Showing posts with label Caning. Show all posts
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Sunday, 16 June 2019

Part 2-5: Day 2 Will the punishment end?

Then Master says: Looks good now... my exhibition... does not look good gagged... only the BRIDLE will do.... NOW... STAY THERE!! EYES OPEN!! NO NOISE!! if not, I WILL HIT THE NIPPLE!

I knew the hit on the nipple will be painful, although it is covered with 3 layers of cloth.. Esp with the binder clip there... more so the handle removed.. It cannot 'accidentally' be dislodged... 

I forced myself to obey ALL.. FORCING EYES OPEN and STAY QUIET, not to GROAN, SCREAM or any NOISE... 

Master walked away to do his own things after that...

I was left there standing in such PAINFUL, UNCOMFORTABLE AND TERRIBLE FEELING CONDITION..

Minds was only filled with REGRETS... 

And it got increasing PAINFUL, increasing UNCOMFORTABLE by the seconds.. What made it worst was that saliva kept drooling in because of the bridle.. 

Any slight movement could feel the pain transmit up from all parts of the body, burning inside the asshole, stinging sharp pain at the nipple, clamping pain at the genitals, sore from the heels, slight suffocation if I moved a little from the chain. Also the clamping at the tongue, the clamp at the ears... 

Hands fully restricted, well securely bounded up.. So vulnerable... 

Sweat keeps flowing out from all over wasn't helping either. 

I could only FORCE STOOD STILL ENDURING until MASTER call it end... 

Seconds were like mimutes... Worst than snail pace in this position... 

Until what seems eternity later that I instinctively gave out a LOUD SCREAM.. (though with the bridle, it sounded softer)

This surely caught Master's attention.. 

He walked over and started taunting sarcastically ..: ' What dear?? 10 mins only and you dis-obeyed by instruction?' 

I replied: 'eh eh-eh' (intended on No Master)

Master: 'You enjoy it right??' 

I replied: 'eh eh-eh' (intended on No)

Master: ' That means yes... good! any regret?' 

I replied: 'eh' 

Master:'I hear it as yes... anyway.. I will not allow and expect any REGRET! CLEAR?!!!' 

I replied: 'eh eh-eh' 

Master was actually conditioning my mind now, conditioning my mind to give him ANSWERS that he expected. Even it may not seems like what really was.. Others words training me to give HIS ANSWER.. This training is REAL.. means even if there is safeword, this training can kill all potential safewordings too... 

After my last reply, master simply slap onto the breast region few times... on both nipples area... SHARP PAIN TRAVELLED UP... I screamed again!!

and he walked away.. leaving me to continue in this state.. 

Longer wait... longer pain... more agony... Until I let out again.. 

This time the angry master come and just hit on the nipple more times... 

I CRIED.... or rather forced to only SOB.... 

He ignored and walk away.. 

This cycle happened a few more times... 

Until it was barely half hour... so said the Master... 

Then Master came over to suggest...: 'How about playing a game of estimation?'

Master don't seems to be interested in any reply, he continued:' I give you a time, say 2 mins.. You are to estimate 2 mins standing here.. When you deem 2 mins reached.. you make a sound.. And I will release you.. If you are too early or late, I will punish you more... the severity will be based on the number of seconds you deviate from.  . AND IF YOU ARE MORE THAN 1 MINS later, Say goodbye to you mean RELEASED from this PUNISHMENT!!' 

He did not wait for my response.. He simply ordered: start now:.... 1min

That seems easy, I thought, mentally in my mind: 1 seconds... 2 seconds... 3 seconds.... 10 seconds... HIT ON THE NIPPLES!!... OUCH OUCH... THE PAIN TRAVELED UP.. On the spot my mind went BLANK!! Master really knows how to distract.. 

I lost count!!! 

I panicked momentary..... and tried to focus in my mind, using whatever gut feeling to estimate that 1 min now... 

Just at the moment, I sounded: ehh.... 

Master replied: 'Late by 15 seconds!!!' 

The next moment.... OUCH!! pain on the nipple... Master hit the clamp again!! Once....... Twicee...... Few more times.....Arghh........... until 10 over times..... and stopped...  

Felt slight relieve.... 

Master said: '15 times for 15 seconds... I will play around with different part for you... Start now! 5 mins...! ' 

Too abrupt for me! still recovering from the pain.! How! did not MENTAL COUNT!! Oh no!!

Tried my instinct.. Moreover, trying to manage different types of pain every part of the body was really hard to focus... 

Hope instinct don't fail me! 

Just at the right instinct, I sounded again: Eh! 

Master shouted: '3 mins!!!  To far!! Trying to be funny is it??!!!' 

Felt master's hand went under the skirt from the back, pull down the panty, felt his grip over my penis from the back (still tightly gripped by the chopsticks).. He pull the chopsticks off in 1 swift act.. leaving the rubber bands in various segment of the 'sausage'... Then he used the rubber bands to snap directly on the penis! 

Snap!! .... Snap!!!.... Snap!!! 

Each time, I screamed: Eh!!!...... Eh!!!!..... Eh!!!.... REALLY PAIN!!! 

Keep snapping.... I tried enduring, but no avail!!! PAIN!!! PAIN.. and not stopping!!! 

Felt like close to 100 times... and master did not seems to stop! 

Felt extremely weak by now... 

Then master took the 2 pair of chopsticks from the penis to add 2 more sets of bridle on my tongue... It is not helping.... Tasted the pungentness from the penis.... YUCKS.... 

And he continued... snapping.... until..... 

I couldn't take it anymore..... and screamed: ' ehhh..... ehhhhh ... ehh. eh eh eh eh eh' (my mind: please stop master please stop master........) and crying....

Master at this point, stopped what he did, decided to release the birdles from my mouth for me to articulate... 

I cried: 'Please stop master..... I don't want it anymore... please please please....' 

Master: 'Too bad.... you asked for it... no U-turn as agreeed... and no mercy... you asked for it...' 

I replied crying:' I know.....I know..... but please spare me.... I am sorry... I am sorry.... please give chance.....' 

Master:' No chance... no chance... Wait... how come you are not observing the rule of talking here.... where is your manners and protocol of talking..' 

With that... He Force bridle me once again.... This time with only 1 pair of chopsticks.. bad enough.. simply pulled back up the panties... and ordered: 

' Continue.... 5 mins..' 

