Month 1, Day 3
I still can't believe how fast it happened.
We had agreed on a 4-day session before anything began — both of us signed, both of us knew the rules. I thought 4 days would be manageable. I thought I was strong enough. I thought I could walk away at the end back to my vanilla life. And leave all these bad experiences behind. I was wrong.
Day 3 – The Three Extensions (Morning to Afternoon) Morning. Merely one day before the agreed session ends. Master announced: 100 strokes of cane. I knew instantly — I could not endure that. Not after three days of little sleep, little food, constant restriction. My body was trembling. My mind was fracturing. This is not the first time he canes and my butt has barely recovered from the previous canning session. He proceeded anyway. Bound me to the chair. Wrists behind backrest. Ankles to legs. Neck chain locked to wall — no slack. Chopsticks wedged between teeth — jaw forced open, tongue pressed down, every sound muffled and stupid. I tried to spit them out. He held my jaw shut until I stopped. Upskirt, panties down, he started caning. First stroke on the raw tender butt — fire. I screamed — or tried to. It came out as a garbled grunt. He paused. “Count.” I couldn’t. The chopsticks made everything incoherent. I tried — “Wuh… wuh…” He shook his head. “Couldn’t hear clearly. Reset to zero.” Rage exploded. I thrashed. Chair rocked. Chain bit neck. I glared — old fire burning. He waited. Another stroke. Grunt. “Reset to zero.” Again. Again. Again. I reached 5 once — barely forced out. Reset again. He walked away for breaks — 5 minutes, 10 minutes — leaving me tied, gagged, chained, burning. Returned to taunt: “You’re still at zero. 100 to go. Want to keep going?” I wanted to kill him. I wanted to run. I wanted my old life back. After what felt like eternity (probably 30–40 strokes), he leaned in. “You may not get through this. But I can go on and on. Last chance. Extend to 1 week. I’ll consider the 100 strokes paid.” I shook my head — hard. Defiant. No way. Just one more day. I could endure one more day. I wasn’t signing. He shrugged. “Fine.” Walked away again. Left me there — tied, gagged, chained, burning. Silence worse than cane. Mind raced: escape plans, scream, fight. But couldn’t move. Couldn’t speak. Couldn’t think straight. When he returned: “You want more pain?” I was in distress. Fire behind me. Throat raw from muffled screams. Mind fracturing. He leaned in again. “Last chance. Extend to 1 week. You rest.” I couldn’t hold out anymore. Needed to save my butt. Reluctantly nodded. He smiled. Freed me. Positioned me bending over table — hands on surface, skirt flipped up. Applied ointment to fresh wounds. The moment cream touched skin, I almost screamed — raw stripes flared like fire again. Bit lip hard enough to taste blood. That was when the thought hit: I do not want to be in this anymore. Ointment still being rubbed in when I made my decision. As soon as he stepped back, I stood up. Rushed at him. Grabbed shirt with both hands, shook violently. “Release me! I don’t want this lifestyle! Let me go!” Shouted. Screamed. Old me again — the man who fought back. But weaker than thought. Days of little sleep, little food, constant punishment — strength gone. He reached up, grabbed neck chain, violently pulled toward him. Almost lost balance. Grip slipped. Stumbled forward. He dragged me by chain. No choice — follow or choke. Secured chain to another chain hanging from ceiling — taut enough to limit movement, but I remained standing on floor, weight on legs, no suspension. Arms bound upward to neck chain — hands near collar level. Fully suppressed — standing taut, gagged, chained, helpless. Shouted again. He forced soiled underwear into mouth. Taste immediate — salty, musky, humiliating. Silenced instantly. Before walking away: “Standing will help air your wound at the butt as well. Enjoy the morning here. And I will also record your actions as major violations and give you the more punishment points accordingly” He left. I stood there — late morning into early afternoon. Legs burning, the strain had become unbearable—calves burning, shoulders screaming, the chain biting into my skin with every tiny shift of weight. Arms aching. Mouth full of underwear. Hunger gnawing — days of bland rice-milk-cabbage slurry left me weak and craving. Mind racing with rage and regret. By about 2 p.m. I was very exhausted and tired from the standing. Legs shaking. Body numb. Desperation mounting. Helplessness extreme. Pain unbearable. No end in