In my mind: Finally can be out of this uncomfortable and restrictive heels.. Which really made my movement while standing up difficult. Although I heard about blisters and pain wearing such stiletto, this was not experienced yet, as I was only made to walk short distance thus far.. Though it was slight pain near my toes and somehow unable to walk huge strides in it.. Other than that, it was still bearable. Maybe, its still too early to tell...
But why master suddenly wanted me to change away the heels? Was thinking in my mind? What was he up to this time? Thoughts of what may happen next just rolled in my mind.. But still, I knew I had to obey fast before getting into more trouble..
I respectfully took the shoes with both hands from the master, while still kneeling with the improvised gag in my mouth.. Then, tried moving myself from kneeling to sitting position so as to change to the shoes..
After taking the shoes, master looked away.. and briefly walked away..
Taking off the heels, I placed them neatly on the floor, put on the socks and school shoes as fast as I could.. Thinking that may reduce the chance of making mistakes.. Just as I was finishing wearing the shoes, master walked back and
remarked again: F*** you! since when do you have the rights to sit? The only sitting position you know of is KNEEL!
I: Ummm.. ummm... (Mouth still pacified with stuffed panties; wanted to explain the difficulty of changing shoes kneeling and so sit down, maybe he knew, thats why he walked away, and it may be his way of TAMING AND CONDITIONING MY MENTAL mind into submission, so creating instances to find OBVIOUS TRAPS for me to fall into.. GOOD TEACHING ON MY LOSS OF RIGHTS, and loss of basic justice to justify myself)
Master continues: You UNTAMED SLUT! kneel back down now!
I quickly did it..
Now, go to your kneeling corner and reflect on yourself...
I slowly stood up, (unable to talk from the pacifier), curtsy, took few steps backwards, head bowed before slowly turned to walk to the corner.. There, same thing, slowly kneeled back to position..
There, master took a pair of goggles, , came to me, and put it on me.. Instantly, I saw DARKNESS! This must be the specially improvised surprise blindfold master created!
Guessed he got the goggles few days before the session, fully painted the lens of the goggles with black paint markers, painted few layers to ensure it is fully covered and painting thick enough to ensure it is fully effective.. Paint marker was used because it will not be washed off by water or sweat.
So this was the blindfold which master said he will create for this session. During the discussion, when I asked him to elaborate how he will create the blindfold.. He just simply said, it will be a surprise..
And this 'surprise' gadget was really effective.. With this 'goggle blindfold' on, I could only see darkness, NOTHING ELSE!. With the rubber strips keeping it in place.. As well as the rim gaskets nicely seal the area around the eyes. This goggles blindfold indeed was an indigenous idea!
It will not loosen due to the rubber strips, gasket rims keep the lens on the eyes, well painted-on lens ensure the while filed of vision in lens is PITCH DARK!
Sudden sense of lost just came upon me.. No matter how I attempted to open my eyes, or blink my eyes, it was just DARKNESS..
Even how I tried fidgeting facial muscles, the goggles just simply remained in place.. (Some blindfolds can be moved which some facial fidgeting, which could allow some small peeking space)... Simply, DARKNESS REMAINED..
Instinctive, I shake my head around trying to find my orientation, or maybe to shake the goggle blindfold off... BLINDFOLD FIRMLY IN POSITION.. DARKNESS REMAINED...
Heard master's voice: STAY STILL! NAUGHTY GIRL!...
I immediately stopped..
Master's voice: More PUNISHMENT POINTS..
I simply swallowed.
Next, felt master placing something into both my ears.... Upon entry, that things expanded created a discomfort outward pressure on the ears.. THAT'S EAR PLUGS I KNOW!
Now, I cannot see, apparently cannot hear.. mouth pacified, with semen soiled panties stuck in my mouth.. Kneeled in the most girly position (awkward and uncomfortable) at a corner!
Master's FAINT voice (hearing reduced): STAY IN THIS POSITION UNTIL I TELL YOU TO MOVE... UNDERSTAND!?
I simply nodded.
Master's FAINT voice: You have already clocked up alot of PUNISHMENT POINTS barely few hours into this session.. Offhand, I estimate that you have 40 minor mistakes.. Worst MAJOR MISTAKES.. 20! ALSO SERIOUS CRIME! 5! I have noted all these points in a notebook..
Minor mistakes: 1 point
Major mistakes: 3 points
Serious crime: 10 points ... although it comes with some immediate punishment for such crimes, you still have the points on top of that..
