the lines are sharp," I'd say. "No
wrinkles." She'd do it perfect—crisp collar, straight seams—while I
scrolled my phone. Now? Now I'm the one standing here, heels aching, trying to
get the pinafore's knife-edge pleats right. Three tries. Four. The fabric
fought me, starch making it stubborn. But finally—on the fifth pass—the line
held. Sharp. Perfect.
Then he stepped closer. "Hang it," he said.
"Not folded. Not left on the table. On the rack—shoulders straight, pleats
flat, two inches between each. This is part of the procedure now. Next time,
you do it without me telling you."
"Yes, Master," I said—soft, flat, like before, muffled,
breath fogging the mask. Not because I wanted to learn. Not because I was
eager. Just because refusing meant points. More debt. More nights locked away.
I took the first blouse—still warm from the iron—fingers
trembling under the new gloves. The hanger felt foreign, metal cold against my
palm.
He stepped in. "Blouse inside first—shoulders aligned.
Then pinafore over it, bib front-facing, pleats smoothed flat. No overlap on
shoulders. Hang it as if the hanger is wearing the uniform. One hanger per set.
Two inches between each. This is the procedure now. Next time, you do it
without me telling you."
I tried. The blouse shoulder slipped, fabric bunching.
Again. I smoothed it, then started buttoning—all the way up, top to bottom.
Gloves thick, fingers numb, buttons tiny and slippery—one popped out, I fumbled
to catch it, heart jumping. Why make me do this with gloves on? Why make it
impossible? I kept going, slow, careful, like I was folding paper for a test.
Finally done. Then I slipped the pinafore over, bib straight, straps draped
symmetrically, pleats aligned. I reached for the left-side zipper—stiff, gloves
catching—and pulled it up to just below the shoulder, locking everything in
place. Like it was wearing itself. Stupid.
Same fumble on the second set. Same correction in my head:
"Button all up. Shoulders aligned. Bib front. Pleats flat. Zip up. Two
inches."
Then the pinafores—bibs stiff with starch, skirts fighting
to crease. I hung them one by one over their blouses, spacing them, checking
the gaps like my life depended on it. Because maybe it did.
They looked... perfect. Too perfect. Like they belonged to
someone else. Like they were waiting for tomorrow—another day, another stain,
another scrub. The neckchain clinked as I stepped back, a constant reminder for
my current state now, more regret. The rack swayed slightly.
Then he handed me the bottle. "Spray it," he said.
"Heavy. Floral. Feminine. Every inch—blouse, pinafore, even the hem. Next
time, you do this too."
I took it. The nozzle was cold. I pressed—once, twice, three
times. The mist hit the fabric, rose and jasmine and vanilla, sweet and thick,
like candy mixed with flowers. It clung to the starch, soaked in, turning the
air around me sticky. And as I did it, the thought hit: I'm a man. This isn't
me. Wearing this soaked in the perfume—I'll smell like a doll. Like a girl.
Degraded. Every breath will remind me: you're not who you were. You're whatever
he wants. The scent filled my nose, sweet and wrong, and I felt it
settle—another layer, another erasure. Not just cloth. Me.
I set the bottle down. The uniform hung there, glistening,
reeking of roses and shame. The neckchain gave its soft pressure. He smiled.
“Wash is done.“
"Remove the two clean panties," he said, flat.
"You'll wash them another day."
I slipped them down—white cotton, double layer, tight, crotch heavy, perfumed. I pressed my thighs together hard—legs squeezed shut, knees locked inward, every muscle in my groin straining. No bulge. No dislodgement. Sweat-slick skin slid, but I held it—thighs trembled, conscious effort like clenching a fist. Master watching. Points if it springs out. No slip. No mistake. No exposure.
After removal, disappointed, i folded them aside on the stool.
Fresh, untouched. Not for me.
"Now wear back the one from the stool."
I picked it up—semi-dry by now, crusty, stiff. Four days'
worth: salty sweat, musk, faint urine, my spit hardened into rough paste. Edges
curled, crotch darkened, texture gritty like old bread. Why back on? Why not
fresh? Why me?
I stepped into it—slow, reluctant. Fabric clung cold to
skin, pulled tight over hips, the crust scraping lightly. Immediate chill, then
warmth from my body—old smell rose up, thick, sour-sweet, coating my nose.
Stomach twisted. Not clean. Never clean. Just... back.
Master's voice calm. “Take the pin. Pin the blouse to the underwear. Tight.”
I reached for the pin on the stool—cold metal, engraving rough under fingers. Pushed it through the bottom hem of the inner blouse and the waistband of the old panty—clip snapped shut, sharp tug at hips like a leash. Fabric fused, no slack. The blouse now pulled down tight, compressing everything inside—uniform felt tighter, layers pressed flat against raw skin, bloat squeezed harder, no room to breathe. No loose. No gap. Just sealed. Just owned.
Why must I pin it back? Why must it become compulsory? One day ago he said it was to stop riding up—keep everything in place during chores. But now? Now it's not about riding. It's about making the uniform tighter inside, no movement, no relief. The blouse hem locked to panty waistband—every shift pulls, every breath digs. Why always more? Why turn a simple fix into a lock? Debt climbs. No choice. Just thing.
“Time for the real Human washing machine! Let your sweat wash this stinky uniform below the raincoat. Time for mummification! ”
I glurped. First full night in mummification?...... That sounds devastating