Part 1-4: Day 1 First major punishment

First major punishment

"Look what have you done.. didnt I told you that you will receive something BIG for this!! Fine you little naughty sissy girl! Brush the food away from your uniform! AND BE PUNISHED!!"

Chill flowed down me.. Never felt so bad before.. Never have I been shouted at so much ever before.. On hand, I wanted to talked back or retaliate back.. To fight back my rights. But my conscious mind reminded me that this was WHAT I AGREED TO BE IN.. So I decided to bite the bullet and and obeyed the master and be punish..

Quickly, I brushed the pinafore until all the food bits dropped on the floor..

He brought the chain with the PVC hose, collared me up.. AND TUG THE COLLAR

I followed the tug .. He secured the tail end to some overhanging support, just nice such that i can only stand still and cannot bend lower, if not, the chain may choke me my neck..
WITH THAT, I was forced to stand up straight (remembering that now I am wearing heels, feels little unbalanced).
Again, he bound both the 'bracklet' together and secure my hand up the chain so my hands again is SECURED UP.

Because i am in upright positions, the master can easily pull up the pinafore and the blouse, and pull up till it covers over my face., then the bra is pulled up.. there, the master fondle with the nipples..

(Oh no! I could guess what he is about to do, binder clip clamp, i have tried on myself before and I almost teared, removed it in less than a minute, but this time, I cannot choose the timing.. HE FONDLED ON THE NIPPLE TO ERECT THEM SO THAT IT IS EASILY CLAMPED) 

True enough, when both nipples were erected, he took the binder clip to clamp onto my nipple! A SHARP SHOCKING pain immediately! WANTED TO SCREAM, BUT SOMEHOW COULDN'T. Couldn't struggle much too because of the position i was in- Hand bounded up and standing upright on heals and held on on chains by the neck! 

Master promptly removed the both the handles of the binder clip so there is no way to take out the binder clip unless he placed back the handle..

Then, he put the the bra back in position and the uniforms pulled back in place.. the pain keeps increasing that I struggled and squeezed my legs tight! AND HE JUST STOOD THERE WATCHING ME ENDURE THE PAIN FROM THE CLAMP...

I COULD ONLY BITE HARD TO ENDURE THE PAIN... FOR 1 MIN...... 2 MIN.... MASTER JUST WATCHED AND MONITOR ME....

After what seems like 10 min, I struggled to speak: "Master, can please remove the clamp? "

Master replied: "MORE MAJOR MISTAKE! You have no rights to speak without permission! NO RIGHTS to ask such question! AND BARELY 5 MINS HAS PASSED!

(seems like when in pain time perception is really wrong) 

This time master did not mention more punishment. Maybe because he was having pleasure seeing my current painful stand and how i struggle.. So he just looked at me with such smile- as if he is watching a movie.. 

After what seems like eternity, he finally walked towards me, unsecure the chain from the overhanging support and said
"you slave, for all your insolence, you will perpetually be collared, and never be uncollared.. all times I will lock the end of the collar to some object to make sure your movement, if you are even allowed to move freely, is within certain radius.. clear???!!!?" 

I croak: "Yes Master. (slight lips shivering) Cassandra is clear. "

Master: "Good, go finish your food, this time on the floor, come!"

He tugged the chain and I was dragged to follow. Could see bits of food on the floor.

Master ordered: "Lay flat on the floor on the front and lick up all the spilled food, you will wiggle around to make sure all spills are licked up! Then go finish the rest and eat like a dog.. If you drop food on the floor, I will make sure you get more from me!"

THE CLAMP IS STILL NOT REMOVED and THE SHARP PAIN IS STILL THERE!!!

To be continued......
Next: Accidental ejaculation..... A very SERIOUS CRIME of a slave....
Preview:
...... Somewhat, all this wiggling and struggling on the floor, coupled with the excruciating pain on the nipple..And the tampons rubbing in my anus..  Halfway through wiggling, I suddenly feels my penis getting hard.. Within split seconds, it started to ejaculate....... 

Part 1-3: Day 1 Last proper meal

Last proper meal

Usually, my normal routine, I would eat fast and scope food and briefly bite and swallow, so I just merely brought this habit into this session, not know I have to pay a high price just with regard to food alone....