So you have scored more than 100 points!!! You will definitely need to pay!
Oh yes.. any act of service which I performed for you.. I will also give you 5 punishment points.. You really can score alot.. my girl.... I will make sure you pay for all...
I swallowed... and just simply stayed still..
Master's FAINT voice: So now! If you move a weeeee bit... That will be it!
I remained still..
Voice continues: All your actions till now is asking me to step up on your TAMING PROCESS! Fine! You shall get it.. Now.. Enjoy THIS ISOLATION SESSION.. this will help you pay back 2 points of your punishment...
The voice silence..
Now, completely unaware of my surrounding, I remained still.. Could do nothing but to think..
Thought of what master just said: me in this state.. for god knows how long.. will only pay back 2 points?? So unfair!!.. Thinking continues: But will be worst if I protest.. Somewhat, I could only learn to accept this unreasonable fate.. Knew if i don't tell myself its fair, I may few worst.. and if he ever asked such question about fairness, I may blut out the wrong answer..
(Master seemsed quite good in working on taming my mind into submission till now.. and to condition my mind to tune to accept this new lowly status mindset without any rights)
So.. in my mind.. somewhat, I forced myself to just accept that this is fair.. somewhat it developed into a chant in my mind.. this is fair, just accept it.. this is fair.. just accept it.. (continue rolling for awhile)
Time seems to claws in this position... feeling like a little girl waiting eagerly for master's instruction to cease this treatment...
Few like eternity has passed, and still no instructions to move yet.. Moreover, the temperature and humility in the room makes the room unpleasantly hot.. (Master switched of the air conditioning). Could feel myself sweating profusely..
Felt that the uniform was drenched with sweat, especially the blouse.. Could feel the blouse sticking to the skin..
As my day job is mostly in air-conditioned room, I seldom sweat so much.. I sweat mostly when exercise which will usually have the chance to change away my sweaty clothes fast..
But now, that I have sweated so much, I have lost all rights to CHANGE.. Feeling quiet uncomfortable with all the sweaty and stuffy uniform in was in.. What made it worst was the position I was in.. RESTRICTED MOVEMENT.. Felt as if GLUE WAS all over me..
WHEN WILL THIS END????
Still waiting.. Waiting... Waiting...
Somewhat... eventually, involuntary actions kicked in.. My hands seems to moved on its own.. my hands reached for the goggles blindfold and lifted it up..
Sudden exposure to a lighted room created an immediate blinding effect on my eyes, before my eyes adapted back to see again..
Uh... looking around... Master was nowhere to be seen.. I glanced a few more times... Nowhere...
sight of relieve kicked in.. somehow, I forgot that I was supposed to be in that ISOLATION POSITION..
I took off the pacifier, spit out the panties in my mouth.. testing the ground, I softly and cautionsly said:
Master???... .. (5 seconds)...... Master??......... (5 seconds)... Master??
Confirmed master is not around!! I thought to myself.. maybe he is out... Thought of 'giving myelf break from all these uncomforts for awhile.. tried to apply these uncomforts back quickly, hopefully before he comes back... and when he finally comes back, did not notice that I 'had a break' from this punishment..
I quickly pull off the ear plugs.. stood up...
Wow! did not realized that standing up is so comfortable.. I stretched my legs.. shaked it... Enjoyed every bit of it... I keep repeating these motions.. also on my hands..
Somehow, the more I was doing it.. the more ANXIOUS I FELT... cause my mind was thinking... anytime master could come back... The anxiety rose quickly.. till I felt my heart pounding..
So when this anxiety and fear of master returning became unbearable (which was very fast reaching)... I quickly kneeled back down.. adjusting the uniform in position... Picked up the saliva soaked panties... quickly stuffed it back into my mouth (mind not even thinking how grossed it was), reached for the pacifier, took it and pacify myself with it (weird things I did to myself out of fear erh... ).. About to move on to the ear plug.... and.. .
SUDDENLY, hears the sound of door opening!..
I FROZE with fear.., turned my head towards the door!
There, master stood there with few bags of purchases on his hand.. Think he went out to buy stuffs..
ULTIMATE FEAR GRIPED ME! Not knowing what to do..
Master stood at the door and simply stared at me.. I responded by quickly turning my head back and bowing it.. as if in a proper kneeling position.. Instinctive reaction I guessed to try to show as if nothing happened...
In my mind.. I know.. I am in trouble!.....
To be continued..
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