I silenced... fearing it to worsen... and still sobbing thought... entirely not in the mind to count.... And waited.....Until this time... 

Master screamed: 'YOU NOT LEARNING ISSIT!! 7 MINS ALR!! 

FELT A HUGE HIT AT THE BACK OF THE KNEEE CAUSING ME TO SUDDENLY BEND MY KNEES.. CHOKED...... from the chain..... 

I coughed.... Struggle to stand back up.... 

ANOTHER HIT!!! ................ CHOKED AGAIN!!!... 

Struggled back up..Desperatedly trying to breath... ANOTHER TIME!!....  

Struggled AGAIN!!! This time I sounded desperate: 'eheheheheheheh.....!!!' 

Master stopped... And unbridle me... 

I desperately pleaded: Please please please master..... I lose I lose i lose.... Please free me.... I willing to do whatever you want..... please please pleas.... 

Master: Whatever I want?? you know what you are asking babe?? .... You sure??? 

I quickly replied: yes yes yes... whatever... please please please.... 

Master: Whatever I want? 

In desperation i replied: yes master, I understand... I understand... 

Oh no... do i even know what I was asking... In desperation, think the only thought was short term.. to be relieved of the existing pain first... Not thinking clearly what I promised for something worst instead.. 

Master replied: Fine...You said so....

Master stretched to released the secure to the ceiling.. The chain immediately loosen and on the spot felt the relieve at my neck.. I simply collapsed onto the ground...

There, I waited for master to release me of all the other tools he placed over me...  Nothing.. 


To be continued.  

Preview: 
Then he said: This is the present for the slave.. and slave MUST TREASURE AND APPRECIATE every bit of PRESENT the master give! Make sure this slave finish up every drop of it! And make sure you drink as if you enjoy it! if not I created another batch for you! 

Friday, 14 June 2019

Part 2-4: Day 2 THE ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT

kneeling there, thinking how Master is going to administer the highest form of punishment on me was indeed a fearful feeling..

Yes, we did discuss before the session how and what the punishment is about, but being on the verge of receiving it is extremely different from just mere discussion.. More so after all the painful punishment previously.. Knowing this will be worst and the feeling from the past few punishment is so fresh is DEFINITELY THE OPPOSITE OF ANTICIPATION!!

I could only kneel here hoping this waiting time to be prolonged... My last relief before it happens...

But master came back quickly... Pulled my chain ruthlessly and merely dragged me forward.. The jerk on the neck was painful. Once again, I quickly stood up.. Oh boy! the heels felt so unbalanced.. I struggled, in my small steps (due to the heels), to followed him and the chain to the punishment area..

It was the area where there is an overhanging support... Which will be used for some part of the punishments...

There, I was made to kneel again..

Hence he commenced the punishment... Which is divided into few parts:

Part A: Punishment preparation

Master simply plied open my mouths and grabbed hold of my tongue with a pair of tongs and pulled it out. He took a pair of chopsticks and clamp my tongue in between them. Next, he took rubber bends to tighten the both sides of the chopsticks together..

Each time he tighten the chopsticks.. I felt the pressure of 2 chopsticks gripping tighter on my tongue.. Tighter.... tighter until the rubber bands could not tighten anymore..

Now, my tongue is forever sticking out with a BRIDLE.. AND A TIGHT ONE...




And that is not yet done...........

He took another pair of chopsticks and placed them before this 1st bridle, deeper into the tongue and create ANOTHER BRIDLE again.. With this action, I could feel my tongue abnormally pulled out and feel a STRETCHING PAIN ON THE TONGUE.. AS THE TONGUE IS NOT stretched out abnormally and securely held by the 2nd CHOPSTICK BRIDLE..

AND NOT YET DONE...

3RD BRIDLE WAS ADMINISTERED!!! MORE STRETCHED... AND WITH THAT, MY TONGUE WAS PAINFULLY STRETCHED... AND FROM THE REFLEX PULL BACK ATTEMPT BY MY OWN TONGUE, THE 3RD PAIR OF CHOPSTICKS WAS PRESSING HARD ON MY LIP'S COMMISURE.. SHARP PAIN AT THE EDGE OF THE LIPS..

Somehow, I began to droll non-stop.........

And this was only a small part starting...

NEXT, master took the binder clip, NEW ones where the clamp is still extremely tight, clamp one each onto my ear lobe.. It came so suddenly that I SCREAMED in SHOCK!!

No voice came out?? Oh yes.. The bridle was also acting as a semi gag... I was unable to produce any significant audible sound because of the lock-on position of the mouth and the fully stretched out tongue...

Somehow, Master seems to heard so voice...

He remarked: ' Still have mood to make noise arhhh... Goood! Will make it more for you!!'

He instantly stuffed something into the remaining hole of my mouth! And with an instinct suck of air through my mouth, flow of pungentness and muskiness was felt in my nostril.. YUCK!! was my reaction...

It was actually Master's soiled underwear which he has been wearing since the start of the session!!

At this moment.. This feeling of humiliation, combined with the sense of helplessness, plus all the pain... Tears just simply flowed out...

I could only reacted by simply shutting my eye tight....

Master continued by placing a series of binder clips along the ear lope until the upper ears on both the ears.. It was indeed painfully uncomfortable..

Now my eyes was still tearing.. and closing...

Master remarked: Crying ehhh.... Just in Time......

He used 2 fingers to force open my right eyes.. Once opened, he sprayed a sudden generous amount of pepper towards the eyes...

My reaction: UUMMMMMM...
Noise from being well gagged...

Ouch!!!!!!!!! was my actual words in my mind... It really stinged my eyes... Especially when my eyes was well wet with tears... It really soaked in the pepper!!

Next... Master did the same for the other eyes... More STING!!! MORE PAIN!!! OUCH!!

And he said: ' You like it?????... 2 more times.... '

And he repeatedly did the same 4 more times instead... Each time more painful than before.... Until I had to shut the eyes extremely tight to contain the pain... OH NO!! THE STING WAS STILL THERE... PAIN!!!!...

Mastered ordered:: 'Bow 3 times in thankfulness for the punishment thus far..!'

I complied.... And did it with alot of pain...

Then he continued with the punishment... This is still only the preparatory stage... and I am already breaking!!!

Next, he bounded my hands together using the 'bracelet'. He made sure this bound is tight by using 4 cable ties...