So I kneel down at the corner, opened the packet of food. I notice that the dish that master choose to match the rice are boneless and can easily be scoped by the plastic spoon provided.

So with my left hand holding the packet, and my right hand simply just scoped a generous scope of rice, opened my mouth wide and simply push the food in, briefly bite and swallow..

Suddenly, an angry voice of master: "IS THIS HOW YOU BEHAVE LIKE A GIRL?? A girl does not open your arms so wide! Girls put their hands close together! Note. not behaving as a girl. another punishment point!!."

Immediately, I pull both my hands close in.. Feels a tight squeeze on my armpits, immediately feeling the sweat coming out! So uncomfortable.

Master continued: "And you eat like a man! A girl only scope small portion per time and slowly bring the food to the mouth.. and a girl only open the mouth partially.. And chew the food for about 30 seconds before gently swallowing it! And you violate all of it! just by eating this simple meal you already committed 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 mistakes!! I will surely make you pay for this! Little girl, you really love punishments issit?"

When master was doing his count ON MISTAKES, somewhat, my mind was counting the number as well.. I thought I counted 6 mistakes.

I instinctively reacted: "Master, think you counted wrongly.. think is 6..."

Master raised his voice: "You really want to be punished right?!!! Who are you to correct your master? Master is always right! You really don't know where you stand! Another BIG MISTAKES! And since when did I give you permission to speak! BIG MISTAKE AGAIN!! You will surely be severely punished tonight!"

Suddenly fear entered me..

Master continue: "Since you are so act smart.. Put the packet on the floor and eat from it.... AS A GIRL... and if you EVER DROP EVEN A GRAIN OF RICE ON THE UNIFORM, I WILL MAKE SURE YOU GET SOMETHING BIG FROM ME!! Is that CLEAR?!?!?"

I swallowed some saliva and replied: "Yes Master."

So with the packet of rice on the floor, I carefully and slowly took the spoon reached forward with my hands to scope a small portion, carefully deliver it to my partially opened mouth, consciously biting the food for like eternity and gently swallow.. All with my hands tucked closely..

This felt so unnatural to me... and difficult!

Carefully, I did it for the 2nd scope.. the 3rd..

And on the 4th scope, a grain of rice, suck below the spoon dropped onto the skirt enroute to my mouth!

I panicked a little..QUICKLY USED MY LEFT HAND TO TO PICK UP THE GRAIN INTO MY MOUTH

Fortunately master did not notice the drop.. I pretended nothing happen and continued the troublesome way of eating..

But think I do not have the chance...

After about 7 scopes, noticing my master was somewhat not noticing me and thinking wanting to finish this troublesome meal up fast, I thought I of harmless "cheating" by scoping a huge portion and quickly bring it to my mouth before he sees me again..

But as the spoon was moving in to my mouth, suddenly, few grains drop onto the skirt again. This time, my master SAW the rice dropped...

I froze! Fearful what will happen.. With the spoonful of the remaining rice on my hands..

He walked towards me, reached his hand GRABBING THE blouse collar and pulled me up... This drastic pull made me spilled the rest of the rice all over the pinafore.. I almost lost by balance AS I STOOD UP ON THE high heels...

He is definitely going to PUNISH ME BIG TIME!, moreover, not A GRAIN.. but multiple GRAIN..

I stood extremely still looking down... Fearfully waiting for him to speak..

To be continued......
Next: First major punishment..
Preview: 
"Look what have you done.. didnt I told you that you will receive something BIG for this!! Fine you little naughty sissy girl! Brush the food away from your uniform! AND BE PUNISHED!!"

Part 1-2: Day 1 The initiation

So it begins....

From now on- he is my master..

First he ordered me to surrender all my personal belonging to him. I slowly took out my wallet, unbuckle my watch, took out my hp and emptied all the contents in my pockets and pass it to him. As I am still 'untrained', I just simply and casually passed all this items to him one by one.

I noticed that master is displeased on his facial expression. He remarked: 'Thats not the way for a girl to present things to her master; never mind, you will later be punished for his once your tranfromation is completed. And I will trained you to be a well-behaved submissive gal.. '

I kept quiet, felt scared and feeling blood flushed away from my face.. I did not know how to answer him.