sight. Master reappeared. Looked at me. “You want more pain?” I was fracturing. He leaned in. “Last chance. Extend to 2 weeks. You rest.” I couldn’t hold out anymore. My legs wobbly and weak. Nodded weakly. He smiled. Freed me. I collapsed straight on the floor. He approached with three prefilled forms. Two for previous extensions (1 week + 2 weeks). Third for 3 weeks. I was so exhausted I couldn’t think. He released me from chain. I collapsed to floor. He knelt beside me. “Sign the three forms.” Barely conscious. Weakly placed signature — all three. Not thinking much it was 3 instead of 2. He smiled sarcastically. “Congratulations. You’ve signed a total of 3 weeks of slavery with me. Continue to serve me well.” Couldn’t resist. Exhaustion won. I was too tired to think or rationalise what 3 weeks meant. I could only think of the relief from the prior experience. Master was about to have his late lunch. As protocol demanded, I knelt beside him, head bowed, waiting while he ate. The smell hit me like a wave — savory, warm, rich. Real food. Chicken rice. My mouth flooded with saliva; my empty stomach twisted violently. The aroma felt almost euphoric, heavenly, like something from another life. Master noticed immediately. He watched my nostrils flare, saw the way my body unconsciously leaned toward the plate. He leaned forward slightly, voice calm and deliberate. “You’ve been so good today, little one. If you’d like to extend just a little more… I’ll let you have some of this.” He didn’t specify how long. He didn’t need to. My brain was too starved, too exhausted, too broken to think clearly. Food. All I could think about was food. I nodded frantically before the words even finished leaving his mouth. He reached for another form, scribbled something at the bottom in quick, sharp strokes, and tossed it onto the floor along with the pen. I lunged for it — didn’t even glance at the duration. I just signed. The scratch of the pen felt like salvation. Only then did he tip the remainder of his chicken rice into the dog bowl on the floor. I crawled to it and ate like an animal — ravenous, grateful, humiliated. It tasted like the finest delicacy I had ever known. I had no idea I had just sold myself for one full month. After I finished licking the bowl clean, Master decided I had “earned a reward” for my obedience — for selling myself so willingly into his service. He allowed me to sleep. In the afternoon. On the thin mat, with only the hard-cover book as a pillow. I collapsed instantly and fell into a deep, dreamless void. Until 7 p.m. The chain leash jerked hard around my neck, yanking me awake with a strangled gasp. My eyes flew open. Master stood over me, the sweaty uniform filling my vision and nostrils. By now the fabric was stiff, sour, clinging uncomfortably to every inch of skin. The smell was overwhelming — musky, pungent, inescapable. He wrinkled his nose. “You stink, slave. That uniform is filthy.” He glanced at the punishment chart and calmly awarded more points for hygiene violation. Then, louder: “Why are you still lying there? Kneel!” My mind was sluggish, still half-asleep. The command didn’t register immediately. Another violation. Another shout — this time even sharper. The second time it hit. I scrambled upright and dropped into proper submissive kneel position in front of him, heart hammering. Master looked down at me, chain still in hand. “Now that you are sold to me for one months—” One months? The words slammed into me like cold water. One months? I hadn’t even looked at the last form. I’d signed blindly for food. My mind — finally clearer after the nap — panicked. one months was far too long. I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t prepared. I was agreeable to 2 weeks, that was what I remembered. What have I done? At the beginning of the session, I was only expecting if there was even extension, I was prepared for being away for a week and back to my vanilla life again. Agreeing to 2 weeks was already a mistake, which I remembered agreeing out of desperation, but as a man, I was ready to honour it. But now, it is 1 month, doubled the duration! My family would be worried about me. I have accidentally sold myself over a meal of chicken rice! I opened my mouth to protest. “Master, wait — that was a mistake, I didn’t mean—” He reacted instantly. The chain leash snapped upward in a vicious yank. The sudden jerk on my neck cut my words off mid-sentence, choking me into silence. Pain flared along my throat. “Who are you to interrupt me?!” he