He jerked pull the neck chain up.. signalling for me to stand up..




I meekly struggled to stand up.. still shutting eyes tight from the pain..

And thus begins the real punishment-- PART B--- The PAIN PHASE.. (Name we discussed before the session).....

Master took a chair and placed in front of me... with the backrest towards me... There he pulled my bounded hands forward until i bended over the backrest... And finally in a N position...

He tied my hands to some bar across the chair.... AT THIS POINT.. I FELT LIKE AS IF I BECOME STUCK ON TO THE CHAIR KIND OF FEELING.. SECURED TO THE CHAIR...


Master next spread my legs open and secured each legs to the legs of the chair.. (Punning)



Could feel myself still drooling....

He lifted up the skirt, pulled down the panties until right below the butt, hence exposing the butt in such protruding way..



Next, I felt a SUDDEN JAB into my HOLE!!! And INSTANTLY FELT SOME WARM STINGY LIQUID ENTERED... IT WAS ENEMA!!!

But instead of plain water, Master mixed with pepper and chili seeds.. The EFFECT WAS INSTANT!! BURNING & STINGY!!!

I QUENCHED MY WHOLE BODY MUSCLES... INSTINCTIVELY TIGHTEN TO ENDURE THE PAIN... THOUGH MOVEMENT ALL RESTRICTED IN THAT POSITION..

Not over yet!

Master inserted FRESHLY CUT AND SHAVED GINGER (shaped like a small penis) INTO MY HOLE next...!!

Surprising, no additional effect felt.... Just another disturbing piece of foreign object in..

NO OVER YET FOR THE HOLE....

He jabbed in another TAMPON in... and remarked:
' This will keep all the SPICE in place!'

Then he administered the SPICY ENEMA directly on the tampon in the hole.. SOAKING the COTTON with WATER...

This time, I felt the STING ONCE AGAIN AND SOME TIGHTENING from the tampon enlarging, squeezing the walls of my inside...

This is really NOT ANYTHING GOOD... ON THE FEEL....

Then master said: ALL THIS SPICE WILL REMAIN IN YOU, I MEAN REMAIN IN THIS SLAVE, for as long as I like,, even after this ULTIMATE PUNISHMENT...This is for attempting to remove that tampons without permission!  CLEAR???!!??

I could only nod...

THEN, a 'FAMILIAR' tap is felt on the bare butt with THAT sound: Plak!

CANING AGAIN!! NOOOOOO...... bad MEMORY...

Master said: 'REMEMBER this CANE?? your good friend..... IT will BOND with this SLAVE 100 times!!'

100 TIMES???!?!?!

Is my butt going to crack??

Then another: Plak!

And another...  PLAK!! ............. PLAK...... PLAK..... Ouch!! Felt more ttinging pain!

PLAK... PLAK..... PLAK.... PLAK...

I didn't HAD THE MIND to count how many stroke hit me already.. still trying to reconcile the idea of receiving 100 STROKES..

Master continued to CANE, with few seconds interval.. PLAK!! PLAK!!! PLAK!!

VERY SORE...

PLAK... PLAK..... PLAK.... PLAK...

Then it finally stopped..

My mind: I made it?? finish??

Silence.... Nothing happen.. like a sudden froze in time where no activity happening...

Could only WAIT for what is happening next... in an IMMOBILISED POSITION... Only managed to wriggle slightly..

Eyes still not opening because of the pepper sting....

What seems like 30seconds...  1mins... hmmmmmmmmmmm..

PLAK!!........... SENSATIONAL!!!

Too sudden!!
Then another series of stroke...

PLAK... PLAK..... PLAK.... PLAK.....

and more....
and more..... more.....


This time... ... really really painful...

Tears really flowing out like river from my tightly closed eyes..... My only way to manage the pain was to tighten up my muscles....

PLAK... PLAK..... PLAK.... PLAK....

By now.. I was only just focusing on bearing the pain.. Until it finally stopped...

As protocol, Master applied vinegar over the butt, this time it STINGED....... And applied the ointment, Zam buk,  as usual.. This happened quite fast.. 

Then he released all the limps from the chair... although both my hands are still bounded together.. 

MASTER INSTRUCTED: ' STAND UP!' 

I simply obeyed... Felt really like a TRUE SLAVE at this time... Could feel the back of the skirt dropping down.. Gently touching my bare butt... slight stinging pain on the wound..

MASTER continued: ' Enjoying the SPICE??..... NOW NEXT PART.... ' 


Sidenote: Before the session, we did discuss in detail how the Ultimate Punishment is going to be like.. and even came up with names and a structure of how this punishment is going to be carried out in whichever sequence.... Eg... Part A: Preparatory; B: Pain; C; 'Private' pain; D: Endurance.... etc... 


Although we discussed so much, discussing it before the session was really high... But now, less then halfway through, and being aware of the sequence is NOT HELPING....

THE BURNING PAIN, the HUMILIATION, the UNCOMFORT is not making it as high as I imagined.. THIS IS THE REAL THING.!!!.. and is it so different....

I really WANTED OUT.... BUT THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE IN THE SESSION because we agreed there is no way out, NO SAFE WORD.. we wanted to be as REALISTIC as REAL LIFE!!!

Feeling of regret WAS SO RAMPANT!

Amid all regrets... Master still proceed...

He chained to the ceiling me once again such that I could only stand up straight with the heels on... (If ever the heels miraclously dissappeared, I would be choked by the chain).. Hooked my bounded hands up again.. This time ensuring my hands are bounded as high up as possible that my armpits are fully opened...

Master simply lifted up the skirt infront.. and used a clip to clip the skirt at the front of the pinafore so it remained lifted up, perpetually expose my front...

Again, he took the rubber band, this time rubber banding the tip of the penis... And tighten it with many loops.. Until the rubber band is almost fully stretched... OUCH!!.. IT FELT SO TIGHT!!!

Then, he simply pull the rubber band and released it... SNAP!!!!

OUCH!! OUCH!! OUCH!!! I cried....

Then he DID THIS SNAPPING thing a few more times... EACH TIME SENDING THE SHARP PAIN UP!!! I really felt weak at the penis... OUCH...

After about 10-20 snaps.. he finally stopped...