Actually, in fact, he did not give time for me to answer. He started on his next order: Strip down everything and surrender everything you wear folded nicely and place it on the bed.

I did what he told. Took off my t-shirt and shorts, pull down my briefs.. The moment I pull down my brief, I feel so embarrassed, never felt so naked before like nothing on me.. Its so uncomfortable...

I quickly folded my clothes and place it on the bed.

Master remarked again: Now, stand straight, close your eyes and let me inspect you..

I remembered during our discussion that this inspection is on hair.. So having this expectation and knowing what he is doing, I just obeyed..

But what is unexpected is: I hear the sound of duct tape pulling. Sudden shock to me! We did not plan that!... (Yes yes.. the agreement is that he has all rights to deviate the plan because he is the master, but not so fast right). I dare not open my eyes though..

Next, I felt the duct tape sticking to my mouth.. Didn't know duct tape is so sticky. He pressed the duct tape over my mouth, felt suddenly I FELT GAGGED... AND MOUTH SEALED

Then, I could feel some cloth wrapping over my eyes. Oh that I know.. blindfolding..

Next, on each wrist, he cable-tied 3 cable tie like a bracelet. This is what we termed as "bracelet" which will be used to secure me to any objects or even be bounded together.. That way, this 'bracelet is reusable..

After all these were placed on me, I was ordered to place both hands together in front of me. I did as instructed.. I could feel his hand used 2 cable ties tying the 2 wrist bracelet together.

Next, I could hear the sound of chain. That sounds scary especially in blindfolding..

Suddenly, I feel something over my neck.. it don't feel like chain.. What he did was that master has already measured my neck circumference and cut a portion of the PVC rubber hose to that length, then he slipped that chain in through the PVC hose and collared me with it.. This way, the collar will feel stiffer and the PVC hose, being plastic will make me feel more uncomfortable. The chain will keep the neck securely bounded and means no escape once I am chained.

After the PVC hose chain is circled round my neck, I could hear the sound of the lock clipped. I am not officially necked chained. with a tail of chain hanging down. feels the coldness of the chain on my naked body...

that way, there will be no escape..

Next, I could feel master tugging on the neck chain. I COULD FEEL THE JERK on the neck. like signalling me to move.. I instinctively followed where the chain pull. Can't believe how a chain can control me.. I have no idea where I am going, but i could feel master securing the tail end of the chain on something above... (GUESSED HE IS SECURING ME TO SOME HIGH HOOKS SO THAT I CANNOT ADOPT ANY OTHER POSITION OTHER THAN STANDING, bending a little will not be possible as the chain, being secured to top, will not allow)

Next, my hands, already bounded together, he lifted up and cabled tie to the chain right above me.. now I know I cannot bend down or squat down, if not the chain will choke my neck.. In that position, my armpit were exposed as well...

I knew what he was about to do, shave me.. till clean.. First, he used scissors to cut short my armpit and pubic hair.. Then he shaved the armpit, followed by the pubic and my leg hairs as well.. (I shaved my facial hair in the morning before coming to the session, so he need not process me there).. He inspected me all over, found few lose hairs like one near my nipple, which he just simply shaved off as well..

Thereafter, he remarked: Girl, you are shaved, I will give you your last shower.... Enjoy it while you can... (Oh yes, we agreed that shower meant for luxury and a slave is not entitled to use the toilet or shower) He just simply sprayed water over me, mainly to wash away the hairs instead of making me clean..

Now, i figured out where I am, in the toilet!

While splashing water on me with the shower hose, he remarked: "this is also to wash any manhood off you.."

After the wash, could feel he used the towel to wipe my body all over.. to dry me up.. I know that all these act of service by him, I have to later eventually pay him back at least 10-fold.. So deep in my mind, I felt how is this going to be effect on me.. Worried I felt......

After drying, I felt him applying some sweet scented moisturizer all over my body so I may smell girly,... Think he bought it in the supermarket we went.. I FEELS STICKY THOUGH.. FIRST discomfort...

After this cleansing phrase, he removed my blindfold, then released the chain from the HOOK and instruct me to follow him.. I obediently followed him out of the toilet.. There, I could see the whole set of uniform laid on the table with his chosen choice of panty and bra.. The pair of heels...

He temporary removed my chain, cut the bound between the "bracelet".. Now i can move freely again.