roared. “Know your place, little one! More violations. More points. Now I have two months to deal with you.” I tried again — weakly, desperately — explaining it was an error, begging to retract it. He simply tightened his grip on the leash and leaned in close. “You cannot do anything about it,” he said, voice low and final. “You are still locked up by this chain. I can control you easily. Whether you like it or not, a contract is a contract. I will uphold it.” The words settled over me like a heavy blanket. There was no arguing with the chain, the signatures I had placed with my own trembling hand. It has been an eventful day. I barely touched any of my assigned routine chores and it is already evening! This day 3 will always be remembered by me — the day I accidentally gave one month of my life away. But was it an accident? Or was it exactly what he planned? He has better plans now. He has the whole one month of pure ownership of me. And one month is long — long enough to be modified, long enough to be broken, long enough to be trained, and long enough for him to trick me into even longer service… He has another upper hand! The stinky uniform- stinky for him, The uniform’s fabric feels sticky, clinging to skin like glue. The pinafore feels heavy, damp, pressing the blouse tight against my body. The sweat drenched bra gripped hard to by skin with wiring dug in. The straps bit. I am now theoretically committing the mortal crime of dirty uniform, which comprise of a violation in every category on the violation chart. I am under his mercy. Still kneeling before him helpless, he offered: “I can give you a clean set of uniform and not consider your current state of uniform as violations if you surrender another 1 to me or you will stand up the whole night in chains with the full array of other punishment, nipple clamps, bind hands to the neck, full punishment accessories and any more I can think of when I administer that, oh yes, you will also earn the punishment debt point.’ Instant swallow of saliva! Master’s one means 1 day or 1 week or what? I dared not ask. He seems intentional in his ambiguity. Just merely recovered from fatigue, I am not prepared to enter into punishment again, I geared to the former. But now that I have sufficient sleep and the nutrient for the chicken rice entered my body, I may think better this time. I rationalised quickly: if the session is ending soon, I might as well endure until the end. But now I have a long runway. After tonight, it is another 3 plus more weeks! There may be more! Oh no, both are bad. Master at this moment added pressure and shout: “I give you 5 seconds now. If not the deal is close.. 5, 4… “ I panicked, and out of the mouth, I just blurt “I choose one” Master gave a grin and replied: “I know you will do that, I will make sure I make you my master piece.” Fear creeped in. He has already pre filled the form. He threw the form down with a pen. When I looked at the form, this time mentally alert- HIS 1 MEANS 1 MORE MONTH!. The extension is a 2 month extension! Understanding the protocol that “If the slave regrets or backs out after verbal/bodily agreement but before signing: This is the most severe violation possible — not even classified as a standard category. Master has full rights to use any means necessary to force the signature (no limits, no negotiation).” I had to reluctantly sign. After signature, he throw me a set of new uniform and instructed me: "put this new set on top of this smelly uniform and shift the tie to the outer layer" I was cheated. I thought the carrot was for me to change out of the smelly and uncomfortable uniform, I heard wrongly!. He intentionally ambiguous his word. I regretted signing the 5th extension immediately. However I learnt to just submit to this fate. And the fate that I have to endure the existing uncomfortable dirtied uniform and the additional layer of uniform, making me sweat more from the extra layer. But now master is shield from the smell by the extra layer. Truly, bias arrangement.
It has been an eventful day. I barely touched any of my assigned routine chores and it is already evening! This day 3 will always be remembered by me — the day I accidentally gave two months of my life away. But was it an accident? Or was it exactly what he planned? He has better plans now. He has the whole two months of pure ownership of me. And two months is long — long enough to be modified, long enough to be broken, long enough to be trained, and long enough for him to trick me into even longer service….