Next, he used 4 pieces of chopsticks and placed it in parallel to the penis.. Then he used 3 more rubber bands to secure it tight ALONG THE LENGTH OF THE PENIS.. and he TIGHTENED the chopsticks with the rubber band until the 4 sticks LITERALLY EXERTED PRESSURE ON THE PENIS.. PAINFUL PRESSURE!!!

Now that the penis is held in place along the chopsticks, like a piece of hotdog straighten by the sticks.. He pulled the whole straight structure in between my legs and TO THE BACK...

THE STRETCH, together with the CHOPSTICKS CLAMP WAS REALLY PAIN!!

I could only continue crying.. muffled though...

Master said: ' HOW YOU LIKE TO BUDGE OUT THAT USELESS PIECE OF THING?? This is what you get in return for budging it out... I PUT STICKS to 'HELP' you secure it now.. ........ GRIP IT TIGHT WITH THE LEGS!!!!!.... He ordered in a commanding manner..

I immediately followed..

OUCH... THE TIGHTENING OF BOTH LEGS TOGETHER exerted the PRESSURE ON THE CHOPSTICKS AND CLAMP THE PENIS HARDER!! MORE PAIN...

I SCREAMED... but due to the gag.. no SOUND came out?......

MASTER don't seems to care anyway... He just simply pulled back the panty in place...

Now, I looked like a female at the panty area at the front.. flat.. without any bludge, esp when the penis will sell pulled back, and secured....

Master said: ' Good! more like a GAAALL... If need be, this will be there until YOU LEARN TO BE A GAAAAL...!! CLEAR!!!!???!!!'

I stood stilled...

MASTER SHOUTED: CANNOT NOD ARH!!

I obediently nodded... Deep inside all the REGRETS, HUMILIATION feelings and any NEGATIVE feel I could imagined.. I WAS FEELING IT!!

' AND MAKE SURE YOU LADY-LIKE AND KEEP THE LEGS TOGETHER!' HE ORDERED..

Then he proceed to tighten the chain above such that I feel a slight pressure on my neck.. IT IS COMPLETELY TAUT!.. so now, any slightest bending down or hunch or anything movement that lowers myself will be RESTRICTED and CONTROLLED by the CHAIN!!
(note: this was done cautiously to ensure I was not choked by the chain... safety)

I could only remain in this position now: STANDING STRAIGHT WITH HANDS WELL LIFTED UP ABOVE MY HEAD AND BOUND TOGETHER... WHOLE POSITION IS WELL SECURED...

Master seems pleased at this moment... From his apparently happy voice: ' Now coming main part.. Good job!! I am enjoying playing you... took me a hard time to find such willing slave...

With swift motion, he lifted up the pinafore and cover over my head.. Then he did the same for the blouse inside.. And lastly the bra... with my bare nipples exposed again...

OH NO!! the DREADED NIPPLE CLAMP!! with BINDER CLIP AGAIN!!!

He did the usual.. using both hands to tinkle the nipples.. SOMEWHAT IT was a reprieve from ALL THE PAIN.. I feel slightly HIGH.. He keeps doing it for prolonged period.. seems to me like minutes.. and felt ticklish..

INVOLUNTARY reflex kicked in.... I BENDED MY KNEES and OUCH! the NECK!! I quickly straightened my knees back..

What made it more mind torture is: by right, once he stopped tickling, he should most likely apply the binding clip on (clamp)... At least somehow I could mentally be prepared for it... BUT NO!.. Master is SMART! after tickle, he stopped.. Then he seems to walk away... and come back tickle again...

He seems to be enjoying playing with that 2 buttons (nipples)...

I couldn't see what he was up to because of the pinafore covering me and as well my eyes are force shutting because of the burning pepper still at work..

He was really keeping me in suspense.... continuing the cycle.... UNTIL....

Least aware.... He CLAMP!!! BOTH TOGETHER!!!

SHOCKED TRAVELED UP MY BRAIN!! SCREAMED...
but SILENT!!

Once again, he simply removed the handle... pulled down the bra back in place, put back the blouse and the pinafore back in position.. He adjusted the uniform properly...

And said: 'You insolent SLAVE, You will be grounded in this position in the next 1 hour! If need be.. more!... and I WANT YOU TO OPEN YOUR EYES!!... No blindfold for you this time.. OPEN!!

I knew i had to obey.. I forced my eyes open.. it was like a fight between my instinct of closing and forcing to open.. Could feel the eyelid shivers when I opened it...

Master continued: GOOD!! STAY THERE..

And suddenly continued: Oh on more thing the EAR PLUGS..

He walked away, coming back with the ear plugs... and placed it into my ears...

The moment it went in... Felt as if I was in some void space kind of feeling... 

He removed his brief from my mouth after that...

Then Master says: Looks good now... my exhibition... does not look good gagged... only the BRIDLE will do.... NOW... STAY THERE!! EYES OPEN!! NO NOISE!! if not, I WILL HIT THE NIPPLE!

I knew the hit on the nipple will be painful, although it is covered with 3 layers of cloth.. Esp with the binder clip there... more so the handle removed.. It cannot 'accidentally' be dislodged... 

I forced myself to obey ALL.. FORCING EYES OPEN and STAY QUIET, not to GROAN, SCREAM or any NOISE... 

Master walked away to do his own things after that...

To be continued.....

Saturday, 5 August 2017

Part 2-2: Day 2 Post mummification and more caning

Master was constantly watching out.. for what seems like hours.. Although he went about doing stuffs like his morning baths, watching TV and breakfast etc.. Oh yes.. I have sort of lost tracked of time, not sure if morning or afternoon, only know day or night.. 

In my mind... I was really just simply longing and desperately waiting master to finally free me... When????

Lots of fidgeting movement in the HEAT, Fidgeting to get comfortable from the restrictive WRAP... I really want out of it soon.. Nothing enjoyable about it.. Could feel myself being soaked with sweat...

As I was not blindfolded, I could barely see blurry across the layer of cling wrap, everything appeared distorted..

Until what seemed like eternity, a sudden pressure was felt at my lower abdomen area, right on the spot of the bladder! Then released and pressed on again.. It was master's hand, intermittently applying pressure on the bladder area.. Felt a sudden leak of urine whenever he did that! He had intentionally made me leaked and soil myself..

Master: When I release you.. if you smell of urine... you will be DEAD!

Then I felt a pair of scissors started snipping the wrap from my leg region upwards.. The effect was immediately felt.. suddenly sense of coolness.. Right when master cut until the pubic region, my legs immediately opened up sideways, simply instinctively to cool off...