HE instruct me to put on the uniform.. I obediently obeyed.

Wearing the uniform...
First, I took the panties and while halfway up my legs, master stopped me. He instructed me to open my legs slightly, standing by the side, push both my testes into the inguinal canal, and pull my penis through my legs to as far back as I could imagine! Oouch!! I could feel the stretch. It felt painful, but i dared not scream.. He managed to stretch to the extend my penis almost touches my anus.. he locked squeezed in in between my butt and instructed me to: close up my legs and pull up the panties.. then after pulling up, did he let go of his hands..

Then he REMARKED: THIS IS THE POSITION OF THIS BODY PART AT ALL TIME! if the position goes off, YOU WILL BE SERVERELY DEALT WITH!

I could only sallow some saliva in.

Sidenote: I had tried the tug and pulling before on my own before.. and with the panties to secure the penis in place. It did not feel as painful as someone does it for me.. The only pain I felt before is eventually some sore pain if it leave it pulled and tucked overnight.. surprisingly, the panties could keep it in position the whole night.. and with mirror, there was no signs of my penis though although there is a sore pain.. 

Maybe only after awhile, need to re-tuck and pull... which I will find out during this session.. by how many times I will be SEVERELY PUNISHED for having a budge at the front, or the penis is exposed, which a girl should not have in the first place..

Back to dressing up, Next I put the bra on, 

then the blouse, slowly buttoning it...Lastly the pinafore, I slipped it over my head, when it was in place, I zipped the side up.. immediately I could feel the heat!. Stuffy....

Next I put on the heels, suddenly feel super elevated. but sort of unbalanced and UNCOMFORTABLE.
(We both agreed that this will be the formal version of the uniform, like in formal schools event where heels are worn instead of school shoes)

Then the master passed me a hair band which I instinctively put it on..

Now, I have transformed into a school girl,... But wait, there is a second part, TO BE MASTER's SLAVE...

Immediately, once I am in uniform, new instructions were given: kneel down and bow head slightly, and never to look up..

I obeyed. NEXT HE GIVES A STINGS OF INITIATION INSTRUCTIONS ON BEHAVIOUR

First, he gave me new girly name. He named me Cassandra.. He also gave me a chinese name: Xiao Hui.. As I am now his slave, I have to follow his surname, Lim. So my full name will be: Cassandra Lim Xiao Hui. He instructed that whenever he calls me by my name, I have to respond in a certain way and if have to curtsy..

I was also told not to speak unless given instruction, and even when instruction is given, I can only speak in a gentle and girly manner. And I can never use 1st person pronun.. I can only say: your girl, your slave or the name given to me (and if i have accumulated punishment points, I cannot even use name.)

He said I may eventually have to refer myself as "this slut" or "this sissy"..

My only allowable sitting position is kneeling, and he pointed to be a kneeling spot, that whenever I am not doing anything, I have to be kneeling there. I was also instructed how I should kneel, of cause the girly way will hand neatly placed on the lap..

He also briefed of the punishment points system which he will mentally keep track which I will earn throughout the session. Master will have the final decisions on how many points I have.

The briefing only covers the essentials and he mentioned that I will learn more of his expectations allow the way through punishments. Although I breifed that I may not be immediately punished but may be accumulated in the punishment point.

IN SHORT, I will no longer have rights and never right, I will be regarded as the most lowly being and have to serve and please my master... and behave in the most girly and slave-like manner.

After he briefed me.. I was told to go to the kneeling corner and have my last proper meal, which he packet from me. Instinctively, I just stood up and walked toward the packet food..

There, I was immediately stopped! Master shouted: STOP!!!!!

He shouted: you misBEhaved girl, why didnt you say"yes master" before standing up.. you have also got to say: Thank you Master for allowing Cassandra to eat" and when you stand up, you did not curtsy! Next you walk like a man, with head up, you are not supposed to lift up your head. And you are not supposed to turn your back to me! In such short time, you commited 7 mistakes, MOST OF IT ARE BIG MISTAKES!

I stood facing him frozen, not knowing what to response.. Think I am in deep trouble! I just stood there staring down..

He continued: You will surely be punished for this little girl...... SEVERELY PUNISHED! Is that cleared!

I replied: Yes Master, I am sorry

Oh not!