Master remarked: Improper behaviour of girl.. who let you open up your legs? You want sex issit? Only time you open up your legs is for penetration!

I couldn't talk with the tube still on my mouth... I immediately close up my legs

Master stopped his cutting... and instead horizontally around me.. There, my upper body remained in the cling wrap while the legs were freed. Master used his hand to guide me to stand up..

Master: Walk..

I moved as per instructions. With his hand at my back guiding me. Could roughly see through the cling wrapping... I seemed to be walking towards the chair..

Felt the knock on the chair when I reached it.. There, master pushed my back forward, signalling me to bend forward.. I followed his guidance accordingly..

Think I would have registered by now this is a canning chair.. Master spread opened my legs and cable tied each legs to the chair as before.. My well wrapped head is now resting on the chair bended over.. Still immobilized by the wraps.



 Then he just pulled down the back of the panties slightly just to expose the butt region...



My mind mentally bracing for another caning session from him...

PLAK!!...  IMMEDIATE SHARP PAIN!

Maybe because of the tender nature of the butt after the wrap, or that my mind is still half-awake.. The stroke was immediately painful..

PLAK!!! ... Bite hard on the breathing tube!

PLAK!!... PLAK!!...

The pain was really intense! Mind was not even bothered to count.. just only about dealing with the pain!

PLAK...... PLAK...... until master decided to stop... Really felt relief when it stopped...

Then, master did the expected after-caning treatment on the butt...

Next, felt a sudden tug in my asshole.. and out came the tampons.. Think he wanted to change the tampons again..

Expecting the usual push of tampons back in, AND OVERSIZED ITEM JABBED into my ASSHOLE! I let out a SCREAM! Sound released was buffered because of the wraps I was in,.

Instantly, felt my own penis jerked.. Probably from the push of what just penetrated me.. Then I felt some liquid leaked out of my penis..

Has master just anal me? I could only guess...

My mind was flooded was all thoughts of his penis inside of me.. It was the first time! Felt so defiled!! Thoughts of him performing sex on me created a feeling of YUCKYNESS..

What was inserted into me remained merely inside.. it was not moving..

Then I heard the faint master's voice over the wraps: Hows the feeling of a BANANA inside of you? That will be your lunch later... (Soundly sarcastic)

Somehow, it gave certain relief it was not master's cock in me.. But the grossness of eating what was once inserted in my anus, did not bring any good vibes though...

Master left the banana in there.. and instructed me to straighten up.. with his hand guiding my body up from the bended posture. (I could not have done it on my own in that wrapped up condition)

When straightening up, felt the pressure of the banana in my anus more... ouch.. which somehow triggered somemore leak from my penis!

Master proceed to cut the wrap upwards again, this time from the back.. until up till my head.. and like a shell, removed the wrap out towards my front... Immediate cooling effect! Finally off the mummification! The surroundings air really felt heavenly... Never appreciated it before until now...

Master proceed to remove the breathing tube off me... and unbound my hands.. I remained in position despite the unbounding... In case I get scolded for moving it..

Master: Now! Squat and remove your LUNCH FROM THIS USELESS ASS

I spoke: Yes Master, Cassandra obey..

Master: Obey what! repeat my instructions!
(Master seems to be upgrading his requirement of how I should speak..)

I spoke: Yes Master, Cassandra obey to remove lunch from this useless ass.. (Then i curtsy)

Squat down, used my right hand to reach for the hole, the panties was still partly exposed at the back..

Then used my anus muscle to try squeeze out the banana with my hands ready to catch it up.. Out it came! and accidentally out came my SHIT as well!! I accidentally SHIT on the FLOOR!

Master: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!! You dirty little girl!

I just stayed speechless! Lost! FROZEN!

Master: Kneel! Bend Forward!

I immediately did exactly!

Master: DUMB ASS! Where's your slave manners!

I immediately spoke while already in position as instructed: Yes master, Cassandra obey to kneel and bend forward.

Felt the skirt lifted up, a piece of toilet paper wiped up my ass once when i was in position, then a sudden JAB into my ass! Master had just inserted a new tampon back in..

Toilet paper--- though that is something I do not deserve to use? --- Indeed..

Master took the toilet paper in front and guided into my mouth, signaled me that it should enter my mouth! Soiled toilet paper in my mouth!?! It will be broken up by the saliva and break up!

I opened my mouth nevetheless and allow master to push the toilet paper in... I feel grossed.. YUCK! it tasted worst!!!

Master: Let it stay that! when it is soak enough, swallow it!

Swallow it?? How???

PLAK!! Felt the cane again on my bare butt! I have not yet got over the last caning!

OUCH!

PLAK!! PLAK.!! and more...

This time it ended I estimated after 10 strokes.. phew...

Then Master instructed: Swallow the paper now! pull back the panties and eat the banana now..

I took alot of effort to force swallow the toilet paper.. Fortunately it was a small piece.. and could finally squeezed down my throat.

Pulled back up the panties, felt the stinging pain of the fresh caning wound when the panties touches it..

I took the banana, it was stained with the contents from my ass! Looked so inedible.. Fortunately it was only the skin... I had to use my hand to peel it... carefully trying not to touch the skin too much.. (Especially I am not allowed to wash hands)..

Fortunately, The internal did not look that bad, and made sure I ate the banana in the most girly manner possible, small bites, chewed long enough and gently swallow... With hands close together..
The banana tasted good, contents was well protected by the skin.... Felt like a break from this misery! Ended up it was only psychological fear of the dirtied skin!

The banana felt so little! it did not seems to feel my stomach.. But that was all, no more!

After eating, master instructed: You have your lunch! Drink up this bottle (He handed a 500ml bottle of water) and then you have to do your chores! You have alot to do! and also to clean up this mess you created! So move!

I replied: Yes master, Casandra obey to drink up and ready to do the chores

Felt that I was lying... I am not ready to do the chores... clean the floors (not with mops, with only cloth)... Make master's bed... etc....

Really going to be a tough day ahead...

To be continued

Friday, 4 August 2017

Part 2-11: Day 2 Card picking game..

Note: Decided to fast forward to Day 2, parts in between will be filled in over time.. By now, master has punished me quite severely in few forms, even to the extend that I was punished to sleep on the floor kneeling, which resulted in long-sleepless night.. Managed to sleep a little though.. By now, I have also been through substantial TAMING process, as well as beginning to behave more of a GENTLE SUBMISSIVE SCHOOL GIRL..

Master decided to play another game on me... He called it the dice game..

After master gave permission for me to use the 'pail potty' to discharge my pee, as usual, I kneeled beside the potty for him to inspect the content.

As I am not allowed any toilet paper, could feel residual drips of urine wetting the panties when I put back it back on. The panties, by not is already as stinky as I could imagine, now with few more drops of urine, definitely adding up to it..

This panties, has been placed into my mouth for say, maybe 4-5 times since yesterday.. Each time, it tasted more bitter and sour.. Probably from the mixture of sweat, leaked semen, leaked urine etc..

Also, the wet feeling, from saliva and other, when wearing, can really be uncomfortable, especially feeling it around the lower area.

Sidenote: I was not allowed to use the toilet as my lowly being is not entitled to it.. I am only allowed to use a pail to discharge all my waste (pee and shit) and accordingly to the timing set by master. This timing is not fixed and in accordances to master's pleasure. Even if there is desperation, I am not allowed to request, requesting to release (pee or shit) is not permissible for such lowly being which may render worst punishment for the request. So during urgency, I am only allowed to hold on until master's next instruction to discharge. If i wet my panties or soil it with urine or shit, I will be terribly dealt with (Soiled panties in mouth applicable).

After master inspected the contents, he did not require me to drink it back this time as he has deemed that it is yellowish enough. (If the urine is not yellowish enough, I will be punished by being forced to drink it up).



Master: Only slight yellow... pass you this time... Now... Another game with you...

I remained silent, still in kneeling position and head bowed. Another game of bias, which I will definitely lose?

Master took out a deck of poker card, and gave the instructions.

Master: You are to pick 3 cards from this deck. And what you have on the cards will mean how much canning you will receive later at the end of the game.
For example:
If all the cards are numbers, the numbers added up will be the number of strokes you get.
If there is a picture card, it will mean number of strokes will be multiply of the both number cards
And if there is 2 picture cards, the number cards will be to the power of 2 (means if the number is 4, will be 4x4=16)
And if all the cards are pictures, it is automatic 100 strokes
And if you draw an Aces, also automatic 50 stokes
Only when you draw 2 Aces together, you can end the game.
Oh yes, it will not be easy...

Then, master took the deck, digged through the deck and removed 2 of the Aces away... So the entire deck of cards only have 2 Aces left..

I felt extremely helpless... unfair.... but could only accept.. No other choice..

Master: Will this be fun?

I forced reply (sound as happy as possible): Yes master, Cassandra will enjoy it..
(I have learned that if I sounded sad or the like, I will be punished as well, and I have also learned that all the answers to master must be positive)

Somewhat, my reply sort of deceived me that I am going to enjoy it, probably due to the forced emotions which psychologically made me think positive of it.. But I know, this is not true..

Master shuffled the card, fan in front of me and said: Take your 3 cards!

I replied: Yes master, Cassandra take 3 cards...



And I slowly, with both hands stretched and took 3 random cards. I opened it and saw the results: 1 Queen, 6 of spades and 5 of hearts..

Master looked at it and remarked: Not bad.. you earned 30 strokes.. Put the card back..

Thats not good news, 30 strokes, I seems to have not recovered from the last caning. Still feeling the sore and burning sensation... Immediately, the phobia of 30 more strokes griped me.. But nothing I could do... just submitting to potential fate and replied:

Yes master... Cassandra thank master for the 30 strokes.. (That feels stupid... who in sound mind would say such things... but again, I have to accept my position as master's slave girl)

Master reshuffled the cards again and allowed me to take 3 cards again.

This time, a Jack, Queen and 4 (16 more strokes, phew)

This means the game still not ending, and only 2 rounds and I earned 46 strokes already! If this goes on, the cane will surely tear my butt!

Subsequent rounds as follows:
Round 3: 4, 7, 2 (Round strokes: 13, Accumulation: 59!)

Round 4: K, K, 8 (Round strokes: 64, Accumulation: 123!)

Round 5: A, 5, 2 (Oh no! Automatic 50, Accumulation: 173!)

Round 6: K, 7, 8 (Round strokes: 56, Accumulation: 229!)

Somehow.. could feel a huge sense of panic.. feeling like it will suddenly explode within me.. Thought of so many potential strokes can be quite overwhelming!

Round 7: 4, 2, 4 ((Round strokes: 10, Accumulation: 239)

Slight relieve felt.. Really like praying for the double Aces.

Round 8: Shocked when cards opened: Aces, Jack and K.. Where is the double Aces

Master remarked: Wow! This is really mega! Aces and pictures only! Special case.. 150 stokes! Total strokes 389!

Somewhat, the spur of that moment, I couldn't control myself anymore... Tears suddenly erupted and and suddenly let out a desperation plead.. Still in kneeling position....

I desperately pleaded in tears, grabbing on his hand: Please master......... please don't cane me.... please... pleaseeee..... please..... (Words just flowed out)

Master instinctively brushed my hands off... and replied: Watch your words... BAD MANNERS!

Somewhat, his words was not registering.. words just flow: Please don't cane me... I plead you...

Master raised his voice: STOP IT!

I suddenly silence, but seconds later words flowed again: I stop... master, please have mercy... pleaseee... pleaseeee....

Master angrily: Losing all your manners! You are never allowed to use I word! Add on PUNISHMENT!!

I reacted: Sorry. sorry ... sorry master.... Cassandra is really sorry... sorry soorryyy.. .. Master... Please give Cassandra mer......

Master cut in: Silence! Go to your caning position now!

I replied: Cassandra will go, but pleassssssseeeeee master, please don't cane so much..

Master warned: ANOTHER WORD.... GO!

Fear stopped me from continuing... I quickly stood up, and walked to the already designated chair meant for canning.. bend over in position and waited for my painful fate.

Master, as usual, secured my hands and legs to the chairs with cable ties.. This time he used more cable tie per limps and secured it tighter... Then he just pulled down the back of the panties slightly just to expose the butt region...

Master remarked: This time, no gagging... and if you scream.. I reset to ZERO! and each stroke! Count!

SNAP! The first stroke touched my butt almost immediately after he spoke............... Ouch!

Master: Where is the count!

SNAP! ... Ouch!

I sounded: One...