He raised his voice again: Another mistake, NOTED..

Seems like I have to pay alot of punishment to learn.. I am starting to regret to have this session..

I chokingly replied: Cassasandra is sorry, Master, I will not do it again..

Oh no! another blunder!

This time, Master is not happy any more..

He stood up and ordered: walk to that chair, bend over on the chair!

I turned to walk.. Oh no! another mistake! I did not acknowledge! I did not curtsy after that! I turned my back again!

GUESSED SUCH PROTOCOL IS NOT A 2ND NATURE TO ME..

Master remarked instantly, this time in a singing manner: More mistakes.. Noted..

When I bend over the chair, my mind thought, going to be caned so soon.. feel little scared..

Master pulled up my skirt at the back, pull down my panties.. (Oh no, must remember, not my panties, because I cannot own anything) Should learn to say, pull down the panties, suddenly, felt a sudden JAB into my anus.. He just jabbed a tampons into my anus! Ouch! the suddenness of it really is painful.

Then he pulled back up the panties and said: now, go eat, remember to thank me for the small small punishment..Your main punishment will come later!  you will have this tampon remain in you throughout, if you remove it yourself, more severe punishment will come! Only time it can come out is when I give permission. IS THAT CLEAR!!????!!!

I slowly and carefully replied (words now seems hard to speak, maybe because of the fear struck on me now): Yes Master......... Cassandra is clear.... Cassandra thank master for the punishment.... Permission for Cassandra to go eat?"

Master: Thats better, but can be improved, talk in higher pitch next time! Now go!

Cassandra: Yes Master (This time I remembered to curtsy and walk few steps back before gently taking the packet from the table to the kneeling corner)

To be continued......

Next: Last proper meal..
Preview

Usually, my normal routine, I would eat fast and scope food and briefly bite and swallow, so I just merely brought this habit into this session, not know I have to pay a high price just with regard to food alone....

Part 1-1: 4 days 3 nights of being a forced school girl in uniform

Part 1-1

Day 1: Pre-session

Woke up by 8am this morning. Today is going to be the 1st day of our long awaited session that my potential master and I has planned for months. Finally, I am going to live up my fantasy of being a slave school girl in full school uniform to be trained and serve my beloved master.

The master managed to book a chalet for our 4 days 3 nights session, where I will be forced-transform into a lowly sissy school girl and remain as it until the end of the session.

We agreed there will be no safe words involved. It will be as realistic as it gets. Only way out is when the time reaches the end of session.

Once the session starts, I can only be out when the session reaches the end. Crying, regret, or even pity from master will not be any EXCUSES to end the session. It is a one-way ticket- and I was the advocate of that during our month long discussion.

Our meeting is at 10am near one of the heartlands central in Singapore. After linking up, we will both go around to places to purchase the items required for the session before booking into the chalet. That includes sets of school uniforms from uniform shop, girly underwears and all the items required for the session.

We have to get everything from scratch because I purged all the school uniforms I collected many years ago in fear that some of my family members would find out about my hidden fantasy.

Now, I have reached the meet-up point, half hour early because I am not prepare to risk punishment. My heart has been skipping beats, maybe because of the partial anxious of the potential physical, emotional and mental pain I have to endure, or the excitement of finally being able to experience the fantasy. Many thoughts keep going through my mind, like how am I going to feel being caned, or always having to kneel down as sitting positions etc. Although my potential master and I spent countless late nights the past few months discussing on what will happen during the session, they are only just imaginations. Today will be the REAL THING!

We all know REAL thing will usually deviate from the FANTASY.... Thoughts like what if it is not as 'enjoyable' as what I have fantasy about? How? Thoughts of running away from the sessions started creeping in..

But no! This fantasy has been dwelling on my mind for a long time..... Not just weeks or months.. But years!!! I started developing this fantasy ever the age of 12.. I am already in my early 30s! There were times when I flushed it away.. But it always REVISITED me and got me up late at nights fantasizing about it! Ran away from it long enough! I do not want to regret in my old age that I have gone through this experience. WE ONLY LIVE LIFE ONCE!!!

My potential master arrived on time. He saw me sitting at Macs and approached me. We greeted each other and talked briefly before setting off to buy the stuffs.