Master: One what! Forget to address me issit?

SNAP!...........

I sounded: One Master!

SNAP!....

' 2 Master'

It continues..... until.... 23 Master....

SNAP! .......

Instinctive reacted: Ouch!

Master: Restart!

I reacted without thinking again: Please master.... I am sorry... I am sorrrryryy... Please... I will do anything... for you.... I am..

Master interrupted: What I again!

SNAP!

I pleaded: Master... Cassandra is sorry... please give Cassandra. (Halfway... SNAP!!! ... OUCH!!) chance to pay back other....... (SNAP!! )

Master: Count still ZERO....

SNAP!!! Could really feel the super burning sensation now...

I replied: One Master! Please Master... Cassandra let you penetrate the hole!

SNAP!!!

Master spoke: I already have the intention to do that... you are my property, I don't need you to let me....

Somewhat, more fear hearing that..

SNAP!

I sounded tearfully: 2 master! ... Cassandra beg... other punishment..

Master: Reset! Focus on counting only! No more other words!

SNAP!

I sounded, chokingly: 1 master!

SNAP!

Chokingly: 2 master....

and continues.... by 30 counts... the pain was really unbearable... was tearing... feeling extremely shitty! and extremely painful and helpless!

40 counts... suddenly the stroke stopped...

Master: Red and swollen enough.. with some cuts... good! Since you plead just now... Fine.. .

Master moved to my front, already not wearing anything below, pushed his penis into my mouth.

Master: suck it until it harden... Faster!

I panickingly did as I was told until could feel his penis suddenly harden.. He pulled it out of my mouth... walked to my back, in one motion, pulled out the tampons in my ass..

A pop sound created..

Then! felt a sudden huge JAB into my asshole! Master just anal me! It felt like a big rock in! Somewhat felt a choking effect on me... Ouch!

Then within moments... he did the thrusting movement at my asshole... Felt the jerk! and each jerk, felt the choke and like blood gushed up my brain feeling...

Jerk.... jerk..... on for few minutes until master ejaculated...............

Felt some liquid flowed within me... and his penis vibrated pressing within my ass hole...

At that point... I felt extremely depressed... As if the world ended kind of feeling... like a a bad dream.. So helpless... So degraded... just a mixture of negative emotions...  

Master commanded: Thank me now!

Master commanded again: Thank me now! You slut!

I forced it out tearing: Thank you Masssterr....

Master: Sound HAPPY! and For WHAT!!

I forced happy: Thank you Master... For your discharge in Cassandra ass...

Master: Ass what ass! Useless hole!

I forced happy again : Thank you Master... For your discharge in Cassandra useless hole ..

Words definitely could not describe such terrible feeling when saying that...

Master: Good!

He remained in that way for awhile before finally pulling his penis out.. Another POP sound..

Just when I thought it was over, he appeared in front with his penis forcing towards my mouth.. This time stained with brownish stains (likely from my anal wall) and some milky residue near its tip.. Seeing it before licking is really GROSSED...

But even before it could registered, the penis was already forced into my mouth! YUCK!!! YUCK!!! YUCK!!! It tasted extremely out of the WORLD! TASTED like mixture of all the worst tasted combined..

Master ORDERED: CLEAN IT FAST!!

His order, with the fierce voice, got me immediately into action... I used the tongue to keep licking it and round it until it is visually clean.. Somewhat, not being able to think of the grossness, because of the instinct of following his COMMANDING ORDERS.. .

It took few minutes before it was completely cleaned...

Master finally pulled out his penis from my mouth... Walked and apply the necessary solutions (vinegar and oilment) on my butt. It stinged really pain when the vinegar was applied!

As usual, master allowed the butt to air and walked away to wash himself.. While I was still in the bended position well secured and bounded waiting for him to release.

Could hear the sound of water in the toilet.. What a privilege that as master's slave I would no longer have assess to- toilet facilities...

Master walked out after about 10 minutes...

Pushed a new tampons into the asshole..Sudden painful jerk again!....  He pulled back up the panties... and real up until the wedgie feeling was felt....

Then he remarked: You still have many more strokes to pay back! Some will be in installment and interest.. some i will convert to more SEVERE PUNISHMENT....

Then he finally released me...

I am definitely not looking forward to what lies ahead...

To be continued...

Monday, 31 July 2017

Part 1-9: Day 1 Caning punishment and waiting on master

In my mind.. I know.. I am in trouble!.....

How will master punish me this time! Shivers... Head looking down as if nothing happens... Locally termed act blur..

Master standing at the door: You never learn right?!?

(my mind just merely blank, waiting for the worst)

Master: FINE!! Tonight you will be sleeping in this position! This will surely make sure you remember your obedience! Stand up now!

I stood up..

Master: Dumb issit? Where is your respect!

I mustered my voice: Sorry master, yes master..

Master: Complete Sentence!

Forcing to speak (feeling of fear and depressive): sorry... ma.. ster.. Cassandra is sorry... yes ma... ster.. Cassandra obey...

Master: Fine! where is your curtsey! Where is your respect!

I immediately curtsey..

Master: You lowly slut! BETTER REMEMBER YOUR PLACE! look at the uniform, why is it so messy! and why so wet!

Immediately, the uncomfort feel of the sweaty and sticky uniform is felt... momentary reminded of the uniform..

I simply bowed my head and kept quiet.. felt so wrongfully accused..

Master continued: this uniform don't belong to you.. and you dirty it! This uniform is a reminder of your place and status! and it belong to me your master! You are really asking for it!

Master grabbed the tail end of the chain and pulled.. I felt the tug and followed him to the chair... He simply guided me to the back of the chair, pulled the chain down towards the front, guiding me to bend over the backrest, till I couldn't go further..

Then master instructed: place hands beside legs!

I obeyed..

Master: Dumb issit!

I struggled to speak: Yes master.. Cassandra obey

Master took the cable ties and tie each of the 'wrist bracelets' to the chair.. He double cable tie to ensure I cannot break free.. Next, he walked to retrieve the 'goggle blandfold' and place it on me..


Sudden DARKNESS again.. suddenly feel disoriented again!

Then, he lifted up the skirt, pulled down the panties, instructed me to lift each legs for him to remove the panties..



Then he spoke again: This clean panties...

Then he threw it to the floor. (This pair of panties was only changed awhile ago).. Then he walked to the kneeling corner, took the panties which was gagged in my mouth, the soiled panties which was, by then, well soaked in saliva.. stuffed it into my mouth.. YUCKS!!!

Master: you don't deserve cleanliness.. slut! enjoy your lowliness!

I couldn't respond..

Then, I cable tied each legs wide open to the back legs of each chair.. As my legs split opened, immediately my penis bounced forward as it was ungripped...



Opps! I remembered during our discussion before the session that re-exposing the penis or untucked penis is considered MORTAL SIN!

Immediately, master noticed it!!

Master: YOU ARE DEAD! Bonus points! 1000 punishment point! (forever to pay back already! HOW!)

In seconds, a sudden tap is felt on the bare butt with a sound: Plak!

Somehow, don't seems to feel anything.. .

Then another: Plak!

This time a slight stinging pain

PLAK!! ............. PLAK...... PLAK..... Ouch!! Felt more ttinging pain!

PLAK... PLAK..... PLAK.... PLAK...

CANING! Master was indeed caning me!

Master continued to CANE, with few seconds interval.. PLAK!! PLAK!!! PLAK!!

Feeling SORE...

My mind: When finish??

More PLAKssssssssssssssssssssssss.....

Seems not ending... By now... really painful...

Still continues... felt tears coming out..

And continues.. feels never-ending..

Until it finally stopped.. estimate maybe after 50 strokes...

Then I felt some cool sensation over the butt.. Master was applying vinegar over the butt (We during the discussion about that as vinegar naturally sterilize the canning wound if any) No pain, maybe I have not sustained any canning wounds yet, just mild cooling effect of the vinegar.

Then master applied the ointment, Zam buk, which is supposed to help in the recovery of wounds fast.. (This was done so that the butt remained cane-able..by minimizing the injury or for faster recovery. Hence, it was not so much for my comfort, but for me to be potentially punished more!) 

After that, master walked away.. Leaving me alone in that position.. 

Again, being alone, first thing feeling the uncomfort of the school uniform, moreover in this bended position, the uniform felt more sticky and tight and restrictive... Wiggled a little, hopefully to loosen the uniform touching my skin.. it worked but sticked back.. still uncomfortable.. 

So, I helplessly waited to be released.. 

Master was in fact airing the butt for awhile.. 

Could hear TV switched on in the background.. Then I suddenly felt the ear plugs inserted back in.. 

Faint voice of master: No rights to entertainment and to hear... 

His words could really give a depressive feeling... and a very intimidating feeling.. 

Then, I felt the release of the cable ties... I dared not move though.. Guess really have began to learn the submissive way of acting on instructions.. 

Master spoke: Stand up and put back on the panties from your mouth! 

I did accordingly.. Pulled out the YUCKY panties from my mouth.. and.... 

Master: CURTSY!!! 

I realised and remembered... I immediately curtsy.. felt unbalanced cause of the blindfold.. 

Master: Gagged does not excuse you from cutsy! More points! Put on the panties quickly! 

I responded: Yes master, Cassandra obey.. (and curtsy) 

I swiftly put back on the panties and pulled it up. Though careful not to behave too rough... And instinctively, tucked and pulled the penis back in place, painful stretch of the penis, but somehow, maybe because of the focus on the task that did not really bother with the pain.. 
Think I am really learning to just obey and act as a real submissive girl to master and to solely follow what he wants me to do that any pain and inconvenience is no longer matter.. 

The panties felt really WET! and STICKY!!! Really uncomfortable on me! In my normal life, I would never have worn such GROSSED item! I would have remove it straight if it is so wet.. 

Instead, I just stood still and waited for master's next instruction,.. 

Felt the tug on the chain again, and he pulled the chain, signalling me to follow.. I followed, no choice because of the tug of the chain round my neck.. 

I followed until he instructed: Stop! Kneel down! 

I responded: Yes master, Cassandra obey.. (and curtsy... then slowly kneel) 

Master: Good! you finally got it into your lowly behaviour! Make sure you continue to behave as a slave... which you are now! And to reward, I minus 1 point from your punishment point..

Only one point? So unfair.. get points so easily, remove points so little.. Unfairness..

Feeling of unfairness... but had to mustered the respond: Thank you master.. Cassandra is grateful..

Master: Sound happy!

I forced repeat in more lively tone: Thank you master.. Cassandra is grateful..

(Really doing well in conditioning me into this lowly state and to condition my mind!)

Master: Thats better.. now, move that head forward and suck while i watch TV and eat..

By now, master was sitting right infront of me with legs opened.. As I move forward, his hand pushed me from the back and somehow guided me to his penis.. PUNGENT as before! No time to think too much... Within seconds, mouth was well cupped into his penis and scrotums... GROSS!

I began to suck.. With the faint noise from TV heard..

Continued for minutes... breathless... and stopped sucking.. next felt a hit at the back the head!
Master: Who ask you stop! Continue..

I began sucking again...

And sucking.. and sucking..

Then, I smelled a fragrant smell of the famous local chicken rice.. Master just opened the dinner which he went out to pack to eat as dinner.. The smell was extremely heavenly... Felt my stomach immediately growled.. And instinctively stopped what I was supposed to do.. Felt lots of saliva in my mouth..

Master: Smell nice? Too bad.. Proper food is meant for normal people.. Slave is not allowed... and who say stop! Continue!

I somehow obeyed and proceed.. Trying hard not to think of the food.. and the only way was to think of the sucking.. (Really a good way to condition my mind into slavery!)

So it continues, master finished his food... placed it away, simply wiped his slightly oily hands (from the food) at the sleeves of the uniform.. so convenient.. While adding a little food oil on it.. It will surely stink!

I simply continued sucking... and he continued watching... could feel my mouth really tired.. And feels like eternity!

Finally master commanded: Stop... Time for your dinner.. wait.. you are not entitled to dinner! Time to put food in you..

Master removed the blindfold.. Sudden GLARE!

First thing I saw after the glare! His groin region and the hairs! yucks.. Mouth still engulfing master's penis and scrotums! Felt really grossed..

To be continued..
Next Part: Dinner? or is it?

Preview:
Consume RAW vegetable.. BLEND! RAW! Not very energy-giving! It really felt grossed seeing the food.. much more when thinking of eating it!

Taking a break

  Decided it is time to break from writing   Not because I ran out of ideas Ideas is still flowing  It is more like the time taken per entry...