Note our cordial meetup instead of and D/S greetings. We both agreed that the roles will kink in at the point of the INITIATION PROCESS. Before the session, I am still a normal human being and he will be my friend.

First stop, we drop by the uniform shop. Measurement for my size was done prior to today. So we know the size of the uniforms to purchase. And we have agreed on the type of school uniforms I will be wearing for the session.

We will be having 2 sets of different uniforms:

Set 1 - School uniform consist of white blouse and pinafore with zipper at the side
This uniform looks STUFFY to be worn the whole day. I once owned one of it and I sort of agreed, especially once I zipped up the pinafore, it will tighten the whole uniform. It will definitely feel stuffy and start sweating. Needless to say, This set of uniforms will be worn for most parts of the session.. That includes to sleep in -if I am even given a proper sleep in the first place.

We got 2 pairs of school socks there as well

We have to go a different uniform shop to purchase the other set of uniform:
We had few choices, we may even purchase both so got more choice for my potential master:

Set 2- preferably a 1 piece dress uniform that can be worn over the Set 1 or be easily changed into. This is what we nicknamed as 'service (additional) uniform'. The name itself explains alot.
During the session, I am expected to soil the set 1 uniforms until become very sweaty and smelly, which is definitely not acceptable and will render SERIOUS punishment for soiling the uniform, but we do not want to ignore the possibility. So as the name suggest, when I comes a time when I gets too smelly or dirty for my master and when I need to perform services (eg. being a chair for master, service him in close proximity etc) I can be ordered to either change to 'service uniform' or wear it over the set 1 to cover the dirt and smell so that I will not offend or discomfort my master.

Afterall, I do not deserve any comfort in the session, likewise, the master deserves full comfort!

Panties and bra buying-
Enroute to the second shop, we dropped by the heartland corridor stalls which sells cheap underwear, like 3 for $10 kind. Potential master and I each picked 3 piece of panties each. We both decided that that I will be wearing the bikini types of panty, material not important. What more can we expect from such stalls. Anyway. I choose mostly the mild coloured panties and my potential choose the more colourful types.

The stall also sells bra. We both agreed that we will choose the simple looking bra because thats what school girls would have worn to school. Since the cheap price, we got 2 sets of T-shirt bra and 2 sets of sports bra.

In total, we bought 6 panties and 4 bras.

After paying, while walking away, my potential master cheekily whispered to my ear: 'you will not have a chance to wear all theses' and smiled.

He is true. Because most probably I will be permanently wearing one set of bra the whole session, not allowed to remove it. And 1 panties the whole time until it gets extremely soiled, then the master will stuff that panty into my mouth as gag and make me wear a fresh pair. I may be forced to wear back the dirty panty after the gagging.

His comment, though true, set shivers down me. Its the first sign of his domination over me for the day.

Thereafter, we go various other shops around singapore to buy different items.
Got a pair of school shoes
pair of plain black 4 inches stiletto court shoes.

Oh yes! did I mention, the attire for the whole session is full school uniforms including footwear and hair accessories..
So means at all time, I will either be in school shoes or high heels..

Generally as s guide: sleeping time and admin time will be school shoes, and day time or 'party' evening in heels.

So further list of items includes:
many bags of cable tie of different sizes
cane
Cling wraps from plastic shops
2 small pail (one for me to shit and pee, one for washing thing in if there is need)
3 m long chains
small pad locks
rubber hose
Tampons
and many more items to be used for the session... We managed to rushed all these'errands' by 2pm, potential master drives, makes it easier... We agreed that any other items we missed out, he will go out again during the session to purchase.

We went to a nearby eatery for lunch. We agreed that I will not have lunch, but instead packet the food for me to consume during the session as my 'last proper meal'.. He ordered his food and ate while I sat opposite him watching. He ate quite fast though. Then he went to the economic rice stall to packet rice with few dishes for me... His choice not mine...

We then proceed to check in to the chalet..

The chalet is quite a spacious landed dwelling with floor tiles and ample space to have our session. It is also 2 storey with only a room at the top which gives the master much space to exploit on his creativity on his subject.

After checking in, we both unloaded all our items we bought into the chalet. After the last items were laid on the floor. My soon to be master just asked: Ready?

I sighed and replied: Yes..

It begins...... The initiation process